I often fall victim to the guilt of my loved ones bad times. For no reason really other than I care too much. Too the point I often forget I cannot control their lives. I need to stop doing this, it causes me to panic and panicking helps nothing and noone. I am working on this. I am bettering myself and preparing myself for a... Read More
The boy came to love me all weekend and now he's gone. *sigh* I wont see him for two weeks. *sigh*
We had so much fun this weekend. He brought the Wii up and taught my whole family how to play. It was the funniest shit ever. And I'm just sayin this now, everyone looks retarded when they do hula hoop on Wii Fit. It... Read More
Ok. I dont want to jinx it, but seriously, I love my new job. Please please please let it stay awesome and make them let me keep it. I dont ever wanna go back to Klockit. Pleeeeeeease!
I miss having all day access to the internets. Hopefully that will be solved. One of my tarts is sending one of those internet card thingers and then... Read More
K so far the new job is extremely boring cuz there's noone to train me for a job thats never existed before. So this week I pretty much sat around picking my ass. This is gonna be really hard work though, I basically need to whip 8 snotty salesmen into shape. I already know which ones are gonna give me a hard time and which... Read More
Panic has set in. Im sitting in my office choking on the panic lump in my throat, trying to stop my brain from talking, wiping away tears before the fall. If I let them fall they wont stop.
Im so desperately trying to convince myself that everything that can go wrong will and I've made a big mistake. At... Read More
no panic!!!
Just warm fuzzy feelings!! You KNOW you can do this, You KNOW you deserve it!! And you KNOW it can be a good thing!!!! SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, NO PANIC!!!! Just warm and fuzzies!!!!! Murph has spoken!!!!! LOL,LOL
You're nver too old for hand-holding, and don't let anyone tell you otherwise!
My advice? Back the side that's arguing for success.
What am I going to do if I lose contact with my tooz? Because I know it's going to be longer than 60 days. You're more awesome than you give yourself credit for, and obviously someone there has finally recognized that (hence the new job). You'll do great.
So I start my new job tomorrow. The funny thing is, Im most scared about where to park, what door to go in, where the time clock is, and finding the bathroom. Stupid crap like that has been known to throw me in a panic, sometimes I am just too weird to handle. Oh I dont know if I told y'all its across town at... Read More
Hey Sweetie,
Congrats on the new gig. I hope it all works out for you and turns out to be nothing but a positive experiance all the way around. Lord knows you DESERVE a BREAK!!!!! Bout fuckin time too!!! Best wishes and kisses out to you. I really TRULY hope this turns out to be what you have been looking for. Once again, Congrats toots..........Sailor Dan's for a celebration dinner?????
Very dizzy. Stupid ear allergy fucks with my balance. Makes driving....interesting? Trying Walitin today which is the generic version of Claritin. Seems to be same ingredients so we'll see. If you know of an allergy medicine that works for ear allergies, please for the love of life, let me know. I cant stand this disconnected, floaty, dizzy, confused state.
I agree with Sharona. if you're dizzy you should be pushin' a decongestent, too. Either sudafed or one of the non-pseudoephedrine decongestents. I don't know about Wis, but here youcan't buy anything containing pseudoephedrine over the counter -- you don't need a scrip, but you have to ask for it behiind the counter and fill out a form that you're getting it. Damn meth labs!
Hope the world starts spinning YOUR direction soon.
When my husband and I split we really didnt have all that much stuff. Most everything we had, he took. I was fine with that cuz it was just stuff ya know? I got to keep my kitchen aid and I got to keep my music and I thought that was all I needed. But I was wrong....
Well he is taking the 55 inch tv....I kinda wanted it...til I decided I was gonna get an LCD an hang it on the wall where ever I end up lol For real tho....I didnt lose something....I broke something....this gorgeous crystal vase my Mom bought me...it was a stupid way that it got broken but I cried the entire day. She said she would replace it....but we havent found another like it anywhere....just sentimental...
I've decided Ima go to school. I mean obviously I cant go right now cuz of my debt. But Ima work my ass off over the next year to get that paid off. Then look into financial aid and get my ass into school hopefully by next summer. I am so excited about this, it feels right,... Read More
A lot of people are incredibly stupid and it makes my soul hurt. I have no patience with them. I pretty much want them to stop existing so I can have a happier life. Here are some examples of stupid:
. Moms are always right 
