I can't seem to win a round. I am wrong to feel how I feel, I'm mean to say what I say. And all in all, I'm blowing shit out of porportion.
I don't understand how I'm so difficult to get. I tell you straight up when I'm upset, I tell you straight up why I'm upset, and I tell you straight up what I would like to make me not upset.
that's apparently too much. I'm not supposed to get my feelings hurt with little things (sorry, but little things are what hurt my feelings most) and I'm not supposed to be so goddamn sensitive.
Guess what, that's kinda a HUGE part of who I am. I'm oversensitive. If I wasn't I wouldn't be me.
Charli is tired of feeling like most people only tolerate her because she's an established part of the group, but not because they like her. Charli is tired of feeling like she's a burden for her friends when she's around. So Charli is gonna stop trying so hard to be in the know, and let Charli's friend's take some god-damn initiative if they really want her to believe they give a damn.
I don't understand how I'm so difficult to get. I tell you straight up when I'm upset, I tell you straight up why I'm upset, and I tell you straight up what I would like to make me not upset.
that's apparently too much. I'm not supposed to get my feelings hurt with little things (sorry, but little things are what hurt my feelings most) and I'm not supposed to be so goddamn sensitive.
Guess what, that's kinda a HUGE part of who I am. I'm oversensitive. If I wasn't I wouldn't be me.
Charli is tired of feeling like most people only tolerate her because she's an established part of the group, but not because they like her. Charli is tired of feeling like she's a burden for her friends when she's around. So Charli is gonna stop trying so hard to be in the know, and let Charli's friend's take some god-damn initiative if they really want her to believe they give a damn.
bah. bullshit. once my skin thickened and the obsessing about those infintessimal things that should have no bearing on my life ceased, lo and behold, a happiness that was quite easily managed. do not believe that being sensitive makes you. stop being a crackhead, cracka! people who believe you will get upset about everything will more or less try to get a rise out of you. do you want them to do that? or are you better than that? i think so.
these misery statements got to GO or i'm gonna have to get out my paddle.