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I'm a self-fulfilling porno queen.
I mimic out yr every fuckin fantasy yeah yeah
And now, and now, in my head I'm on my knees
Oh baby...why can't I ever get my sugar?
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jonnyjester:
ahhh hah hah, your really hot but, you have no nose in the last pic..... at least im blind so icant see alot of things... it might just be my brightness.... but seriously you are hot, especially when you bit the lower lip.... i want to see an actual well shot photo of your face cause thats what im judging by and i ramble alot tooo.... f this... im outtie.....
lesleyslenning:
yay, I get back from vacation and I get to see a new pic of the lovely RxQueen kiss missed you!
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words of wisdom...

Thoughts create the illusion of separateness and difference. Ego perpetuates this illusion, and this illusion creates fear, anxiety and tremendous grief.
Fear, anxiety, and grief in turn create anger and violence. How can peace exist in the world when these chaotic emotions predominate?
Just unravel. Go back to the source of the problem.
You are back to thoughts, old thoughts. Stop thinking....
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estrada:
Chester, as suggested.
violenttortoise:
Ooh baby.. I love it when you get so... er... profound?
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once i found myself screaming to deafened ears...


for scott:

i found salvation...
in yr arms i'll spend a life time
waiting for you...

just waiting for you.
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alisa:
awww you're so sweet kiss
captain_deez:
awww smile
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hey.
there is gonna be a ladies lounge warped tour spin off.
its called girlz garage.
i posted about it on the board.
go and read...and comment!

http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Music/21013/

the 2 main bands im looking foward to is NORTHERN STATE and theSTART. YES GOD YES! they're playing together just like me and stefanie were praying for!!!

speaking of NORTHERN STATE the episode of LAST CALL was...
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evanx:
THANKS!
I guess I'm blind/can't read.
It's gonna kick ass! And I love The Shelter, it's where I saw SNOT w/ Life Of Agony.
violenttortoise:
Clapping and screaming take too much energy.. I'd rather just blink my appreciation smile

And yeah, it is best to make fun of it all... but sometimes I'd rather just hit someone with a heavy object biggrin
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. Today: i spit iced tea all over ant while he was driving.
He made me laugh after i told him not to for the 80th time! then he got mad and took me home. haha.

. it sucks that idealism and reality can differ so much, so often. an idea on paper is one thing...

. i'm excited. there are so many things coming...
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bort79:
If she promised not to drink it would probly be ok. But its weird because its like shes my sister because I have other friends that are girls and I don't worry about them (as much). Plus if something would happen her family will be mad at me. I work with her dad and her family has always been there for me even when my own weren't. So I still wouldn't have as much fun if she does go because I'll worry.

P.S. The Bort thing is kind of from the Simpsons. My nickname in High School was Robort (I don't really know why?) and when I saw the Simpsons Episode I dropped the Ro. I LOVE the Simpsons!!! biggrin love

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painisfashion:
didn't they kick out the Regarding I drummer cuz he was ugly? or something like thaT? I could have sworn I heard something like that.

and rock on with the jackson 5.

smile
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new profile pic.
you guys like?
i'd figure instead of my boobs and my mouth, i'd let ya see my whole face.

FOUR DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
love love love love
well five if you include today.
i just tell myself *four* cos it makes me happy.

so this weekend is going to be AMAZING no doubt in my mind. then on the 29th Stefanie, Punchy and I are going to see...
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painisfashion:
rah rah rah.
you hate mcr.
lol

if you saw them open up for thrice and the used, might you have been at the sports plus show in lake grove, ny? cuz i was there smile

my band has never played with taking back sunday. they aight, but they blew up right when we were getting started. in fact they kicked out their old singer when we first started playing shows, and he started a new band called theprizefighter you might have heard of... we played our second show with them, and alot more since. where you from in the city?

stormy:
boobs and mouth=hot. your whole face=even hotter!
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HEL...NEW SET...EXCITEDNESS...
gah!
love love love love love love love

we had to take my grandma to the hospital. so shes there now, hopefully in less pain than she was when i saw her.
after that episode, i ran into allison "draw shopping" where we complained about $6/ONE of pair socks.
F that S. then her mommie made me sniff strawberry things. i love allicat. i miss her. and morgan storm.
but...
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painisfashion:
now WHY would you have a beef with MCR? hee hee
soeffinhappy:
Red and black again? Getting rid of the brown? Sounds cool. What's going on with that shoot you're doing with the pro guy? I still don't remember....if only I had a brain....
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wow i go out, leave my cell at home and i have 10 missed calls. 5 new voice mails.
Stefanie called to tell me the distillers are playing at CBGBs on the 24th for $5.00....FIVE FUCKING DOLLARS. how killer is that?
VERY.
and she wants to drive down to DC for theSTART show. hmmm *does happy dance*
i love this chick.

downside:
my grandma is...
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evanx:
theSTART frickin' rules. I am so surprised thay are not more well known. I really like the sound of that last EP they put out. I love to crank it real loud in the car and wake up the neighbors. anyway...

*sharing the love, indeed*
kingskottie:
i added you on my friends list...is that gay?
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haha the tally is up to 3.
three people have told me i look like Quinne in my profile pic. I don't tho. There are a few more of my whole face in "my pics".

im being nostalgic today.
remembering times at the bronx zoo when my best friends (at the time) would get up on this rock and dance jigs. people would give us...
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kingskottie:
hola kitty kat...meow meow!
cherryb0mb:
i can see why they'd say you look like quinne in that picture. smile

oh yeah, thanks for that link you emailed me the other day. crazy shit, hmmmm....

the last time i checked, i never saw pictures uploaded in your pics- so i will have to go see them now! smile
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venting.

i decided i was going to watch Chasing Amy.
I put on the dvd player, sat on my sofa and put my head on the pillow.
It smells like cotten candy. UGH. you dont understand. Thats kathleen. Shes too dirty to wash her clothes so she bathes in body sprays. Usually cotten candy or a babypowder smellin' one.
DAMN. NOw i can't even sit...
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honkeykong:
-sorry about last night...i had to go to sleep tongue

p.s. - my cell phone is missing so don't bother calling it. see what happens when you drink a fifth of grey goose vodka and fight people with a cell phone in your pocket? haha...long story. i'll be getting a new phone this week.
freyja__:
what a fun movie that is.
i especially like how they made meox mix look like a huge club.

hope you're smilin, sweets!
kiss
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Everytime i see Stefanie we're usually doing any of 3 things. Sleeping, eating or seeing bands. Actually its usually all three. Today we went and saw NORTHERN STATE's first television appearance. Northern State are fucking DOPE as all hell. 3 chicks from long island (for you non-metro/nyc area people its pronounced *Lawn Guyland*). They rap about the most random shit ever. I want them to...
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honkeykong:
-heh...you were on the carson daly show
jivesucka52:
You can fly down with us to San Fran and then go to Portland by train or something if you want. It's not that we don't want you around but I would like to be alone with Vanessa for at least part of the time in San Fran. San Fran is already booked dude. Let me know fast what you want to do. GIve me a call bizitch. Hehe. Bye buddy.