Friday May 23, 2008

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drty_fckn_btch:
No, no, no Rokko!!!!! Don't act to much as a real Dutch with our shitty and boring food. LOL.
misschief:
That looks delicious! I hope everything works out great with the job.

Thursday May 22, 2008

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hi from Ulm, Germany.
sleepy......

I had a phone interview for the job this morning, and it was alright.
The lady in charge realz liked me, but the problem was the ong staying permisssion.
I thought the company would get me a wprking visa, but she expected me to get loong staying permission myself.

HOW???????????

But she said she would talk about this problem to...
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mrs_misha:
do you speak German too?
I speak it a bit better than my Japanese. Best of luck on the job
kaede:
Don't worry! There is a job for you somewhere. smile The journey may be difficult, but will be worth it in the end.

Wednesday May 21, 2008

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mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad
I arrived at Netherlands last night.
If I am staying in Amsterdam, I can write like "Hi, all my friends! I'm in Amsterdam, YAY!!!!"

My ex-boss didn't come to the station to pick me up. and I had to stay at a small family hotel in Rhenen which is quite far away from Amsterdam. I paid 14euro to come here, and 47euro for staying. And...
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trauma:
Good luck my dear... kiss kiss
mssasha:
I just want to say good luck in Amsterdam. tongue

Tuesday May 20, 2008

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Morning, all my lovely friends! kiss

I started ROKKO's Phras of today in Harajuku Perfection group, and I just started yesterday, so I put only 2 words yet, but I'll make it fun and useful for the girls in that group! love Like I've been learning English from hearing ppl talking, listening to some radio program, watching the movies, or seeing actors or musicians interview, I'd love...
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mutantzeet:
Luck in Amsterdam, the best and pretty city of the world (for me).

Kisses!!
missdisaster:
woo hoo! have fun in Amsterdam hun!!
kiss biggrin wink

Monday May 19, 2008

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I need to wake up, open my eyes, and see the world! smile
I'm going to KARAOKE with my friend, because I need a power and erase the stress out from myself.



This is kinda ANTHEM for me, when I need some energy, power, and bring my smile back, I always listen to this POP-FUNK tune. Do I dance like them? OF COURSE!!!!!!!! wink

My friend told...
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thedead:
Hope you have a great time at Karaoke! I'm always nervous to try to sing.
societyspliers:
Glad to see such a positive journal entry! smile

Sunday May 18, 2008

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so my English isn't perfect.
Thanks for telling me so.
I knew it.

I was trying to be strong and positive, but "Your English isn't perfect" broke my mind in pieces.
That means, there's no chance for me to get a job.
He thinks that I won't get a job cos he thinks my english isn't perfect.

Now I hate myself again, because I'm silly...
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ilsa:
Rokko-chan, don't take everything you read on the internet so seriously. Who is this person to judge you? The judge has to be your future boss, not some random member.

You speak English way better than many native speakers... Even if your pronunciation (or whatever) isn't perfect, I am sure they won't mind because they need someone with perfect Japanese. The important thing is that you do your job well and that people can understand you! (and I am sure you fulfil both of these requirements).

Please stop with the pills... they are no good. If this makes you feel better, everyday when I put on my mascara I think of you and smile smile kiss
figueroa:
hold on!!!!!!!!
take a lot of care baby!!!!!!!!

Saturday May 17, 2008

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another sleepy Sunday morning comes.......
I want to stay home lazy today, but I have many things which have to be done before I leave.
I thought I was going to work tomorrow as well, but, I heard the new typhoon is coming to Japan now, so maybe I don't want to do anything tomorrow.

Lately I've been working outside with biking all around. Checking...
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mssasha:
I love you too, Rokko. Be safe and be strong. tongue biggrin
yurei:
I'm in Las Vegas right now...It's a blast!!

Friday May 16, 2008

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ilsa:
Wooot have fun in Europe! I'm still waiting for a Rokko's spanish tour!
Can you believe I improved my english a lot thanks to SG? Haha.
trauma:
have fun on your trip...

as far as studying another language along with english...learn Spanish rokko-chan! smile

Thursday May 15, 2008

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dokurochan:
Thank you so much Rokko! kiss
howlinthurston:
I wish that Yakisoba looked like that anywhere in this town (Atlanta GA)

Wednesday May 14, 2008

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I'm alright, I'm alright, I'm alright.
Yes, I'm alright.
Another Rokko's day comes anyways, so I have to be alright.

I booked the flight tickets between Tokyo and Amsterdam.
I'll be coming there on May 21st, and leaving for Japan on June 3rd.
I've got plenty time to visit some cities in Germany, and Belgium. So I'm going to buy Benelux - Germany pass,...
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kaede:
Have a great time on your trip. It will also help you clear your head. Because not only with you get to see lovely sites, but also spend time with your pals too. smile Take lots of pictures and post them when you get back. I'd love to see what you cross on your travels.
heisszeit:
no switzerland on your trip???

no chocolate, mountains?

Wednesday May 14, 2008

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mrs_misha:
Have you read "the Secret yet"? there are some silly things in it. but on the whole the book focuses on positive thinking.
I was in a bad place years ago and I could only see the worst in things and thought only bad things were in my future and because I thought that way I couldn't see the good things infront of me and focus on them..

I know it might be hard, but every morning when you wake up think of something you are grateful for. And focus on the feeling of happiness and gratefulness. you will find you ill see more positive things in your day.. positive attracts positive. negative attracts negative..

And if you don't get this job, it might be that you aren't getting it because you need to be available for another opportunity. If I had gotten into the art college I wanted to get into, I would never have met my husband. and I am an artist anyway. The path with that school in it was not the one that would have lead me to my current life. A life that I love!
franpire:
Honey, I don't think you like my advice. But it's the truth. No man-or woman will ever make you happy for ever. No man or woman ever makes anyone happy for ever. Why? Because we are not born to make each other happy. We are born to live and learn to be happy inside. If your selfworth comes from outside you will always be unhappy. People change-people have downs-people can lie- people can play games. Don't be dependant on other people for your happiness.

Read- learn-grow- and be happy inside. Then when a man comes and joins your path for some time you can be happy together. When he or you leave ..... you can be happy again on your own.

2008 might be a hard year for you....maybe the fortune teller is right. But hard years help you grow and learn. After this year maybe you will be a better-stronger person. And then a guy breaking up with you won't be the end of the world anymore. Because really, it isn;t.

Good luck. kiss

Tuesday May 13, 2008

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My friend took me out for having some tea and cakes tonight.
Most of my friends think me as a very cheerful and happy girl, so I can't tell anyone that I was dumped.
But, he is one of the best friends, and I can talk to him everything. Other friends don't know how they have to talk to, because they never seen me crying...
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zombie_nirbhao:
keep smiling! things are getting better
dokurochan:
Odaiji ni Rokko Chan...
kiss
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