I had a dream last night that has leaked into my day and I can't stop thinking about the what-ifs in my life.
the dream was that I went back in time to my first day in the dorms, but I still had all my memories, and it was too much power, the ability to change the things that went wrong, and stop things from...
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the dream was that I went back in time to my first day in the dorms, but I still had all my memories, and it was too much power, the ability to change the things that went wrong, and stop things from...
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need to update, but need too upload some pics first. so there.
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radio_sweetheart:
So out of curiousity, why did you leave Portland for here?
And why is your sister all uppity about your being online? Is she offput by the naked fun?
And why is your sister all uppity about your being online? Is she offput by the naked fun?
takakoshimizu:
Cute pictures, you're a real beauty 
*there's no noise for the scream I wanna make*
UGH!
I finally get paid, right, and I go and deposit it at wells fargo, and now I have to wait till monday (it was friday I deposited it) to get any money. till my paycheck goes through. I am completely out of food, out of busfare, and I am stressed as fuck. my sister is...
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UGH!
I finally get paid, right, and I go and deposit it at wells fargo, and now I have to wait till monday (it was friday I deposited it) to get any money. till my paycheck goes through. I am completely out of food, out of busfare, and I am stressed as fuck. my sister is...
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pixie_punch:
ps. your sister is fucking CRAZY.
do you have next saturday off?? cause methinks we need to party.
do you have next saturday off?? cause methinks we need to party.
whiteout:
Hi I don't think you know me but I thought I'd show you a scream without noise:
This is the famous The Scream (From 1893) by Munch.
[Edited on Dec 02, 2004 4:56PM]
This is the famous The Scream (From 1893) by Munch.
[Edited on Dec 02, 2004 4:56PM]
had a hankerin on the bus the other day to write some shitty poetry...
and here it be:
It was a reigning day,
filled to the brim of a cup,
chipped with wear,
gleaming with shine,
undeserving.
There she was.
Glowing with greens and pinks
that hid nothing of who she was.
Shrinking, shreiking,
she dove into that cup,
and what once brimmed,
now spilled...
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and here it be:
It was a reigning day,
filled to the brim of a cup,
chipped with wear,
gleaming with shine,
undeserving.
There she was.
Glowing with greens and pinks
that hid nothing of who she was.
Shrinking, shreiking,
she dove into that cup,
and what once brimmed,
now spilled...
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sapphire777:
i'm not using you cuz i'm lazy, i'm using you cuz i'm broke. you can consider it one of the meals you owe me if you want. we'll make it together and it will be fun. 
aaardvark:
I'll change it to ginny next, because I like that one. So I'll allow it, heh.
ok, seriously!
Judas cut my hair last night, and I totally love it, but I'm finally home today and no one says a word about it.
Except my niece, who said where'd your hair go.
but seriously, got quite a bit cut off and my sister has said nothing, and my dad was even over and he said nothing either.
It is now up to...
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Judas cut my hair last night, and I totally love it, but I'm finally home today and no one says a word about it.
Except my niece, who said where'd your hair go.
but seriously, got quite a bit cut off and my sister has said nothing, and my dad was even over and he said nothing either.
It is now up to...
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aaardvark:
I already have a kitty, I'm just going to bring her with, though if you ever want a cat, we have a bunch of baby kittens down at the farm.
aaardvark:
Actually, now the only number you can reach me at is 612 822 2432 while Im in the cities. I won't be able to go this weekend, though I would love to. I have to watch Sarah, and I'd bring her here sooner, because Jenn is going to have her, but its hunting season and one of our family friends is coming out, so I need to be there because my mom is going up north and shit. So I'm a little pissed, because all of my plans got wrecked and I really really really just need a fucking break. Anyway, if you have any free time, feel free to give me a call, I'll be here. Maybe go to the mall tomorrow, barring my sister making me too late, ha ha. As you can tell I"m really bored, but I'll stop rambling now, I love you and you know I'll talk all you wonderful sex.
So, totally been a weird day...
was my day off, but I ended up working, lotsa weird shit happened at work, then my two loves picked my up from work to take me to uptown and a world of fun, but we stopped at my house first, where I found out that my friend Mary-Anne has been sick today and had a temp at noon...
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was my day off, but I ended up working, lotsa weird shit happened at work, then my two loves picked my up from work to take me to uptown and a world of fun, but we stopped at my house first, where I found out that my friend Mary-Anne has been sick today and had a temp at noon...
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radio_sweetheart:
Look at the comment above my first one, above, and then look back at mine. Then try and tell me that you're still confused. Just a bit of humor.
I thought until recently that you and Sapphire were roommates in the same dorm as last year. My mistake. So you've been living with your sister or something?
When did you stop going to class? What classes were they?
Are you registering for next semester?
Do you like my new alias?
I thought until recently that you and Sapphire were roommates in the same dorm as last year. My mistake. So you've been living with your sister or something?
When did you stop going to class? What classes were they?
Are you registering for next semester?
Do you like my new alias?
I'm BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK!
haha, after my sisters internet went out yesterday, it was only a matter of time before she went insane without it and got it fixed.
tahaha!
work today was awesome. there was a gas leak in the mall, so we were evacuated, and I sat outside with some co-workers for a while, happily chainsmoking, untill we piled into on of my co-worker's pimpin...
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haha, after my sisters internet went out yesterday, it was only a matter of time before she went insane without it and got it fixed.
tahaha!
work today was awesome. there was a gas leak in the mall, so we were evacuated, and I sat outside with some co-workers for a while, happily chainsmoking, untill we piled into on of my co-worker's pimpin...
