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dufsmash13:
ooo aaa
lyrical:
If only... Better luck next time.

Thanks for the comment.
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I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain.

A really great book...
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societyspliers:
And, here's some things Ol' Zimmy has said about Fear:

"Are you Frankie Lee, the gambler,
Whose father is deceased?
Well, if you are,
There's a fellow callin' you down the road
And they say his name is Priest."

"Oh, yes, he is my friend,"
Said Frankie Lee in fright,
"I do recall him very well,
In fact, he just left my sight."
"Yes, that's the one," said the stranger,
As quiet as a mouse,
"Well, my message is, he's down the road,
Stranded in a house."

Well, Frankie Lee, he panicked,
He dropped ev'rything and ran
Until he came up to the spot
Where Judas Priest did stand.
"What kind of house is this," he said,
"Where I have come to roam?"
"It's not a house," said Judas Priest,
"It's not a house . . . it's a home."

And . . .

You've thrown the worst Fear
That can ever be hurled
Fear to bring children
Into the world
For threatening my baby
Unborn and unnamed
You ain't worth the blood
That runs in your veins!

And . . .

Truth is an arrow and the gate is narrow that it passes through,
He unleashed His power at an unknown hour that no one knew.
How long can I listen to the lies of prejudice?
How long can I stay drunk on fear out in the wilderness?
Can I cast it aside, all this loyalty and this pride?
Will I ever learn that there'll be no Peace, that the War won't cease
Until He returns?

Well, by this time
I was a-scared to knock,
I was a-scared to move,
I's in a state of shock.
I hummed a little tune
And I shuffled my feet
And I started walkin' backwards
Down that broad street.
Well, I got to the corner,
I tried my best to smile.
I turned around the corner
And I ran a bloody mile.
Man, I wasn't runnin'
'Cause I was sick,
I was just a-runnin'
To get out of there quick

And . . .

In a soldier's stance, I aimed my hand
At the mongrel dogs who teach
Fearing not that I'd become my enemy
In the instant that I preach

And . . .

A cock is crowing far away and another soldier's deep in prayer,
Some mother's child has gone astray, she can't find him anywhere.
But I can hear another drum beating for the dead that rise,
Whom nature's beast fears as they come and all I see are dark eyes

And. . .

You who philosophize disgrace and criticize all fears
Take the rag away from your face.
Now ain't the time for your tears
<snip snip>
Oh, but you who philosophize disgrace and criticize all fears,
Bury the rag deep in your face
For now's the time for your tears

And . . .

Close your eyes, close the door,
You don't have to worry any more.
I'll be your baby tonight.

Shut the light, shut the shade,
You don't have to be afraid.
I'll be your baby tonight.

Well, that mockingbird's gonna sail away,
We're gonna forget it.
That big, fat moon is gonna shine like a spoon,
But we're gonna let it,
You won't regret it.

Kick your shoes off, do not fear,
Bring that bottle over here.
I'll be your baby tonight

And . . .

There's an iron train a-travelin' that's been a-rollin' through the years,
With a firebox of hatred and a furnace full of fears.
If you ever heard its sound or seen its blood-red broken frame,
Then you heard my voice a-singin' and you know my name.
<snip snip>
Do you ever get tired of the preachin' sounds of fear
When they're hammered at your head and pounded in your ear?
Have you ever asked about it and not been answered plain?
Then you heard my voice a-singin' and you know my name.

And . . .

I pity the poor immigrant
Who wishes he would've stayed home,
Who uses all his power to do evil
But in the end is always left so alone.
That man whom with his fingers cheats
And who lies with ev'ry breath,
Who passionately hates his Life
And likewise, fears his Death.

And . . .

I went down to the lobby
To make a small call out.
A pretty dancing girl was there,
And she began to shout,
"Go on back to see the gypsy.
He can move you from the rear,
Drive you from your fear,
Bring you through the mirror.
He did it in Las Vegas,
And he can do it here."

And . . .

We live in a political world
In the cities of lonesome fear,
Little by little you turn in the middle
But you're never why you're here.

And . . .

I've learned to hate Russians
All through my whole life
If another war starts
It's them we must fight
To hate them and fear them
To run and to hide
And accept it all bravely
With God on my side

And . . .

So don't fear if you hear
A foreign sound to your ear
It's alright, Ma, I'm only sighing
<snip snip>
You lose yourself, you reappear
You suddenly find you got nothing to fear
Alone you stand with nobody near
When a trembling distant voice, unclear
Startles your sleeping ears to hear
That somebody thinks
They really have found you.

And . . .

There's always been people that have to cause fear
They've been talking of the war now for many long years
I have read all their statements and I've not said a word
But now Lord God, let my poor voice be heard.
Let me die in my footsteps
Before I go down under the ground

And . . .

