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Ugh, I have a crush.

My crush has a crush on me.

Unfortunatly due to the timing we really can't act on it and be heathly.

I'm starting to think that crushes are evil.

But Motorhead is good.

Eatingchucky is blaring Motorhead down stairs and its seeping thru the floor boards.

What a good Hetero-Life Mate he is!

hehehehehe

ok, quarts of PBR SEEMED like a good idea to me.

I drank 6 of em lastnight. ugh i feel like poo.

on the road.

stuck in IDA-fuckin-HO.

on my way to Portland.

never coming back.

Strawbettie, I'll be back for Thanksgiving and XMas. Get in touch w/ me. We'll get together, all 3 of us (me, u and Bailey)

Raven, I'll come visit. And you should visit me.

Emily, I'm closer now!!! When r u coming to visit?

Roxy and Phaedra, you'll have to come visit...
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Hi, my name is Al, and I'm a fuck up.

I was called a "narc" today at work. It was soooo funny too. I was talking to a supervisor about one of the officers in his squad (yay, work jargon). I was saying how he was leaning up against a slot machine with his arms crossed and his foot on the chair just watching some patrons play another machine. I told the supervisor that it...
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Well my lil visit with Sonia ended up on a good note, I think. We ended up wrapped in a blanket cuddling and kissing while watching some UNI-Vision.

I got another web-designing job. I'm making a site for some guys who sell exotic dancewear, lingerie, and fetish wear to dancers in the clubs here. NOt a bad gig, I guess. hehehe

No here's my gripes......
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Well, it's saturday, and I'm bummed I'm nor going to be in NY tonight. I just wish I had the money and time. I know how much fn I'm gonna miss out on.

I'll most likely go visit Sonia today. I just like being with her. It makes me feel good when she looks at me the way she does. I love the way she...
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OK, to clear some things up for those that keep asking what's going on in the weird weird world of Al.

Raven- I really can't make it down this weekend. I'm broke and I finally had my days off switched to Fridays and Saturdays. YES, I still want you do draw up my pilot. And WHY??? would I be avoiding you??? We'll hang out before...
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I can't get this song out of my head.

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tommorow, no tommorow
And I find it kind of funny I...
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Kisses are never safe when residue of old love is left.
How could I feel lesser when someone better walks around / waiting for you to call out.
As your cold hand grasps mine I feel unright and privileged to be able to look in your eyes / same chemical as stars.

Deformed fingers leave trails of hearts in writing.
Could three words be the...
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I still have Sonia on my mind. She wrote about our little dinner and coffe encounter in her LJ. The things she said were nice. I realised how much I really like her, and how much I miss her. BUT, (there's always a "but", isn't there?) I don't know how healthy it would be to persue a relationship with her. For one thing, she's going...
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Just got back from dinner and coffe with my exgirlfrind. I miss hanging out with her. It was really cool catching up. We haven't seen each other since July. Um, I really have alot on my mind about her and us but don't know how to spit it all out. I dunno. I am most likey moving soon, anyways, so I guess it doesn't really...
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