fun day at work today so far. Got to do some rope stuff like repelling and acsending and changing from one rope to another in the air. If yah know me well then yah know I'm not a fan of being up in the air and being unstable. But this was alot of fun, one hell of a work out too.
About the thinking to much thing, its a bad habit I have. I try not to do it to often, but it always comes back when i'm driving.
I wish I would hurry up and get paid so I can reserve the room....Very worried that I'm not going to be able to get the nights.
I realized that clearlake is a bummer to come back to. Everything is dead up here after 8pm. Then again I had a really good time last weekend in Sac and SF so it's kind of a unfair fight. One thing is for sure, the class of girls in those areas is so much higher than here that its abit depressing to come home. Just makes yah sigh sometimes.
At what point do you give up on the area? I've never been very good at giving up.
I'm running my body into the ground abit. I'm still sickly with a cough and sinus issues, but life is too short to just be hanging out waiting to get better. I'll rest one day.
About the thinking to much thing, its a bad habit I have. I try not to do it to often, but it always comes back when i'm driving.
I wish I would hurry up and get paid so I can reserve the room....Very worried that I'm not going to be able to get the nights.
I realized that clearlake is a bummer to come back to. Everything is dead up here after 8pm. Then again I had a really good time last weekend in Sac and SF so it's kind of a unfair fight. One thing is for sure, the class of girls in those areas is so much higher than here that its abit depressing to come home. Just makes yah sigh sometimes.
At what point do you give up on the area? I've never been very good at giving up.
I'm running my body into the ground abit. I'm still sickly with a cough and sinus issues, but life is too short to just be hanging out waiting to get better. I'll rest one day.
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deathbyopus:
repelling and acsending? awesome! 
becca_____:
I'm not picky about people prying, feel free to ask me anything anytime. It wasn't anything exciting or dramatic, though. I just didn't really feel like going out, and I'm behind on all sorts of things, so it would have made a lot of sense to stay home, and I probably would have ended up enjoying it more. For some reason the idea of being alone terrifies me, but when I actually do it I end up really enjoying it. I should remember that more.