Could ya tell me the facts?
I said without fear,
Turn, turn, turn again.
That a friend of mine
Would get ninety-nine years,
Turn, turn to the rain
And the wind.

And . . .

So swiftly the sun sets in the sky,
You rise up and say goodbye to no one.
Fools rush in where angels fear to tread,
Both of their futures, so full of dread, you don't show one.
Shedding off one more layer of skin,
Keeping one step ahead of the persecutor within

And . . .

One of the boss' hangers-on
Comes to call at times you least expect
Try to bully ya - strong arm you - inspire you with fear
It has the opposite effect

And . . .

Lily's arms were locked around the man that she dearly loved to touch,
She forgot all about the man she couldn't stand who hounded her so much.
"I've missed you so," she said to him, and he felt she was sincere,
But just beyond the door he felt jealousy and fear.
Just another night in the life of the Jack of Hearts

And . . .

And there's something on yer mind you wanna be saying
That somebody someplace oughta be hearin'
But it's trapped on yer tongue and sealed in yer head
And it bothers you badly when your layin' in bed
And no matter how you try you just can't say it
And yer scared to yer soul you just might forget it
<snip snip>
But you try with your whole soul best
Never to think these thoughts and never to let
Them kind of thoughts gain ground
Or make yer heart pound
But then again you know why they're around
Just waiting for a chance to slip and drop down
"Cause sometimes you hear'em when the night times comes creeping
And you fear that they might catch you a-sleeping
And you jump from yer bed, from yer last chapter of dreamin'
And you can't remember for the best of yer thinking
If that was you in the dream that was screaming
And you know that it's something special you're needin'
And you know that there's no drug that'll do for the healin'
And no liquor in the land to stop yer brain from bleeding
And you need something special
Yeah, you need something special all right
You need a fast flyin' train on a tornado track
To shoot you someplace and shoot you back
You need a cyclone wind on a stream engine howler
That's been banging and booming and blowing forever
That knows yer troubles a hundred times over

And . . .

You don't have to be afraid of looking into my face;
We've done nothing to each other Time will not erase.

And . . .

You say, "What are ya made of?"
He says, "Can you repeat what you said?"
You'll say, "What are you afraid of?"
He'll say, "Nothin' neither 'live nor dead."

And . . .

I don't build up illusion 'till it makes me sick,
I ain't afraid of confusion no matter how thick
I can smile in the face of mankind.

And . . .

I return to the Queen of Spades
And talk with my chambermaid.
She knows that I'm not afraid
To look at her.
She is good to me
And there's nothing she doesn't see.
She knows where I'd like to be
But it doesn't matter, 'cause
I want you

And . . .

See the sign on the Cross just laying up
on top of the hill.
Yes, we thought it might have disappeared long ago,
But I'm here to tell you, friends,
That I'm afraid it's lying there still

And . . .

Say that he's a loser 'cause he got no common sense
Because he don't increase his worth at someone else's expense.
Because he's not afraid of trying, 'cause he don't look at you and smile,
'Cause he doesn't tell you jokes or fairy tales, say he's got no style.

Doctor, can you hear me? I need some Medicaid.
I seen the Kingdoms of the World and it's making me feel afraid.
What I got ain't painful, it's just bound to kill me Dead
Like the men that followed Jesus when they put a price upon His head

And . . .

he's hell-bent for destruction, he's afraid and confused,
And his brain has been mismanaged with great skill.
All he believes are his eyes
And his eyes, they just tell him lies

And . . .

Ain't nothin' left here, Partner, just the dust of a Plague that has left this whole town afraid
From now on, this'll be where you're from
Let the Dead bury the Dead. Your Time will come
Let hot iron blow as he raised the shade

And . . .

Now Ophelia, she's 'neath the window
For her I feel so afraid
On her twenty-second birthday
She already is an old maid
<snip snip>
Einstein, disguised as Robin Hood
With his memories in a trunk
Passed this way an hour ago
With his friend, a jealous monk
He looked so immaculately frightful
As he bummed a cigarette
Then he went off sniffing drainpipes
And reciting the alphabet

And . . .

Prison guards, they cursed him
As they watched him from above
But they were frightened of his power
They were scared of his love.
Lord, Lord,
So they cut George Jackson down.
Lord, Lord,
They laid him in the ground

And . . .

The thing that scared me most
Was when my enemy came close
And I saw that his face looked just like mine

And . . .

When do you ever see the light?
Don't you ever feel a fright?
You got me burnin' and I'm turnin'
But I know I must be learnin'

And, finally, on a light (and obsolete) note:

Well, I don't know, but I've been told
The streets in heaven are lined with gold
I ask you how things could get much worse
If the Russians happen to get up there first.
Wowee! Pretty scary!

Wow, sorry - didn't realize he said THAT mucj about it.

teddy__kgb:
good job. did you make some decent $$$?
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Well my uterus has officially been set ablaze!!!

