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i just tried to start a thread asking who here has kids (my second thread ever...the first one i started this morning, in 'music'). no one has responded yet... i know it's only been about half an hour...but, i'm starting to feel paranoid that NOBODY will respond, even the people here that i KNOW have kids. i'm always paranoid.

i want everyone to love me...
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demolitionkitten:
you remind me of someone I know.
very pretty.

I will go find the thread right now and reply smile
I bet mostly people just don't want to talk about kids on a porn-ish site. I mean..who wants to be reminded of kids when you're looking at nekkid ladies? Oh wait. i do!

oh and one more thing... I totally thought of that Berlin song when I read Cyphers journal entry too. Yay!
cypher:
i sent an email.
learn variance.
shades of grey are fun.
and fashionable.
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i feel like i should write something, since my last journal entry had been up for a while. i think i may be too tired to say anything, though. i was thinking about making some cornbread, but i think i'm too tired for that, too.

wait, there's one thing- i've thought about it, and i think i am gonna go back to kalx, anyway, even...
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googused:
Hey!

Someone sent me this - you might wanna pass it along to your hubby

ATTENTION: Calling all San Francisco music scene veterans. Alfie from the legendary Mission District bar, the Chatterbox (later named the Chameleon), is compiling a book detailing the pre-historic ages of Bay Area music (i.e., before cell-phones and dot.coms). Anyone with tales of yore should contact her at Lennon Studios (415) 575-3636 or send in their photos/stories to 486 Ninth Street SF, CA 94103.
cypher:
i've nothing clever to say.
please be good to yourself and eat properly.
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well, ever since i brought up the notion (on the boards) of me using the name Prudence, should i, sometime in the future, experience severe brain damage and apply to be a Suicide Girl, I've been thinking that maybe i should just go ahead and start referring to my self as Prudence. If i did be come 'one of da girlz,' it wouldn't be for...
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sixsixty:
HOLY SHIT... i don't know...i get pretty damn pee shy.

i figured out. when it's the time to perform. and you are feeling all pee shy. just spit. spit a big fucking one and make lots of noise. thats a fucking step up if i say. yeah you're pissing next to me, yeah you are a big fucking guy, but shit. i just spit. so fuck off.
sixsixty:
i look twice before i cross. i take my hands and make a symbol of love. i work only at night to prevent the feeling of desire to run through me. i forget the name of love. it is not saturday yet i feel alone. i call you out at night to only here the silence of my voice. i wonder, do you remember. do you still think that i was once your love. do you still think that i can once again be called on for a moment of.........
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i DEFINITELY feel so much better today; i'm sure getting 10 hours of sleep helped a lot. really, though, i think i've just been feeling overwhelmed lately. for someone with 'no social life,' i'm pretty damned social! everyone i know keeps calling me, emailing me, AIMing me, etc., and i'm one of those people that wants to make everyone happy and make sure i don't...
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sixsixty:
i live super close to the lake. i can see the lake.

i havent been to the oakland zoo. something says to me that it would be smelly. i really want to one day go to the chabot space thing. with the telescopes and stuff. observatorium thing. i should just go and do it one day. forget you hippies. im going to go see stars.
inkedgirl:
Glad you're feeling better. smile
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i'm all better now. it's amazing what a concussion can acomplish.

now i'm just bored.
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cypher:
hope your day has gone well, pretty. eat some veggies.
sixsixty:
you should call me and so we could talk.
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i'm kind of feeling like dia did a week ago: like i don't want to post anymore. i feel like i should just keep my mouth shut, and not comment on any topic for fear of my words being misinterpreted or twisted around. i don't want to have to place a stupid emoticon after every sentence to show when i'm being serious, sarcastic, playful, etc....
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googused:
Hell yeah I was at the Mab! My band even played one of the last shows there. I started going to shows when i was about 13. No one got carded in those days. Broadway was so hoppin in the 80's! The Stone, The Chi Chi, On Broadway. I think that whole block should be burned down - it makes me sad to see what it has become.

