You don't wanna deal with me, fine. You want me there for you, to talk to you, to comfort you, to fuckin hold your hand and let you be a fucking cunt to me because you are a heartless bastard and I'm the only one who takes your shit? too damn bad. I might not have enough friends to be able to throw them away...
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judas:
i for one am VERY glad that amy wasn't in the car. she'd been at the saloon with him, i think they weren't having a very nice time together, there seemed to be tension and quiet talking... if she'd been there, i'm sure she would have freaked out. mike was awesome. he got out of his car after it happened just smiling and laughing at me. i am very happy with the mike situation at this point. i'm happy with everything. but i need a fucking vacation, and can't wait to get out of here and go to ely.
pixie_punch:
i thought they were billy's socks. until he told me they wern't.. and i saw him today on the bus. it was funny. i told him i had his socks and he got flustered. heh
I'm done with emotion. I have been hurt tonight worse than I've ever anticipated being hurt. my best friend hurt me and I may or may not decide to never feel again. If best friends aren't to be trusted than I give up. I'm done. Hurt me all you want because I am done. my heart is empty and I will try as hard as...
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scoots:
no i WILL NOT leave you alone!........but i might fuck off
dont let others dictate your happiness!
dont let others dictate your happiness!
pixie_punch:
they're all fuckers. so fuck 'em.
i adopted a penguin... he won't show up...
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judas:
so, i totally have a bunny of my very own? john will be so proud. but how can he chase a bunny on my computer?
cipher:
I couldn't even borrow him? I promise not to break it. Though I might force him to sing "do-be-do-be-do" at gunpoint. Mmm, gunpoint.
Found this in my old xanga, thought I'd ressurect it...
Throw it to the floor and watch it writhe.
Throw it against me.
Watch my dissipation.
Watch me melt.
Watch me slide away.
And the time has come, and it's coming.
And I'm not.
Take it as you will, things are exactly as they seem.
And for now, I hate the blossoming as the apple...
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Throw it to the floor and watch it writhe.
Throw it against me.
Watch my dissipation.
Watch me melt.
Watch me slide away.
And the time has come, and it's coming.
And I'm not.
Take it as you will, things are exactly as they seem.
And for now, I hate the blossoming as the apple...
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neodrunk:
Huggin' trees... shit, I'm cuttin' em down.
I double dog dare you?
I double dog dare you?
my "brick box of dysphoria" obviously has some cracks. Apparently being away form the internet results in a.)boredom b.) tv marathons, and c.) unimaginable time to sit and think and dwell on shit.
So here I am. Still staying off my common aim, for reasons in which I can't determine as selfish, punishing, or just conceit.
So here I am.
joy?
So here I am. Still staying off my common aim, for reasons in which I can't determine as selfish, punishing, or just conceit.
So here I am.
joy?
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neodrunk:
hmmm...
you're boring today.
you're boring today.
sapphire777:
YOU ARE TRUELY THE GREATEST!!!!!!!!!
i have a crush on every boy
ben manske?
goulet.
i have a crush on every boy
ben manske?
goulet.
*EDITED*
I'm gonna quit the internet and social life for a while. I'll be back when I feel better.
*end edit*
Ok, I know everyone is probably really tired of me updating, but guess what, I don't care.
So, in talking to one of my best friends, I brought up the fact that I consider him much more as my best friends than he considers...
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I'm gonna quit the internet and social life for a while. I'll be back when I feel better.
*end edit*
Ok, I know everyone is probably really tired of me updating, but guess what, I don't care.
So, in talking to one of my best friends, I brought up the fact that I consider him much more as my best friends than he considers...
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sapphire777:
i miss you. come back soon. you are my princess. i'm already lonely at night without you here (even though you usually weren't around when i actually went to bed......). nobody even lives on the other side of my bathroom. I'M LONELY WITHOUT YOU. 
kitti kiss.
p.s. tori will make it better.
[Edited on Sep 07, 2004 7:31PM]
kitti kiss.
p.s. tori will make it better.
[Edited on Sep 07, 2004 7:31PM]
tiffanymarie:
I hope you find some comfort in whatever comes your way. See you in a few days, or however long it takes.
FUCKIN NEVERMIND! The little amount of indulgant joy I recieve from shutting down has now been takenby the fact that EVERYONE FEELS LIKE SHIT!
FUCK YOU ALL!
FUCK YOU ALL!
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judas:
hm... i love baklava. why do you have these dreams???
cipher:
Who feels like shit? Someone needs a hug. Or drugs. Yeah, drugs.
So the party, so glad it's over! too much work, too much money, too much stress, just too much.
And alaska's room-mate is TOO MUCH! *GROWL*
gottoo drunk. apparently Jello shots hit you hard.
...delayed, but hard.
My breasts have both been named though, meet Zoey and Elanore. they're cute.
Note: I don't wanna antogonize. I want to love everyone. I want the world...
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And alaska's room-mate is TOO MUCH! *GROWL*
gottoo drunk. apparently Jello shots hit you hard.
...delayed, but hard.
My breasts have both been named though, meet Zoey and Elanore. they're cute.
Note: I don't wanna antogonize. I want to love everyone. I want the world...
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billybillybilly:
So, yeah. It's apparent to me that this particular journal entry is a wonderful case of horrible timing. But that will happen every now and again.
billybillybilly:
That is to speak of my journal.
"I don't wanna be in alaska" -billybillybilly
the BEST quote ever!!!!!!!!!!!!
Also, I love my Sapphire.
Everyone go to her page and give her love.
the BEST quote ever!!!!!!!!!!!!
Also, I love my Sapphire.
Everyone go to her page and give her love.
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daekrys:
yeah, i think that you won the "drunkest person at the party" award.
cv:
I'll second that nomination...though it was entertaining.
Man, my friends love me SOOOO much!
So much that all of them want to go to bed, or watch movies, rather than hang out with me.
Alli hates me. she likes sleep more than she likes me.
And Jim would rather call Emily back when I call him than call me back.
..oh, I guess my phone is upstairs.
So much that all of them want to go to bed, or watch movies, rather than hang out with me.
Alli hates me. she likes sleep more than she likes me.
And Jim would rather call Emily back when I call him than call me back.
..oh, I guess my phone is upstairs.
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sapphire777:
kitti kiss
cv:
Cheer up...at least you have friends that ignore you..I don't have any friends....not even ones that ignore me. Cheer up...I'll buy you a drink sometime. 
Slathered onto me, the bust of a male,
Longing, with a silent, stone tear rinning down his cheek,
And I felt him,
Poured from concrete and reproduced,
that flaw, reproduced with him.
And the fat man, with a sad look in his eyes.
I knew his name.
once.
He sat, as I took him into my world.
Sadness and longing and I have made it...
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Longing, with a silent, stone tear rinning down his cheek,
And I felt him,
Poured from concrete and reproduced,
that flaw, reproduced with him.
And the fat man, with a sad look in his eyes.
I knew his name.
once.
He sat, as I took him into my world.
Sadness and longing and I have made it...
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tiffanymarie:
No dislike here. In fact, I really like this poem. Very good!
cv:
Not bad...not bad at all...as an amatuer literary agent, I would publish it.