persya

oh complaining, I wish I knew how to quit you!

so one of my friends left me a message on one of my blogs telling me i have no reason to feel like i haven't lived or that i'm not living ....you can read it here

and although he's right
i am somehow feeling a bit negative about things and i don't know why...
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so last night was pretty fun!!

(despite the $10 rip off watered down vodka sours
and $3 coat check PER item..bobby paid $6 to check his coat and a bag cos they wouldn't put them together )

but yeah I had a great time
nadzofsteel showed up and it was pretty cool to see him..hadn't seen him since the sg east coast camping trip
and...
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moving and where i'm hanging out tomorrow night

so i haven't really talked about this but bobby and i are moving..i don't feel like going into detail about it now
and we're staying in astoria
but we're still looking..we have to move by feb 1 when the lease is up here
i really do love this place now that i've seen a couple of other...
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ok so in response to my last entry, which was this:

"No matter how careful you are, there's going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn't experience it all. There's that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should've been paying attention.

Well get used to that feeling. That's how your...
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"No matter how careful you are, there's going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn't experience it all. There's that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should've been paying attention.

Well get used to that feeling. That's how your whole life will feel some day. "

feeling a bit hungover today after my goth night out
last night was fun
bobby and I met up with catherine and her brother first at the Library (bar) on Ave A and then went to Albion Batcave and met up with vonesper and ripitupandrun...first time meeting her..she's very very cute I would like to take pictures in a cemetary with her

so i...
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man, there sure are perks to my job

so today Christian Campbell and his wife Nikki Snelson came in to eat

I recognized him right away...I had no idea who she was, apart from obviously being his gf or wife

Christian is the brother of Neve Campbell and has been in the new version of Reefer Madness with the star (Kristen Bell) of one of...
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mistakes mistakes mistakes

ahh i thanked each one of you for my birthday wishes

i haven't had time until tonight
now i'm going to relax and watch a movie or something
i'm exhausted

not from that
from work all week

monday, my birthday..i worked
it was really stressful because it was a holiday it was so busy
i made the most money i've ever made working there EVER...
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Note:even if you don't want to read all of this (not that there's a lot) at least scroll down and look at my new drawing!!!!
I hope everyone had a good christmas ( or holiday)
mine was pretty good...it was great seeing my mom and relaxing up there not doing anything...i miss being a kid sometimes haha
although she gets on my nerves sometimes, i...
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so I'm going to spend some time with my Mom in the OC(NY) for Christmas...
I was leaving tomorrow night, but because there's a stupid strike and I can't get to work, I'll be leaving a little earlier

so you prob won't hear from me until next week

and that damned strike better be over cos I need to make some money!!

but anyway
I...
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