sanguine

I NEED YOU TO DECIDE....

im going to change the color of my hair again...

but i am going to let all of you decide what i should do next......

so if you will....tell me what color you would like to see in my hair next


i can pretty much get away with doing anything where i work....so be creative but remember i do this...
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sweet......
today i finally received all my tax papers....which means i can schedule an appt to get my taxes done....i know i am probably one of the few people that like tax season....but i actually get monies back..which means i can go to get my backpiece and my leg tats done...squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

i have now flipped to the happy side ...for a bit...

yeah...there is only so much you can take before your scales not only tip to one side...but actually fly off the gawd damn table and smash onto the floor..................................

ok kids...so to add to the list of things wrong with me.....

you are talking to someone that can injure themselves in a padded room....

while in my sleep....i developed a corneal ulcer on my eye.....serious...possibly....

i now have several drops i have to put in my eyes every two hours....and the one drop makes my vision blurry..so i cant see to drive.....

i cant...
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ok ...so i love hats....i dont think i can ever have enough.......from weird ones...to just plain old boring ones....

hats make me happy!!!!!

everyone needs to get me a hat.!.!.!.!.!.!


p.s.

no really...go buy me one.....

so yeah...i think im getting ill....not the flu ill......i think i have to break down and go to the specialist again.....
this is really hard for me to do.....you try to live as normal as you can...then going to the doctor just reminds you.....*sigh*

thanx for all of the hugs...i have moved forth to anger now.....

anyone wanna hate fuck?????

i am feeling really upset tonight...and i need a lot of hugs.....please give me a hug and tell me something good...i really need it

ho ho ho

sueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

so last night i had the privelage to attend a GWAR concert....fucking fabulous i tell you.....

i hung low while th e opening bands were playing....but when gwar was coming on...my ass was down in the pit.... Mind you i hadnt been in a mosh pit in a LONG time.....but ill tell you what i took right to it like i had did it...
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im in a funk mood right now....

i keep getting them more often lately

i dont understand why....

gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh