things have become much more clear. I knew there was a reason why I didn't feel the right moment with my friend that I lost long ago. I see her in a place I had been myself, and I know I can help her deal with that situation now.
better update later this morning.
Better Update:
....not really. Drunk at 6am and sober at 2pm...
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better update later this morning.
Better Update:
....not really. Drunk at 6am and sober at 2pm...
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SGVAC BBQ/Housewarming was a blast 
things I learned:
Foursquare drunk is much more fun than drunk without foursquare.
Little kids have amazing aim with water balloons.
When pined down in a house by little kids with water balloons always make the rule that they can't throw them into the house.....then proceed to throw the balloons from inside the house at the little kids.
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things I learned:
Foursquare drunk is much more fun than drunk without foursquare.
Little kids have amazing aim with water balloons.
When pined down in a house by little kids with water balloons always make the rule that they can't throw them into the house.....then proceed to throw the balloons from inside the house at the little kids.
Mortuaries have...
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demonesskage:
Well I'm glad they're on your camera. I would like to see them, actually. Generally, I have no shame, but at the same time...
Sounds like there's a story there. I'd like to hear it sometime.
Sounds like there's a story there. I'd like to hear it sometime.
juniordeputy:
these are so dope
Ok so I had another great evening out with my friend lastnight. So great that I was an hour late for work this morning. Tex wasabi's for food and beer, then to shoot pool and drink beer, then a stop into club 7 were a really spun guy bought us beer. We had an irish carbomb and afew redheaded sluts (thank you prom). Drove to...
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demonesskage:
Can't afford to! Otherwise I would. It's not a matter of wanting to or not- I literally don't have the gas to drive out there.
bigjimslade:
Hola
Blast me a copy of the pic you took tonight please - the one that upgraded my reserved spot in hell.
Oh, and... "Hold on for one more day"
Blast me a copy of the pic you took tonight please - the one that upgraded my reserved spot in hell.
Oh, and... "Hold on for one more day"
My friend from the last update called me to go out for drinks tonight. We went to Konocti to the bar....Clint Black concert just got out....very crowded...and not really our scene. so we went to a Bar in Lakeport and they were closing, so we had another beer and bailed. then Stoped at the Casino in upper lake. Got some drinks, played some slots. I...
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becca_____:
Wow, I really do win. Good for me!
demonesskage:
Dude, come back down and viiissssiiitttt!!!!
I was hanging out with and old friend of mine lastnight. It was abit surreal. I was involed pretty heavy with her about 4 years ago. Messy situation, things finally fell apart. Didn't have any comunication with her for those 4 years. I thought of her as a ghost.
Getting some form of a friendship back is a great thing. She is very unique girl....
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Getting some form of a friendship back is a great thing. She is very unique girl....
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becca_____:
I usually hate car/people analogies, but you've got a good one there.
That's really great that things are working out with that girl, at least as friends. I've lost the few people I've been closest to in my life, and I still hope that someday maybe we will be able to reconnect the way you have.
That's really great that things are working out with that girl, at least as friends. I've lost the few people I've been closest to in my life, and I still hope that someday maybe we will be able to reconnect the way you have.
toez:
Wow. Ok Jay, you know I love you, you're not only one of the BEST friends I've ever had, you're like a brother to me. So you better read this and don't just skip it because you THINK you know what I'm going to say.
I know I've said things in the past, and trust me I know how far I took the things I've said, but truth be told, it was brought up when I was drunk, and I can't always be blamed for what I say in those instances. Either way, we all know how I've felt in the past, but I will say this now: I'm willing to throw that all out the window. If her friendship, or even more than that, is what you want, do NOT let anything anyone says or does stop you from having that.
I'll be the first to admit, every problem I had with her (yes, HAD) I've come to realize was brought on second hand. I never heard anything straight from her, or anyone directly involved with anything supposedly said or done. I heard she hated me from Gabe...whom we all know isn't the most reliable of sources. (I'm STILL trying to live down shit he said about me to Troy that wasn't true). So I guess what I'm saying is...just go for it. But if she does actually hate me, don't you dare start hating me too!
I couldn't stand that.
I know I've said things in the past, and trust me I know how far I took the things I've said, but truth be told, it was brought up when I was drunk, and I can't always be blamed for what I say in those instances. Either way, we all know how I've felt in the past, but I will say this now: I'm willing to throw that all out the window. If her friendship, or even more than that, is what you want, do NOT let anything anyone says or does stop you from having that.
I'll be the first to admit, every problem I had with her (yes, HAD) I've come to realize was brought on second hand. I never heard anything straight from her, or anyone directly involved with anything supposedly said or done. I heard she hated me from Gabe...whom we all know isn't the most reliable of sources. (I'm STILL trying to live down shit he said about me to Troy that wasn't true). So I guess what I'm saying is...just go for it. But if she does actually hate me, don't you dare start hating me too!
I couldn't stand that.Prom weekend was great 
lots of good memories, but they all seem to be abit fuzzy.
