nexttuesday

I finished the scarf this morning YAY! Now I just need Greggys address again and I shall send it to him. It came out fucking awesome. It's gonna be super warm. My next project is a blanket.

My bones are officially killing me. I am desperately hoping to put a couple hundred aside with this paycheck to start saving up for a bed. My body is just fed up with me.

I made killer cornish hen, garlic mashed potatoes, and broccili mixed with onion and garlic this weekend. The boy liked it. I also go steak, eggs, and hash browns made for me the next morning. Fucking yum. Unfortunately I then came home to a dinner of super spicy chicken stirfry and white rice. I could not eat it at all because I cannot handle spice. I dont understand why people enjoy having their mouths feel like there is a lit match in there. Doesn't make sense.

This upcoming weekend I am going to be super busy. My aunt is flying up from Arkansas (she's my favorite aunt) and we will be making altered barbie doll (see the pics in the spoilers if you wanna see what Im talking about). We will also be going resale shopping like crazy and making all sorts of crafts. I gotta squeeze my therapist in there on Saturday, which Im totally not excited about my Mom bailing out on driving me. I call bullshit. Then on Sunday I plan on baking bread and cookies like a fiend thanks to Tuba

I am having a really hard time working two jobs now, not that its ever been easy. But I'm starting to feel seriously sick from lack of sleep and probably partially from the lack of a bed. I spent 15 minutes dry heaving this morning. No Im not pregnant. This is my body telling me I'm doing too much. Technically I could quit my morning job. But I literally could not afford to go out anywhere other than work and I could not spend a cent on anything other than bills. I dont think that's very realistic.

Oh and a last note, today I have to call the courthouse to see about setting up my final court date for divorce.