I was, infact put under. Never been before so I was nervous about it. Remember that old show, I keep thinking it was Marcus Welby, M.D. Anyhow, at the end of the opener all you see is the mask coming down on the t.v. screen like it is your face then it goes black. Well, that about...
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deceptiviewfilm:
Yes....The friend blog, actually the last few journals have been about the relationship of a SG member...well former relationship....its gone now...alot was said...alot of hurt and anger....alot of misery actually...I will not talk to her anymore...she made her choice....And I'm a tad more bitter then I was because of it...

As far as Galaga...I play it on my psp....I love galaga...
punknitemike:
might be easier for you to just meet us out this way, since indy is a 2 hour straight shot from me via 70. and meeting ya in cbus would be backtracking an hour and a half for us. i figure we could just meet in huber heights, its literally right off 70. i'll leave my car somewhere safe there and we'll shoot to indy. im pretty sure i can talk KatieOkieDokie and Modvayne into going as well.
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OK, I'm freaked out now. I haven't really let the surgery enter my mind since I've been so busy with dad being sick. I've been reading up on the ablation. Nothing I don't already know but I'm starting to freak out a little. I can't remember if I'm going to be knocked out or not. I remember the doc saying local only but my friend...
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aldremech:
I thought the same way about my cancer surgery, then I got there and they stuck 9 syringes full of glowing green radioactive shit into my back, which made me think more eeek But through it all I did fine, just as you will hun. Try to take it all in stride and know that you are going to be fine, and you have lots of people who are thinking of you kiss
dufsmash13:
calm yourself, you're going to be fine. glad to hear your Dad is doing better. i've been through some stuff with both my parents, i know how that feels. take care. ooo aaa
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I'm what you'd call a wannabe. I hang out here at SG wanting to be young again and I'm not ever gonna be. My life is filled with doctor's appointments for me and my dad who I am the primary caregiver for.

I used to be this metalhead back in the 80s. I ran around with my concert tees and jeans with my leather studded...
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pheme:
I wish you all the best for tomorrow!
lilli:
Hey, you're CurlySue again!

I just wanted to stop by and say good luck with the surgery tomorrow! I'll be thinking of you! kiss
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caffeinemonkey:
Sorry to hear about your dad (you post in Geezer "What are you doing now") Your dad and your family will be in my thoughts.
edmoloko:
Hey I remember that movie!, if it's the one with the human worm that can roll a cigarette with no arms or legs.

I saw that movie when I was seven years old
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Happy New Year one and all!!! May your 2008 be a bajillion times better then your best year ever. Blessings.

Now on to my real reason for posting.

I have to tell you people that the geezers on the Geezer group here at SG are fucking awesome. What a great bunch of people with some great sense of humor there. The group used to be...
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dufsmash13:
you are so wrong about Trent Reznor"s NIN. dude kicks ass...he's a fav of mine.
lilli:
I love Geezers, too! It is so much fun. I'm glad you are a part of it! smile
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I just noticed that after ALL THIS TIME ON SG I have not one single testimonial. And a couple of you I've known for AGES! Like pre-S mutha fuckin' G! What up with that? whatever
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beautifuleyes4u:
Thanks for adding me hun!!
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katieokiedokie:
Happy New years!!! Yes you should try to come and hang out with us sometime.. we always have a blast!
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So I'm watching my dad gasp for air with every shallow breath he takes. I'm in so much agony today knowing that he'll probably be gone within the next 5-10 years. He's too young. He my hero, my champion. He's growing weaker everyday it seems.

I hope it's in my head and not as bad as it seems but he can barely fold towels now...
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jewelz:
I can't figure out how we haven't done the "friends request" thing yet!! I've been meaning to stop by for awhile now... actually thought that I had!

Your blog touched me. I was a caregiver for my mother with Parkinson's, and other assorted physical and mental health issues, for almost two years. It's an incredibly difficult experience trading places with your parents when they become dependent upon you! All I can say is... remember to take some time for you, cause otherwise it can become hard to give from a place of love.

I'll be thinking of you and your father kiss
societyspliers:
A Merry Christmas/Super Solstice/KwazyKwanzaa/Chappy Chanukkah/Freaky Festivus to you! kiss
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So many irons in the fire yet gayballs shows up here and demands..."Blog." Who in the hell has time to blog. I suppose I'll make up for it by getting around to putting up some nekked pics of myself in the near future. Nekked pics make people forget about things like blogs. ARRR!!!

In honor of a girl I think is sexy as can be...Jam out...
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devilsreject:
the advice in the sobriety section. inspiring. thats where ^^^^ that came from!
devilsreject:
you know each time i have gone sober (I've fucked up 3 times) I've only been to four meetings. They just didn't work for me. Cold Turkey (which i have learned is dangerous) and a lot of self discipline got me through it......i haven't been to one in a while, i might take you up on that just to see how things have changed