nexttuesday

i feel for you, i hope you can figure everything out.

Good luck... Anyone that works in a clock store must know how time flies

Thanks for the comment, I should include what I wrote as a comment here on my blog as well. Why do I keep writing my best shit as comments to others rather than blogs of my own?

I'm a reactionary human being, no getting around it.

How to start this...... I am experiencing a similar feeling about questioning religious beleif and trying to be at peace, i use to just beleif and feel somehow that i knew and it did give me a sense of peace and understanding to things i couldnt make sense of but now i'm feeling lost, if thats the right word for it.
I have doubt and questions that wernt there before and it has taken away this sense of peace i use to feel and replaced it with worry and doubt and a general "what the fuck happened"

I've allways been proud of my beleifs and just KNOWN what i felt, but now im wondering if what i felt was "man-made" idea to control other people, because beleife is a very powerful thing and i wouldnt put it passed humans to use ANYTHING they could to get control over other people.

In a weird way its was reasuring to read your blog to see I'm not the only one feeling/thinking this way, and my mum is the EXACT same btw.

The comment about "relationship with god" ... what poped into my head is that every relationship needs maintanence, and figuring out from time to time. Its what i've been trying to do but i just worry that god is becoming more of an idea rather than well.... real. It scares me, i mean if god isnt real then what else i beleif could be the same...... ARHHHHHH!

I just hope guidence and help will come and it will bring me back to my more peaceful, alcoholic, amazing self BUT more importantly that i dont miss it because i've gone to far the other way.

I once tried to take my mind to the library thinking that might silence it but nope .. damn it huh
Btw missed you<33

Welcome to my world

*licks her freckers*

oo tooz...but what happened?? they charged u wrong or something?? Dont we all wish we can win that amount...=]

but goodluck neways!!

did they charge you twice for a year membership? They just did that to my bf too! I dunno if hes done anything about it.. i keep telling him to say something. But on his bank statement SG charged him twice for one year.. not cool!

*pulls her in tight for cuddles and kisses* Baby, some things aren't going to sit will. We've either gotta look at them and see how to fix them, or put them on the side burner on medium heat to fix at a later time, but sooner than later. And you should realize by now that you've got someone who is very willing to help you as much as he can because he'd rather see you happy, and smiling.

awwww tuez. the problem is - when we are older we will look back on ourselves now and realise we were good people all along - we just couldnt see it ourselves at the time xxx

"I want to be the person my dog thinks I am"
~Anonymous

*dances around the kitchen*

i feel yucky too.
YAY for us sickos

:-p I am wake. and i would do all those things for you if it would make you feel better. i would do all those things for you just because i wanted to.

IHUGGGGSSSSSSS

((hugs))

Awww Toooz, Hope you feel better!

I'm sorry Tooz.

*hugs*

we can't both have sore throats baby... you get yours better first.

Feel better. Hope you aren't sick for the weekend.