Saturday Jan 26, 2008

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Yay I own Chatters now! Lets spruce this baby up! Im acited!

Im very very pissed off about other things.

But I decided my life is mine and Im gonna fuckin live it.

Oh and still so have not smoked yay me!
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lilcali:
Yea for Tues!!!!!! I'm happy for you. smile
cyureus:
My girlfriend is my master? whodathunk? wink :* ooo aaa

Friday Jan 25, 2008

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I hate feeling like this.
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111111111yennabear:
*kisses tummy* kiss

all better smile miao!!
bepps:
And I hate making you feel like this. But trust me. It's for your own good. *pulls your butt in the air n stuffs your face in a pillow*

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Friday Jan 25, 2008

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THANK YOUSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!! Still smoke free, has been easy except for when I come home. Being at home is when the cravings hit the hardest. And poor greggster gets the brunt of my raging bitchyness. He's been handling it impressively though. Greggy thank you so much for dealing with me and helping me out so much since I went to the hospital. <33333 for realz.

Today...
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thursday:

yay! thanks!

quitting smoking was really interesting for me.
it really made me realize the reasons that i smoked at all.
example a. to leave awkward or unfun situations.
lilcali:
I love your determination!! smile

Wednesday Jan 23, 2008

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72 hours and counting

Tuesday hasnt had cigarette in 72 hours

What? Really?

Ish troo...go me!

I know I can, I know I can
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caffeinemonkey:
Good Luck! You can do it!
Smoke to get high not to die!
trixxx:
awesome job lady wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot

Tuesday Jan 22, 2008

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I think I can, I think I can, I think I can....

36 hours and 26 1/2 minutes and counting

I'll explain that in the next post.

Thank you for all the support my little chickens <3333 It actually means a lot to me cuz I'm pretty damn proud of myself right now and its nice to have other people rooting me on. Im feeling...
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cyureus:
lol one of these days i will be first again <333333 but i am so proud of you baby biggrin kisskiss

ooo aaa
caffeinemonkey:
Good Luck! You Can!

Monday Jan 21, 2008

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It is absolutely AMAZING how much energy you have when you take a bit of time off work and seriously start eating healthy. A.M.A.Z.I.N.G. I'm not kidding, I cannot remember ever having as much energy as i did yesterday or this morning even without copious amounts of soda or energy drinks.

Ask Greggster, yesterday I did the dishes, cleaned the fuck outta the kitchen, did...
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jocelynn:
Whoooo yes! I'm so happy for you biggrin
bepps:
Yes. Indeed. More water. CONSUME THE WATER, TOOZ! DRINK THE WATER! LOVE THE WATER! IT WILL MAKE YOU AWESOME! biggrin

Friday Jan 18, 2008

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And now for your viewing pleasure heres me drunk off my ass singing

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thursday:

you can't even take lactaid? frown
thursday:

you're probably actually allergic to it then, huh?


Friday Jan 18, 2008

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Yesterday proved to me I need to listen to my body. I had a serious issues and the mechanic at K-Line had to come save me. I ended up staying with my Mom overnight. She was a lil pissed at me I didnt tell her about all my problems but she loved on me and tried to fatten me up. smile

I feel a bit better....
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thursday:

mom food is a fucking cure-all sometimes...
ta2dmom:
I hope your recovery goes by swiftly and is complete this time instead of just "well, I feel better, so I'll go run myself down more" You have to take care of yourself. You worry me. Mom's are teh best when you're sick. Mine is just too damn far away. Des Moines to Vegas is something like 1400+ miles. Makes it hard for her to come make me feel better when I'm feeling sick. frown
Take care of yourself hon.
xoxo
kiss

Tuesday Jan 15, 2008

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Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow a mystery.
Today is a gift.
That's why it's called the present

I am in an exceptionally good mood...its almost scary...almost.

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

UPDATE

ZOMG I ALMOST DIED ON MY WAY TO WORK!!!!!!!!!!

So Im driving along the backroads to work. It snowed last night but the roads were clear so Im hittin bout 60...nothing too daring. As always Im keepin a...
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sweetzen:
glad you didnt die biggrin
punknitemike:
at least you didnt run over the deer carcass, ive done that before. fuckin sucked!

Monday Jan 14, 2008

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Cyureus
GeishaNeko
and
Teh_AssPope

All have full time jobs of entertaining me all day at work. I mean it, I demand their attention 5 to 6 days a week. I would have killed everyone in the world by now if they didnt amuse me. I should bake them goodies

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

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cyureus:
hey i'm at the top of the list!! ...maybe it's just alphabetical order...
the_boss:
Do I look like a clown?

Sunday Jan 13, 2008

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Me and Bubba tried to visit Gramma this weekend but she was too heavily sedated. Its just kind of a waiting game at this point. At least she isnt in pain right now.

I think Peedoo is psychotic. Wait, correction, I know she is psychotic. She apparently felt that since I went out and got drunk instead of spending time with her last night I...
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oxy:
lets color together
trixxx:
I get to colour and paint almost every day which is the best part of my day...

I hope your Grandma passes with ease , knowing how much she is loved..

((((((((((hugs)))))))))))

Friday Jan 11, 2008

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Grammas having seizures. Doctors dont know why. Bubbas freaking out. Moms freaking out. Sissys freaking out. Aunt M flew in from AR. I can't stop thinking of how happy she was on Thanksgiving. But everytime I do I just cry harder.

Doctors say "You may want to gather the family and start making arrangements."

Arrangements?

I need to arrange to find someone to sing me...
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emptymouthpiece:
indeed...
helly:
*hugs*
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