sanguine

im sick, i have no voice and i want to sleep for a week straight and wake up all better....

vacation is over..... it was off to great start... and at the very end... reality set in with the onset of a lovely cold

i start my new route tomorrow morning, things should be relatively insane for about 3 weeks or so.... but, al in al, it will be good... more money for me and i get to make all the calls concerning the route!!...
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vacation is off to a lovely start!!! i got to hang with an all star cast last night in philly and finally was able to see one of my dearest friends that i havent seen, in what seems like, FOREVER.......
good times were had by most... some spent a bit of their time cleaning out their stomachs
my morning/afternoon, was topped off by grabbing some...
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right now... i just look around my house ,and i become disgusted....

i guess, every once and a while, i just get mad depressed about knowing that i have to work, take care my spawn, do house stuff.... and i never seem to get ahead

today i went down in the basement and noticed that the freezer was not plugged in all the way, so...
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damn i need ink......... April please come here soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am amazed.... after six months of "nowhere to be found", rachel's father showed up out of nowhere to take her for the weekend.... although , judging by the mood she came back in, im guessing she wont want to go back for quite awhile, and i sure as hell am not going to make her.... i wish he would either be a part of...
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its been unseasonably warm for this time of year, mid 70's during the day, and in the 50's at night... and now............ today, we have a warning that there will be sub freezing temperatures tomorrow night.. WTF!@#$!^^&#^@#$&!!)@#^%@

woah busy weekend!!!!!!!! my legs hurt from all of the walking... im actually considering bring my cane back to life again... at least for when ill be walking long distances......

lets see....
-loss of hearimg
-the start of glaucoma
-cane

how old am i again???

dear economy..... please become unfucked!!!!!

ill be getting a new route at work.. not sure exactly which one yet though, but it will be different from what i have now.. most likely my days off will change.......im crossing all my fingers and toes that i get atleast one weekend day off, i so want to be able to resume some sort of night life again.... i feel so out of...
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stress........

well, the hammer finally came down at work about my "appearance" ....... naturally i bucked...... and after arduous minutes of arguing .... i pretty much got my way.... all i have to do is change some captives to plugs tuck in my septums and put clear retainers in for my snake bites, but with no front part O.o .... i can keep my hair color(s)...
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so i was approached the other day at work by my boss... he told me about a conference that happens every year named.. "Out and Equal" .. he handed me the book from this years event that too place in texas.... it seems pretty fucking awesome.... i was asked if i would be interested in going next year.... i am seriously considering it.. its a...
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