i just tried to start a thread asking who here has kids (my second thread ever...the first one i started this morning, in 'music'). no one has responded yet... i know it's only been about half an hour...but, i'm starting to feel paranoid that NOBODY will respond, even the people here that i KNOW have kids. i'm always paranoid.
i want everyone to love me...
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i feel like i should write something, since my last journal entry had been up for a while. i think i may be too tired to say anything, though. i was thinking about making some cornbread, but i think i'm too tired for that, too.
wait, there's one thing- i've thought about it, and i think i am gonna go back to kalx, anyway, even...
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googused:
Hey!
Someone sent me this - you might wanna pass it along to your hubby
ATTENTION: Calling all San Francisco music scene veterans. Alfie from the legendary Mission District bar, the Chatterbox (later named the Chameleon), is compiling a book detailing the pre-historic ages of Bay Area music (i.e., before cell-phones and dot.coms). Anyone with tales of yore should contact her at Lennon Studios (415) 575-3636 or send in their photos/stories to 486 Ninth Street SF, CA 94103.
Someone sent me this - you might wanna pass it along to your hubby
ATTENTION: Calling all San Francisco music scene veterans. Alfie from the legendary Mission District bar, the Chatterbox (later named the Chameleon), is compiling a book detailing the pre-historic ages of Bay Area music (i.e., before cell-phones and dot.coms). Anyone with tales of yore should contact her at Lennon Studios (415) 575-3636 or send in their photos/stories to 486 Ninth Street SF, CA 94103.
cypher:
i've nothing clever to say.
please be good to yourself and eat properly.
please be good to yourself and eat properly.
well, ever since i brought up the notion (on the boards) of me using the name Prudence, should i, sometime in the future, experience severe brain damage and apply to be a Suicide Girl, I've been thinking that maybe i should just go ahead and start referring to my self as Prudence. If i did be come 'one of da girlz,' it wouldn't be for...
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sixsixty:
HOLY SHIT... i don't know...i get pretty damn pee shy.
i figured out. when it's the time to perform. and you are feeling all pee shy. just spit. spit a big fucking one and make lots of noise. thats a fucking step up if i say. yeah you're pissing next to me, yeah you are a big fucking guy, but shit. i just spit. so fuck off.
i figured out. when it's the time to perform. and you are feeling all pee shy. just spit. spit a big fucking one and make lots of noise. thats a fucking step up if i say. yeah you're pissing next to me, yeah you are a big fucking guy, but shit. i just spit. so fuck off.
sixsixty:
i look twice before i cross. i take my hands and make a symbol of love. i work only at night to prevent the feeling of desire to run through me. i forget the name of love. it is not saturday yet i feel alone. i call you out at night to only here the silence of my voice. i wonder, do you remember. do you still think that i was once your love. do you still think that i can once again be called on for a moment of.........
i DEFINITELY feel so much better today; i'm sure getting 10 hours of sleep helped a lot. really, though, i think i've just been feeling overwhelmed lately. for someone with 'no social life,' i'm pretty damned social! everyone i know keeps calling me, emailing me, AIMing me, etc., and i'm one of those people that wants to make everyone happy and make sure i don't...
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sixsixty:
i live super close to the lake. i can see the lake.
i havent been to the oakland zoo. something says to me that it would be smelly. i really want to one day go to the chabot space thing. with the telescopes and stuff. observatorium thing. i should just go and do it one day. forget you hippies. im going to go see stars.
i havent been to the oakland zoo. something says to me that it would be smelly. i really want to one day go to the chabot space thing. with the telescopes and stuff. observatorium thing. i should just go and do it one day. forget you hippies. im going to go see stars.
inkedgirl:
Glad you're feeling better. 
i'm all better now. it's amazing what a concussion can acomplish.
now i'm just bored.
now i'm just bored.
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cypher:
hope your day has gone well, pretty. eat some veggies.
sixsixty:
you should call me and so we could talk.
i'm kind of feeling like dia did a week ago: like i don't want to post anymore. i feel like i should just keep my mouth shut, and not comment on any topic for fear of my words being misinterpreted or twisted around. i don't want to have to place a stupid emoticon after every sentence to show when i'm being serious, sarcastic, playful, etc....
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googused:
Hell yeah I was at the Mab! My band even played one of the last shows there. I started going to shows when i was about 13. No one got carded in those days. Broadway was so hoppin in the 80's! The Stone, The Chi Chi, On Broadway. I think that whole block should be burned down - it makes me sad to see what it has become.
I probably heard you on KALX a million times - it was one of the only good places to win tickets!
I probably heard you on KALX a million times - it was one of the only good places to win tickets!
cypher:
i like talking with you, even tho you don't agree that i am the king.
why do i feel so SAD today?
i've had that sick, sad feeling in my stomach- like i get when i feel like i'm about to cry- all day today. i thought i'd feel better if i just went ahead and cried, so i did. i cried and cried and cried. the feeling is still there.
i feel like everyone hates me or is mad...
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i've had that sick, sad feeling in my stomach- like i get when i feel like i'm about to cry- all day today. i thought i'd feel better if i just went ahead and cried, so i did. i cried and cried and cried. the feeling is still there.
i feel like everyone hates me or is mad...