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charlatan:
I thought Frida was an exceptional film. Although I have nothing against guys becoming familiar with each other. The male form is not very attractive. It's all boxy and jutting and (in many cases) too hairy for me. The female form and the female form is very supple and symmetrical. That said lesbian scenes don't really do anything for, so I guess I am not informed enough to make a proper analysis. But imean who would you rather see naked on camera, Alfred Molina or Salma Hayek. GO MOLINA!
borisboris668:
I gotta admit that I'm a sucker for big tits, and oddly enough, a sucker of them...lol
HELP ME!
HELP ME!
HELP ME
I am stuck! I have no internet, I am not allowed to use me sisters (shhh, I'm on it now and she'll KILL me if she finds out) and my cell phone bill is still unpaid.
meaning I have no communication to the outside world.
AT ALL!
I'm not allowed to use her phone really either because that would...
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HELP ME!
HELP ME
I am stuck! I have no internet, I am not allowed to use me sisters (shhh, I'm on it now and she'll KILL me if she finds out) and my cell phone bill is still unpaid.
meaning I have no communication to the outside world.
AT ALL!
I'm not allowed to use her phone really either because that would...
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pixie_punch:
hon, you KNOW you would totally be able to live at my place nearly rent-free if it was up to me...
i'll call ya soon.
i'll call ya soon.
charlatan:
Trapped? Alone? I hate it! Hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it! What is life wthout technology, actually. It is simply too primitive to explore. We can't go back to cave scrawls. No. I will not except it. Hang in there. You should get a purple heart. Boredom is wounding.
I've been doing quizilla quizzes on Brian Molko and Placebo for like a half hour and It's all Judas' fault. she bought me their "Black Market Music" CD which holds many a song I have never heard and thusforth I am THROWN into a lusty haze of brian molko's voice, combined with lyrics that make me giggle unashamedly while crossing the street.
I can't...
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I can't...
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sapphire777:
why does he look like a boy? i don't understand. 
pixie_punch:
GET YOUR ASS INTO THE CITIES.
I just got home from work, and my feet really hurt. then I was yelled at for supposedly leaving all the doors unlocked today (I only left 1 unlocked thank you!) and leaving my computer on all day (I leave it on all day everyday, you just noticed cuz I accidently left my music on!)
Apparently my sister gets cranky and yells at me when...
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Apparently my sister gets cranky and yells at me when...
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styphilis:
yeah. the puppy likes to do some lickin' when the opportunity arrises. the only problem we had with him was that he kept trying to hump me.
it was good to see you guys on friday. i heart time with sg folks.
it was good to see you guys on friday. i heart time with sg folks.
escottie:
rylie: long live tits. no one tires of tits.
escottie: *traces rylie's areolas lightly with his lips* mmmm....you're right!
escottie: *traces rylie's areolas lightly with his lips* mmmm....you're right!
ok, de-mopifying my journal. I do so hate being a.) mad at friends and b.) so damn overdramatic.
So I worked 8 hours today. yay me. I accidently spent my grocery budget of $10 for the next two weeks on booze... yay me.
but I still have enough to but a bag of rice, just nothing else. and I like rice a lot. so though...
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So I worked 8 hours today. yay me. I accidently spent my grocery budget of $10 for the next two weeks on booze... yay me.
but I still have enough to but a bag of rice, just nothing else. and I like rice a lot. so though...
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judas:
i bought you something today. 
judas:
yes, i do want to cut your hair.
are you coming out for dinner tomorrow? if so, i can bring your prezzie.
are you coming out for dinner tomorrow? if so, i can bring your prezzie.
I can't seem to win a round. I am wrong to feel how I feel, I'm mean to say what I say. And all in all, I'm blowing shit out of porportion.
I don't understand how I'm so difficult to get. I tell you straight up when I'm upset, I tell you straight up why I'm upset, and I tell you straight up what I...
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I don't understand how I'm so difficult to get. I tell you straight up when I'm upset, I tell you straight up why I'm upset, and I tell you straight up what I...
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judas:
little things do hurt, and they will continue to do so. but being oversensitive is not something you should want to hold on to. and saying that that's a huge part of who you are is ridiculous. you are loving, intelligent, witty, funny and genuine. none of those things have anything to do with over reacting or being too sensitive. i said for years that "i'm oversensitive. if i wasn't, i wouldn't be me."
bah. bullshit. once my skin thickened and the obsessing about those infintessimal things that should have no bearing on my life ceased, lo and behold, a happiness that was quite easily managed. do not believe that being sensitive makes you. stop being a crackhead, cracka! people who believe you will get upset about everything will more or less try to get a rise out of you. do you want them to do that? or are you better than that? i think so.
these misery statements got to GO or i'm gonna have to get out my paddle.
bah. bullshit. once my skin thickened and the obsessing about those infintessimal things that should have no bearing on my life ceased, lo and behold, a happiness that was quite easily managed. do not believe that being sensitive makes you. stop being a crackhead, cracka! people who believe you will get upset about everything will more or less try to get a rise out of you. do you want them to do that? or are you better than that? i think so.
these misery statements got to GO or i'm gonna have to get out my paddle.
judas:
i really don't have a paddle. but i will find one if this shit continues. stop it. grr.
Best. Video. Ever.
You can find Gay Bar on google, or if you can't find it my lazy ass wil post the link for you, but yeah it rules as well but NOTHING beats the light up boobies.
I have a very unhealthy attachment/obsession to that song/video.
I bet you miss the rain now, eh?