I go on anti-depressants tomorrow.
The best recording of RedLight by Siouxsie and The Banshees, live in Cardiff 1984 (song dates back to 1979) http://www.untiedundone.com/audio/sdhrl.mp3
and DesertKisses http://www.untiedundone.com/audio/sdhdk.mp3
Spellbound 1981
http://www.untiedundone.com/sounds/spel_ext.rm
TATTOO, an old B side (my favourite)
http://www.untiedundone.com/sounds/tattoo.rm
There's a Planet in my kitchen, another forgotten B side
http://www.untiedundone.com/sounds/kitch.rm
Placebo Effect, from The Thorn, an album that was never released as a CD and...
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The best recording of RedLight by Siouxsie and The Banshees, live in Cardiff 1984 (song dates back to 1979) http://www.untiedundone.com/audio/sdhrl.mp3
and DesertKisses http://www.untiedundone.com/audio/sdhdk.mp3
Spellbound 1981
http://www.untiedundone.com/sounds/spel_ext.rm
TATTOO, an old B side (my favourite)
http://www.untiedundone.com/sounds/tattoo.rm
There's a Planet in my kitchen, another forgotten B side
http://www.untiedundone.com/sounds/kitch.rm
Placebo Effect, from The Thorn, an album that was never released as a CD and...
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disdain:
anti-depressants? i don't know you, but would you be willing to share??? 
krista:
Many now pictures. I think it's becoming a pathology.
I bought the East German camera, the Exakta from the girl I have a crush on, of course I didn't say anything or ask her out to coffee.
I think I am basically unsuited to being in a relationship with another person.
My plan now is, to buy an old soviet typewriter from the Camera shop and use it to write gibberish russian love letters...
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I think I am basically unsuited to being in a relationship with another person.
My plan now is, to buy an old soviet typewriter from the Camera shop and use it to write gibberish russian love letters...
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junkeragentseed:
nah, it was already there on deviantart... someone was brilliant a long time before me.
disdain:
i put that cat in my head... its taking up lots of space... and it bites.
I met a girl at a camera shop yesterday. She is as obsessed with Russian cameras as me. We fondled a Kiev at the same time. This is the first time in years that I have had a crush on someone.
go here. http://www.chrwradio.com/
apathyactivist has a radio show on Fridays from 3-6pm EST. I intend to call London and request that he play Siouxsie...
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go here. http://www.chrwradio.com/
apathyactivist has a radio show on Fridays from 3-6pm EST. I intend to call London and request that he play Siouxsie...
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tarbaby:
fever in the butt? hahahaha!!!
i'm going to bed and i swear,if i dream of being chased by giant thermometers,i'm coming after YOU!!!!!!
i'm going to bed and i swear,if i dream of being chased by giant thermometers,i'm coming after YOU!!!!!!
apathy_activist:
(i fell asleep...)
As he often does on hot summer afternoons, young Bertrand Wooster had locked himself in Aunt Agatha's lingiere closet, for purely autoerotic purposes. "I say what? fancy A smack on your backside my Eaton boy!" young Bertrand shouted to himself as Jeeves passed by. This naturally excited Jeeves who happened to not be wearing any pants.
http://pondicherrymypanty.blogspot.com/
http://pondicherrymypanty.blogspot.com/
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tarbaby:
you will never get me to reveal that information. mostly because it is something that is really stupid and makes no sense. plus i am going to bed,so you will have to wait until tomorrow to find out...if even then...muahahahaha
night you
night you
krista:
Oh, God, there are so many pictures of my ankles. I'm so self-indulgent.
I had a rather interesting night, I went to Mary's, the old strip club downtown, and got to watch a nerdy girl with with hairy armpits and glasses take off her clothes.. and she talked to me afterwards. Then on the way home a car pulled along side me, and some english guy asks me for directions, I look inside the car and it is...
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damn_pretty:
Beaverton ain't that bad.
wildchild:
...Cup and Saucer Cafe... i haven't dated anyone in about three years as well. Girls scare me. Good taste in music by the way!
I think i will drive to North Bend tomorrow. I need pie.
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apathy_activist:
i'm driving solo into northern ontario through the back roads on tuesday, maybe i'll stop in at some dives looking for java and pastries.
i am awful at starting conversations with total strangers, though. and that's a requirement of any solo road trip. any suggestions?
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i am awful at starting conversations with total strangers, though. and that's a requirement of any solo road trip. any suggestions?
