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May today be a better day. And thank you for being encouraging.

I finished a scarf and a hat last night. Tonight my main focus is the octopus.

It snowed yesterday, so I made hot chocolate and at shrimp with tons o veges. Mmmm mmm.
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cosette:
I read your comment and the first thought that came to mind was "That's my new rule for sex."
brightredscream:
I keep saying that I'm going to get involved in SOMETHING...but with my work schedule? I find that I'm too tired in the evenings, and my weekends I want for me to do what I want...

Lazy me blush
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This weekend wasnt as carefree and relaxing as I wanted it to be. My jealousy and temper both showed their ugly faces this weekend. Sometimes it's so hard to control. At least I'm trying. On top of that I wasn't productive either. Didn't make a single thing this weekend.

At least I got some kick ass yarn.

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Okay, seriously, I almost spooged...
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tubaart:
Come work for me! The pay is for shit, but we'd sure have fun. tongue
lemanstherogue:
thank you dear chicken <3 I'd love to come visit again, for non-sexual reasons this time, lol. i miss ya protecting me. Can you protect Shera too nao?

<3
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$2106.46

That's how much the check was I've been waiting for. All year I had $40 taking out of each paycheck and put away into a savings account from job 2. Every week I thought to myself "Man I could really use that $40" but every week I just kept lettin them taking. And today it pays off. See they close out the savings accounts...
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cosette:
Congratulations!!! You should be proud..hell you deserve to be proud for accomplishing that by yourself. I know it could not have been easy. My mom had to do the same thing and that's why she is my hero. Good for you!
brightredscream:
That's amazing smile You deserve to be SO freaking proud!!

I'm going to have to go the loan route myself to consolidate I think...
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Busy busy busy!

Currently working on an octopus, a cupcake scarf, and an irish afghan.

I need more time like woah! I feel so....like me again! It's so great. It's like I blocked off the creative side of my brain after the ex and I split and it's been building up all these years and now it's just gushing out. I love it

Call me...
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brightredscream:
That's a HUGE accomplishment!!!! Congrats!
It kind of gives me faith that it can be done smile
brightredscream:
I wish that I had hobbies! I pretty much just read now....

I used to sing and do theater.

I was kind of excited by the words cupcake scarf biggrin
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I NEED TO CROCHET NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That is all.

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Okay that isnt really all. I'm freaking out cuz I found some of the CUTEST crochet patterns for scarves and I'm just gonna die if I don't get to make them soon. I have to hurry up and make an inventory too cuz I just got signed up for a Christmas craft show. I DONT HAVE ANYTHING...
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tubaart:
Wow, the mail is slooooow. It'll be a week tomorrow. I wonder if the contents made it not machineable so it had to be hand-sorted or something. whatever

No bills, I assure you. I'm not smart enough to think of sending you my bills (but now that you mention it...).

Think I'm going to do a video tour of the new studio soon and post it here. It's really coming together! biggrin

kiss
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I've got high hopes today.

Really it feels like a genuinely good day. I've got a smile on my face, my mind is quiet, and the heat is on at work. Good vibes all around. I hope you all catch it too.

My Mom and I are gonna start an Etsy site together to sell our crafts on. She makes these awesome funkified bracelets out...
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tubaart:
So did the, umm, envelope arrive?

Is it just too weird? shocked
classy_:
awe tues, i know exactly how you feel. ive started talking to an old friend as of late, and hes on my case that i dont write/sing anymore.

stupid life getting in the stupid way.

im sending you good vibes.

hope the up swing keeps up swinging love biggrin kiss
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It's Monday and I'm not ready to work two jobs again. I haven't since Tuesday of last week. It was a bittersweet taste of what life could be like. It's just out of reach and so incredibly frustrating. Is it really so much to ask to just want to work 40 hours a week like normal people do? Grrr mad

I want more time to craft...
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crazzy:
one day at a time Tues! After all tomorrow is another day!
brightredscream:
Someone just needs to give me money in general so I can pay off all of my damn debt frown
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I've calmed down and I'm feeling much butter today.

I think I figured something out this morning. I think by forcing myself to go to sleep when I'm not really tired yet is making me more tired in the morning. I usually force myself to go lay down between 8 and 9, then I toss and turn a lot before falling asleep and I wake...
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ta2dmom:
Oh I've been staying up later and it helps me get up earlier. I don't understand it, but hey, if I'm not draggin' ass all day, then I'm all over it. Besides, if I make everyone go to bed, then I get quiet time at night to myself. wink
I wish I could crochet more than just a straight line. Ugh. Although, my scarves with pockets at the end were a big hit for everyone a couple years ago. I made them extra long so they could be wrapped a lot, and then had pockets at the ends. I made one for everyone I know and they're still using them today.
Enjoy your time with your aunt. I hope you do all sorts of cool crafty stuff!
zoos:
o0o0o, make a pumpkin cozy for halloween! they get cold out on the porch...
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Im still a bit overwhelmed by this missing paperwork in the divorce crap. I'm trying to let it go but I'm not doing a very good job of it. According to the court website it had to be turned in within 90 days of filing. Its been over 90 days. Of course it doesnt say what happens if you file it later so of course...
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tastycorpse666:
I had this friend that was a total douche bag idiot, lied about everything so people would like him. So if you liked anything, he has done it and knows all about t and blah blah, you know the type person. Well he always wanted tried to sound really smart around girls. This was back in high school. So another friend and I got together and made a list of fake words to teach him. And this fucking dope was trying to talk to girls using words like "Disprosubjuation" and "Postsemipretardarized." Anyone that heard him was like what the fuck is wrong with this guy. Then we made up little words like "Durda" and "Tweakurd" and this dumb fuck was telling girls stuff like. Yeah I am a really durda guy. Because we told him it meant emotionally sensitive.
tastycorpse666:
Well I am going to this place to try to get a job. Surely they can use the talent!
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Okay.

Today turned out to be pretty rough.

Got into an argument I didnt want to be in with someone I love.
Got a bit stressed at work and wasn't having much luck calming my anxiety.
Then I find out that contrary to my belief, I did not file my divorce paperwork correct and now have to hurry up and fill out an 8 page...
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deltaecho:
Some retro cartoons to bring a smile to the lady?

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I finished the scarf this morning YAY! Now I just need Greggys address again and I shall send it to him. It came out fucking awesome. It's gonna be super warm. My next project is a blanket.

My bones are officially killing me. I am desperately hoping to put a couple hundred aside with this paycheck to start saving up for a bed. My body...
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mydogfarted:
NJ divorce laws are different than most places. They kind of streamline it to get it over with. You can be divorced in a few weeks here.
greggster:
Yay, I can wait for my new scarf!!!


oh and to answer your question....The Stability of Family I truly believe would make me happy.
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In other news, IT'S FRIDAY IT'S FRIDAY!!!!!!!! Woooo!

I had an attack during a training session yesterday and got sent home from work. Which would have been okay if I have a freaking computer or a bed to lay in. While I was at the doctor getting my FMLA shit updated, I asked why my thigh would be numb....pinched nerve. Doctor asked me if sleep...
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renna:
I hope your okay!

You and your baked goods talk is making me hungry.
Wanna send me some cinnamon bread?! wink
tubaart:
Did you find your goodies? They were left at the front door, apparently..... smile