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sumgirl:
my pleasure hon ... i was just reading the cheating thread, and if you haven't seen it, you should watch lars von trier's breaking the waves - exactly about what you describe.
cypher:
i'm not mad at you, sweet girly.
now i command you to be happyhappyhappy
now i command you to be happyhappyhappy
i accidentally took 2 of my anti-depressants, instead of 1, so i've been feeling really out of it today, not to mention the dry-mouth and short term memory loss! i have so many different prescriptions for so many different reasons (jeez- i sound like an old lady. i AM 100, though!) and at different dosages (i got a couple that are 1 pill a day,...
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cypher:
i figure things out. it's what i do.
i read the comments. i play 2+2.
and
...ick.
i read the comments. i play 2+2.
and
...ick.
googused:
Hey - you do look a bit familiar in your new pic. I probly saw you around the city. Did you use to DJ at clubs?
I worked at the Maritime Hall from 95-98 or so. I ran camera and directed video. Just an asthetical aside, there's nothing worse than doing video of a rap show! A couple hours of people pacing back and forth and shouting "Throw your hands in the Ay-yuh" every once in a while! No guitar solos, no drums and the DJ is always in the back in the dark.
I wish I did like rap sometimes - people seem to have a lot of fun with it. I love old country, but I hate the new shit as much as rap. I think most new music is pretty bad and unmemorable.
When were you on KALX? I remember when it was only 10 watts and we would climb up on a hill in Marin so we could listen to punk rock!
I worked at the Maritime Hall from 95-98 or so. I ran camera and directed video. Just an asthetical aside, there's nothing worse than doing video of a rap show! A couple hours of people pacing back and forth and shouting "Throw your hands in the Ay-yuh" every once in a while! No guitar solos, no drums and the DJ is always in the back in the dark.
I wish I did like rap sometimes - people seem to have a lot of fun with it. I love old country, but I hate the new shit as much as rap. I think most new music is pretty bad and unmemorable.
When were you on KALX? I remember when it was only 10 watts and we would climb up on a hill in Marin so we could listen to punk rock!
damnit! i keep trying to update my profile pic, and it's not working!! i'm doing everything i'm supposed to, and when i hit 'submit' it says it worked, but it's still not there! i don't know what the dilly-o is.
i'm extremely annoyed right now. the KALX station manager finally emailed me back about coming back to the station. she said that i couldn't get...
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i'm extremely annoyed right now. the KALX station manager finally emailed me back about coming back to the station. she said that i couldn't get...
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cypher:
do you believe in shame?
do you believe in love?
and if they taste the same, would you love again...or abandon both?
do you believe in love?
and if they taste the same, would you love again...or abandon both?
cypher:
post in my journal. it is good for my ego.
i was gonna try to stay away from here for at least 24 hours, just so i can get some shit done (this place is too addictive. once i log on, i can't leave. i need help!), but i had the most bizarre dream last night involving SG, so i just had to share it:
i dreamt last night that i was chosen to be...
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cypher:
you are very nice to me, A, and i appreciate it.
but i still feel odd about it.
but i still feel odd about it.
cypher:
it's been so long since i even had a soft kiss on these lips.... 
have you ever tried to pick your underwear outta your butt while you're driving? it's not easy, my friends!
my tummy really hurts tonight. i think i the mini corn dogs i ate for lunch were bad. oh, but they tasted soooo gooood.
my tummy really hurts tonight. i think i the mini corn dogs i ate for lunch were bad. oh, but they tasted soooo gooood.
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dia:
oooh, I get it now.
Sixsixtyyyyyyy....!!!!
Migraine my ass.
Sixsixtyyyyyyy....!!!!
Migraine my ass.
sixsixty:
dia has a tendency to have wild sex dreams about people she has only met through the internet.
so. that is why you had a dia.
dia...as i am reading this morning. also means love.
so in theory. you could dia a dia. or you could dia a dia with dia.
it could go on forever really. there could be 2 dias. you could be dia. you could dia the dia's and dia.
so. that is why you had a dia.
dia...as i am reading this morning. also means love.
so in theory. you could dia a dia. or you could dia a dia with dia.
it could go on forever really. there could be 2 dias. you could be dia. you could dia the dia's and dia.
i can't believe i've posted around 115 times already. yikes! i probably spend way too much time here. i've posted a lot on the music boards, but now i'm starting to worry that some of my posts make me sound like a show-off or a music snob. yes, i'm a dj, and yes, i do know a lot about music, but i really try not...
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sixsixty:
oh dear. i think you just pulled a dia. i believe that is the official term.
i hope it all worked out well for you.
=]
i hope it all worked out well for you.
=]
lil_tuffy:
pulled a dia. oh no.
having something named after you is the kiss of death. a friend of mine sucks at pinball. everythime he played the ball just straight down the middle. that occurence became known as 'the wilson.' or you would say, 'dammit, I just wilsoned.'
having something named after you is the kiss of death. a friend of mine sucks at pinball. everythime he played the ball just straight down the middle. that occurence became known as 'the wilson.' or you would say, 'dammit, I just wilsoned.'
very pretty.
I will go find the thread right now and reply
I bet mostly people just don't want to talk about kids on a porn-ish site. I mean..who wants to be reminded of kids when you're looking at nekkid ladies? Oh wait. i do!
oh and one more thing... I totally thought of that Berlin song when I read Cyphers journal entry too. Yay!
learn variance.
shades of grey are fun.
and fashionable.