[Edited on Jul 22, 2003]
jora:
I can sort of relate. I haven't been touched by another human being in 7 years. It's pretty fucking lonely, let me tell you. I cannot even imagine laying next to someone much less being in a relationship again. If someone hit on me, I'd either have a heart attack or look at them like they were nuts. I am such a social retard as it is, but if there's an attraction going on, I tend to actually (not exagerating here) run away. Nice and muture. I wouldn't even know what to do with human contact now. It would prob. overwhelm me and make me freak out, cry or go comatose. Sounds like fun to try to date me, eh? Woo hoo!
You are not alone in being alone.
jora33
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Sounds like fun to try to date me, eh? Woo hoo!
You are not alone in being alone.
jora33
[Edited on Jul 23, 2003]
I have been on this site for a year and have not met one person who can stand to talk to me. If you had the misfortune of talking with me, I'm sorry. You won't have to hear from me anymore. I am done wasting my time here.
tawnya:
why do you persist in telling me what i think about you? it's a decision i feel i can make for myself.
apathy_activist:
listen to girl. girl is wise.
Did Agent Cooper actually have a secretary back in D.C. or did he make those casette records for himself?
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apathy_activist:
i think agent cooper was insane. and he wasn't really an agent. he just went up there and acted like one. one of those imposter things. you know.. imposters.
mistersatan:
Don't worry- I have faith in you.
Yay for another two nights of anxiety attacks and paranoid panic. Good thing there aren't any really sharp objects around here (all my forks have corks glued to the sharp side).
tawnya:
corks are your friends.
the chariot is going again.
<girlie>apparently the battery contacts or whatever were all corroded. i'm such a girl, he also said something about something with the alternator. </girlie>
the chariot is going again.
<girlie>apparently the battery contacts or whatever were all corroded. i'm such a girl, he also said something about something with the alternator. </girlie>
jora:
I'm glad to see I can now contact you.
Sorry the last two days sucked. I think the paranoia is the most maddening out of all of the things we go through. It's when I think my darkest, most irrational thoughts.
Have you decided about the meds yet? You should at least try them. Give it some thought. Please feel free to contact me anytime. Really. I was worried when your profile wasn't accessable. Do you really want to make someone prone to anxiety worrr? LOL. I hope not.
Take care. You're in my thoughts.
jora33
Sorry the last two days sucked. I think the paranoia is the most maddening out of all of the things we go through. It's when I think my darkest, most irrational thoughts.
Have you decided about the meds yet? You should at least try them. Give it some thought. Please feel free to contact me anytime. Really. I was worried when your profile wasn't accessable. Do you really want to make someone prone to anxiety worrr? LOL. I hope not.
Take care. You're in my thoughts.
jora33
My psychologist told me I should be on meds today. That might not be a bad idea. I haven't really been able to function for about a year now, and I have not been successful in dealing with this on my own. Hopefully the SSRIs will kill my libido as well, I think I'd be much happier if I were not interested in sex, it's...
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silencenoir:
More people read it, than you know. I don't know you either, but sending you a couple hugs.
Take care of yourself
Take care of yourself
mei:
i went off of meds recently, only to find out that i probably really and truly do need them. you should try it. if nothing else, it's an adventure. just as much as taking a handful of strange pills for an evening - just longer and more drawn out. experimentation is interesting.
I rarely remember dreams, but I did this morning and what an interesting dream it was.
I had won the lottery and bought 100 of those Kinder berraschungs Eier (the choco eggs with the toys in them). In front of a group of school children I put the eggs in a plastic garbage bag, ran it over with my car and then put the bag...
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I had won the lottery and bought 100 of those Kinder berraschungs Eier (the choco eggs with the toys in them). In front of a group of school children I put the eggs in a plastic garbage bag, ran it over with my car and then put the bag...
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thora:
Haven't read Rethinking Aids. Have you? How did you feel about it/what did you think of it?
godzuki:
my friends in london were obsessed with Kinder Surprise. They had hundreds of those little toys sitting on every horizontal surface in their flat.
I drove 870 miles in three days in two states and i am in pain. I got to see some kidos in Seattle and saw Rik's photos on display in a coffee house. And mostly importantly i found the statue of Lenin in Fremont and consumed persohky.
bought another russian camera today.
http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&category=15234&item=2939114506
Welsh Identity politics in the 1960s were never this practical.
http://pondicherrymypanty.blogspot.com/
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bought another russian camera today.
http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&category=15234&item=2939114506
Welsh Identity politics in the 1960s were never this practical.
http://pondicherrymypanty.blogspot.com/
if...
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clara:
Just popped in to honk your boobies.
*honk*
*honk*
godzuki:
boy, i don't know what Kevin Shields and his MBV cronies have been doing since then... if anyone, blacklisted might know. The concert was certainly memorable... ear-splittingly memorable. Like, permanent damage memorable.