I probably heard you on KALX a million times - it was one of the only good places to win tickets!
cypher:
i like talking with you, even tho you don't agree that i am the king.
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why do i feel so SAD today?

i've had that sick, sad feeling in my stomach- like i get when i feel like i'm about to cry- all day today. i thought i'd feel better if i just went ahead and cried, so i did. i cried and cried and cried. the feeling is still there.

i feel like everyone hates me or is mad...
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sumgirl:
my pleasure hon ... i was just reading the cheating thread, and if you haven't seen it, you should watch lars von trier's breaking the waves - exactly about what you describe.
cypher:
i'm not mad at you, sweet girly.

now i command you to be happyhappyhappy
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i accidentally took 2 of my anti-depressants, instead of 1, so i've been feeling really out of it today, not to mention the dry-mouth and short term memory loss! i have so many different prescriptions for so many different reasons (jeez- i sound like an old lady. i AM 100, though!) and at different dosages (i got a couple that are 1 pill a day,...
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cypher:
i figure things out. it's what i do.
i read the comments. i play 2+2.

and

...ick.
googused:
Hey - you do look a bit familiar in your new pic. I probly saw you around the city. Did you use to DJ at clubs?

I worked at the Maritime Hall from 95-98 or so. I ran camera and directed video. Just an asthetical aside, there's nothing worse than doing video of a rap show! A couple hours of people pacing back and forth and shouting "Throw your hands in the Ay-yuh" every once in a while! No guitar solos, no drums and the DJ is always in the back in the dark.

I wish I did like rap sometimes - people seem to have a lot of fun with it. I love old country, but I hate the new shit as much as rap. I think most new music is pretty bad and unmemorable.

When were you on KALX? I remember when it was only 10 watts and we would climb up on a hill in Marin so we could listen to punk rock!
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damnit! i keep trying to update my profile pic, and it's not working!! i'm doing everything i'm supposed to, and when i hit 'submit' it says it worked, but it's still not there! i don't know what the dilly-o is.

i'm extremely annoyed right now. the KALX station manager finally emailed me back about coming back to the station. she said that i couldn't get...
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cypher:
do you believe in shame?
do you believe in love?
and if they taste the same, would you love again...or abandon both?
cypher:
post in my journal. it is good for my ego.
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i was gonna try to stay away from here for at least 24 hours, just so i can get some shit done (this place is too addictive. once i log on, i can't leave. i need help!), but i had the most bizarre dream last night involving SG, so i just had to share it:

i dreamt last night that i was chosen to be...
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cypher:
you are very nice to me, A, and i appreciate it.
but i still feel odd about it.
cypher:
it's been so long since i even had a soft kiss on these lips.... frown
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have you ever tried to pick your underwear outta your butt while you're driving? it's not easy, my friends!

my tummy really hurts tonight. i think i the mini corn dogs i ate for lunch were bad. oh, but they tasted soooo gooood.
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dia:
oooh, I get it now.
Sixsixtyyyyyyy....!!!!
Migraine my ass.
sixsixty:
dia has a tendency to have wild sex dreams about people she has only met through the internet.

so. that is why you had a dia.

dia...as i am reading this morning. also means love.

so in theory. you could dia a dia. or you could dia a dia with dia.

it could go on forever really. there could be 2 dias. you could be dia. you could dia the dia's and dia.
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i can't believe i've posted around 115 times already. yikes! i probably spend way too much time here. i've posted a lot on the music boards, but now i'm starting to worry that some of my posts make me sound like a show-off or a music snob. yes, i'm a dj, and yes, i do know a lot about music, but i really try not...
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sixsixty:
oh dear. i think you just pulled a dia. i believe that is the official term.

i hope it all worked out well for you.
=]
lil_tuffy:
pulled a dia. oh no.

having something named after you is the kiss of death. a friend of mine sucks at pinball. everythime he played the ball just straight down the middle. that occurence became known as 'the wilson.' or you would say, 'dammit, I just wilsoned.'