nexttuesday

Hi

Packing fucking sucks

That is all

Crappy night. Couldnt sleep. Thanks, really

I want cuddles, scary movies, and Tofutti chocolate cheesecake ice cream.

I dont want to pack
I dont want to go to work
I dont want to be up

I hate starting my day in such a foul mood. My tart Billiebillie helped, made me laugh my lil ass off this morning. Billieb you fit so well in the...
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Retrogirl is my fellow tart. And as tarts we made a pact with each other at the beginning of this year. We promised each other that this year would be different. This year we would focus on making ourselves happy and stop putting other peoples needs in front of our own. Too often people like us forgo our own happiness and sanity just to please...
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Aw crap! My dentist appointment is like 5 hours away and I'm already freaking out about it. I really hate this. I wish I could afford the dentist that knocks you out and works on your mouth for like 8 hours to get as much done in one shot as possible. Siiiiiigh. I hate those big needles and drills and the sound *shudder*

Doctor wont...
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Another day, another infection. Pretty sure my body's calling it quits. Just give me 2 more weeks I say! I will take much butter care of you then, I promiseeee!

2nd day without a cigarette. Im doin okay. I got two really good reasons to get this done. I can do it wilh a reminder here and there. Im stronger than a stupid lil death...
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K I miss all the cuddle action I got this weekend like woah. How do you sit on a couch without cuddlin? Come back to me frens!!!!

Anywho, now I must frantically clean and pack up my house. Gotta move real soonlike. Crazy bread! This is so weird I just dont know what to say or do or something. I hate moving though. Packing, unpacking,...
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Tonight I see my frens YAYZ!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love when they come out to see me! Sadly I cant join in the drinking festivities because I have an inner ear infection. Its really hard for me to tell when I have one if its in my messed up ear, which it is. So last night I got so dizzy I couldnt see right or walk or...
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Ya know what a good word is? Silo. I havent seen a silo is a while. I would really like to see a silo. Maybe I will see one soon. Soon would be good. I like soon. I like now even more, but soon will do.



Todays a new day. Ima try harder to be better today. If I get angry I will remember to...
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Peedoo seems to be doing pretty well. Im worried about how much shes running and jumping around. I really dont want her to hurt herself but it doesnt seem to bother her in the slightest.

In other news, I smile a whole lot more than I used to. I think I like it.

In other other news, I'm a bit stressed this month. All by...
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MY BABY'S HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And she still loves us She's walking pretty good, you can tell her feet are bugging her a bit. But mostly she's just happy to be home. Walking around sniffing everything, making she everything is as she left it. I'm so happy she's here, I missed her so much. It's just not the same coming home when she's not runnin up the...
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Okay so Peedoo and her hurty lil paws and uterus come home today. And I had a panic attack at work today thinking of how messy the house is and how much stuff shes gonna hafta step on. So I took a vacation day from job#2 to clean and make it as easy as I possibly can on our baby. So heres my list

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