nexttuesday

Tonight I see my frens YAYZ!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love when they come out to see me! Sadly I cant join in the drinking festivities because I have an inner ear infection. Its really hard for me to tell when I have one if its in my messed up ear, which it is. So last night I got so dizzy I couldnt see right or walk or think and horfed a bunch at work. Momma had to come get me and take me to the hospital. Im tired of being sick. Im also tired of losing weight.

Momma cried when she saw the scale when they weighed me I hate making her cry. She's hellbent on fixing me when I move it. I need her help. How sad is it when you can't take care of yourself?

Anyways, I fuckin love my Momma, if you ever meet her you will see why. She is insane, so very loving, and just a blast to be around. Shes checkin out my new glasses last night and she notices they have the initials RBD on them. She looks at me and says "Really Big Dick". I bust out laughing cuz thats the same thing I said. She then looks at me and says "You need to get laid, it would energize you. I read an article about how sex gives you energy, you should try it." Again I bust out laughing.

She proceeds to make me homemade vege soup and some of her delicious carrot fish. She packed me a lunch and drank berry soymilk smoothies with me till around 10 last night. She poked fun at me for how many text messages I get. She said "See? You are such a beautiful girl that people have to have some form of contact with you all the time. You make people feel good about themselves and Im going to teach you how to make you feel good about yourself." I cried a bit.

I love being near my Momma. She reminds me of the good.