The hotel was pretty cool...non-smoking my ass. If the room has windows, then its a smoking room. It was right across the street from the XXX Theater. Which gave us one of the many catch phrases of the weekend.
Quote the Greggster: "Touch the Magic"
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lots of good memories, but they all seem to be abit fuzzy.
The hotel was pretty cool...non-smoking my ass. If the room has windows, then its a smoking room. It was right across the street from the XXX Theater. Which gave us one of the many catch phrases of the weekend.
Quote the Greggster: "Touch the Magic"
Ofcourse I grabed...
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poison:
dude, we're hot 
girthy:
Man has my week been just fucking interesting.
Jesus.
The insanity wont end!!!!
AUUUGGGHHHHH!!!!
How are you man?
Jesus.
The insanity wont end!!!!
AUUUGGGHHHHH!!!!
How are you man?
Made it home alive
Had a wonderful time
Prom update to come soon
Had a wonderful time
Prom update to come soon
greggster:
Dude....thanks for EVERYTHING seriously.
the awesome birthday present.
helping with vomitous me.
and just being awesome....let me know how you want to work out the hotel monies situation.
the awesome birthday present.
helping with vomitous me.
and just being awesome....let me know how you want to work out the hotel monies situation.
tigerangel:
I had SUCH a blast meeting you!!
I'm feeling much better today I have energy and Am really excited about Greggster's extra special birthday bash. Really looking forward to meeting new people and making an ass out of myself on the dance floor. I have to remember to pace myself so I can be alive for the after party. Going to be cool to see everyone from SGsac again too
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I have energy and Am really excited about Greggster's extra special birthday bash. Really looking forward to meeting new people and making an ass out of myself on the dance floor. I have to remember to pace myself so I can be alive for the after party. Going to be cool to see everyone from SGsac again too
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greggster:
dude that girl wanted you...............what hell....do i have to put it in for you too....jjjjjjjjjjjjjjjeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezzzzzzzzzzzzz!
jmsilverwolf:
Um... does Greg handle your piece a lot man?
Ok so I'm home tonight. I had to take 12hrs of sick time so I can try to rest. I've got a problem with one of my eyes now, but it's getting better. Someone was nice enough to write me a RX for some Antibiotics. I'll be much better by prom......and the only way I'm not going is if someone kills me on the way...
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becca_____:
Me neither, actually. We go hot tubbing fairly regularly, but it's usually in the middle of the night. I miss swimming.
moirae:
Thanks... I keep plugging away... See you friday.
fun day at work today so far. Got to do some rope stuff like repelling and acsending and changing from one rope to another in the air. If yah know me well then yah know I'm not a fan of being up in the air and being unstable. But this was alot of fun, one hell of a work out too.
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deathbyopus:
repelling and acsending? awesome!
becca_____:
I'm not picky about people prying, feel free to ask me anything anytime. It wasn't anything exciting or dramatic, though. I just didn't really feel like going out, and I'm behind on all sorts of things, so it would have made a lot of sense to stay home, and I probably would have ended up enjoying it more. For some reason the idea of being alone terrifies me, but when I actually do it I end up really enjoying it. I should remember that more.
Ugh long day.
Took a transport to Redding this morning at 8:30am and got done at 6:30pm. Good money, made about $150, earned it this time though.
It was a inmate from our local CDF conservation Camp and he was not doing so well. So we had one of the Correctional Officers with us, and one following for the other CO's ride home. We don't...
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Took a transport to Redding this morning at 8:30am and got done at 6:30pm. Good money, made about $150, earned it this time though.
It was a inmate from our local CDF conservation Camp and he was not doing so well. So we had one of the Correctional Officers with us, and one following for the other CO's ride home. We don't...
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becca_____:
Exactly. They don't seem to realize that if you have to work that hard to seem unique, there's a reason. It doesn't make them more special than anyone else.
Your day sounds exhausting. It seems like everyone's having bad car luck these days.
Your day sounds exhausting. It seems like everyone's having bad car luck these days.
jmsilverwolf:
Now that's a long day bro. What do you think about?
Ok here we go the weekend update from what I can remember!!!
Saturday was an absolute blast BBQ was alot of fun for me. Its nice to get out of town after working bunch of hours. And meeting all the folks down there was a treat for me. I felt very comfortable with everyone, and that says alot because normally i'm quite the shy type....
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Saturday was an absolute blast
BBQ was alot of fun for me. Its nice to get out of town after working bunch of hours. And meeting all the folks down there was a treat for me. I felt very comfortable with everyone, and that says alot because normally i'm quite the shy type.... Read More
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greggster:
negative...i medicated with capt morgan...right now i dont feel a thing
if you knew how long it took me to type that simple reply and this edit...you would understand....haha
if you knew how long it took me to type that simple reply and this edit...you would understand....haha
becca_____:
Nah, I got all three. You're totally right. Hopefully the bad luck is over with. I'm not sure how much more I could take.
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