I was hanging out with and old friend of mine lastnight. It was abit surreal. I was involed pretty heavy with her about 4 years ago. Messy situation, things finally fell apart. Didn't have any comunication with her for those 4 years. I thought of her as a ghost.
Getting some form of a friendship back is a great thing. She is very unique girl. I remember talking to my friends and saying this about her:
"I know things didn't work out, but I hope the way I handled things will allow me to have something in the future. Friendship, relationship whatever. It could be when we're like 90 years old in a rest home, just as long as I know that this wasn't the last time I would be around her."
I've had that feeling about one other person. I hope that things work with her like it has this time as well.
It was a good night. Had some beers, meet more new people. Laughed alot. Had a long drive, listened to music, sang to music, and listened to her sing also. It brought back alot of old memories. Got alittle bit of that old feeling back again. But I'm a sucker for a girl that can sing. Always makes that heart flutter.
But is it wise to play the "what if" game for real? Would be nice to know how things would have been if we didn't have to hide. But would the excitement be there? who knows...
Got home at 6AM this morning, seems like prom weekend was extended.
Should be a interesting summer.
PS. Photos will be up sooner than later. Pain in the ass to resize everything. So if yah want extremely large copys of anything just ask me
Getting some form of a friendship back is a great thing. She is very unique girl. I remember talking to my friends and saying this about her:
"I know things didn't work out, but I hope the way I handled things will allow me to have something in the future. Friendship, relationship whatever. It could be when we're like 90 years old in a rest home, just as long as I know that this wasn't the last time I would be around her."
I've had that feeling about one other person. I hope that things work with her like it has this time as well.
It was a good night. Had some beers, meet more new people. Laughed alot. Had a long drive, listened to music, sang to music, and listened to her sing also. It brought back alot of old memories. Got alittle bit of that old feeling back again. But I'm a sucker for a girl that can sing. Always makes that heart flutter.
But is it wise to play the "what if" game for real? Would be nice to know how things would have been if we didn't have to hide. But would the excitement be there? who knows...
Got home at 6AM this morning, seems like prom weekend was extended.
Should be a interesting summer.
PS. Photos will be up sooner than later. Pain in the ass to resize everything. So if yah want extremely large copys of anything just ask me
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That's really great that things are working out with that girl, at least as friends. I've lost the few people I've been closest to in my life, and I still hope that someday maybe we will be able to reconnect the way you have.
I know I've said things in the past, and trust me I know how far I took the things I've said, but truth be told, it was brought up when I was drunk, and I can't always be blamed for what I say in those instances. Either way, we all know how I've felt in the past, but I will say this now: I'm willing to throw that all out the window. If her friendship, or even more than that, is what you want, do NOT let anything anyone says or does stop you from having that.
I'll be the first to admit, every problem I had with her (yes, HAD) I've come to realize was brought on second hand. I never heard anything straight from her, or anyone directly involved with anything supposedly said or done. I heard she hated me from Gabe...whom we all know isn't the most reliable of sources. (I'm STILL trying to live down shit he said about me to Troy that wasn't true). So I guess what I'm saying is...just go for it. But if she does actually hate me, don't you dare start hating me too!