Well, I'm not feeling sorry for myself as much. Still waiting on the insurance broker guy to get the damned insurance in place. Everything takes so long.
OH, and I had a great laugh reading the book someone got me. I needed that! My son read the whole thing last night and has been quoting it all day today. It was funny. He reads so...
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OH, and I had a great laugh reading the book someone got me. I needed that! My son read the whole thing last night and has been quoting it all day today. It was funny. He reads so...
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I am truly overwhelmed by the amount of sweet words and kind gestures people have made in my time of need. Words can't even begin to describe how much every kind word has meant to me and how touched I am by the person who bought decent shoes for my son and the sweet pick me up's for me.
I had a rough night last...
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drogiin:
Keep your head high, try really hard not to let this get the best of you. Think positive and the best of it will come.
Best of luck, and my thoughs are with you!
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Best of luck, and my thoughs are with you!
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one_good_eye7723:
i'm glad that your more on top of the situation than previously. Posting on the internet sometimes people forget that you are more than just some random internet name. I hope you continue to face situations life brings you with strength and courage...
I was supposed to go and visit my dad this weekend, but my mom asked me not to. He is home and she has a home health nurse there. For some reason that means we cant come visit. Who knows, she is weird like that. Uninvited me to Christmas last year because it would be too crowded and upset her sister. Then she invited my...
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noir:
From everything I've heard, your mom sounds like a real headcase.
What club did you go to?
We should go out sometime. The one friend that I have that likes to go dance is so unreliable.
What club did you go to?
We should go out sometime. The one friend that I have that likes to go dance is so unreliable.
boo1:
putting items on your wishlist for your son= very very sweet, makes me wanna curl into a ball.
people buying shit for you= good, people buying shit for your son= again, makes me wanna curl into a ball.
sorry for the pointless comment!
people buying shit for you= good, people buying shit for your son= again, makes me wanna curl into a ball.
sorry for the pointless comment!
The hot shower and caffeine helped my headache. I am allergic to most pain medications so I avoid it.
As to the event which ruined my day, it is very personal.
When I was 16 a bet was made. I was a militant virgin at the time and pretty hot. Some people didnt like that and so the bet was made as to getting me...
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As to the event which ruined my day, it is very personal.
When I was 16 a bet was made. I was a militant virgin at the time and pretty hot. Some people didnt like that and so the bet was made as to getting me...
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jovia:
that is a ton of bad shit.
the only vaguely good part is that it can only really get better from here, right?
besides, there's a lot of potential for goodness.
i'm thinking about you.
the only vaguely good part is that it can only really get better from here, right?
besides, there's a lot of potential for goodness.
i'm thinking about you.
one_good_eye7723:
it's not seeking pitty, but it's fucking rough and some of us have it a lot harder than others. By reading what you posted, you seem like a very strong person who has had to battle through a lot of adversities. I'll try to keep you in my thoughts.
Today I had a situation which ripped open some old wounds I thought had healed or at least calloused over. And now I have a seriously shitty headache 
Grr for bad days and bad people
Grr for bad days and bad people
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legionnaire:
Ouch, that sounds fairly painful.
Sorry to hear about the bad day, but just remember, when things feel like they can't get much worse, they probably can't. Which means they'll probably get better.
Sorry to hear about the bad day, but just remember, when things feel like they can't get much worse, they probably can't. Which means they'll probably get better.
finch:
you are far too wonderful for people to make you have bad days.
i hope that things get better, and your headache goes away.
i hope that things get better, and your headache goes away.
My new set is que'd so someday there will be a new Midnyte set up!!
I'm busy with school.
I'll update more later. Next week is Spring Break!
I'm busy with school.
I'll update more later. Next week is Spring Break!
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sympathy4devil:
I cant wait!!!
violently:
yay new set! 
It's amazing how fucking filthy your house can get in two weeks
Grr... I was going to call the cleaning lady who comes and helps me out sometimes, but I'm too embarrassed right now.
I guess we know what I'm doing today.
Grr... I was going to call the cleaning lady who comes and helps me out sometimes, but I'm too embarrassed right now.
I guess we know what I'm doing today.
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d_no:
I thought you'd have finished cleaning by now, oh well, I guess you must be doing a very thorough job. 
Have a good week Midnyte.
Have a good week Midnyte.
meredith:
you wouldn't know how my house gets after two weeks or MORE i don't clean it
Slowly but surely getting better. It looks like April will be my presurgery meeting with the actual surgeon who will be performing the surgery on me. And then very shortly thereafter I will have the actual surgery. I'm very scared. I know it will be a good thing in the end, but that doesn't make it not scary.
I broke my leg skateboarding at Derby...
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kayd8284:
ah hun, i wish the best of luck to you. and just keep us updated on how everything goes
ian_46_2:
I have both. Generals in my opinion arre the worst. I have had around 5-7 surgeries where they put me under general. I always wake up feeling very groggy and very haorse(sp). The doctors always tell me that I'm a screamer. he he They also tell me that i hit on nurses while I'm being put under, must be the undeniable man in me. The worst is waking up during brain surgery....couldnt feel pain but could feel pressure and hear a deafening buzzing in my head from the drill. That shit was scary now that I think of it. My advice, ask alot of ?'s. Dont be afraid to ask stupid things cuz they are probably not stupid. All in all Its been an okay experience ive had with general. Good luck, hope everything goes well and my thought and prayers with ya.
Thank you all for the well wishes and good vibes. I feel a bit better now. The rubber band around my lungs has been freed up a little and I can walk to my bathroom without fatiguing. That is good, yay for antibiotics.
I also tried an herbal remedy my mom told me about, bringing a clove of garlic and some oregano essential oil to...
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I also tried an herbal remedy my mom told me about, bringing a clove of garlic and some oregano essential oil to...
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hubble_____:
garlic and oregano?
*panics*
I'll never make bolognaise again.
Wishing you well. atomhell steered me your way to send smiles. Thus:
*panics*
I'll never make bolognaise again.
Wishing you well. atomhell steered me your way to send smiles. Thus:
fyrestarter:
glad you are feeling better!! lung vomiting doesn't sound like it's fun...
lung vomiting doesn't sound like it's fun...I feel about as sick as I have ever felt in my life right now. Seriously like I could die. I'm taking the antibiotics. I have pneumonia and a sinus infection. Holy fuck I feel bad. I mean really really, incredibly fucking bad.
This has nothing to do with the thing I'm having surgery for either, but I realize how awful I feel and I...
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This has nothing to do with the thing I'm having surgery for either, but I realize how awful I feel and I...
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coliwali:
Get well!
OMFG!!
I feel like SHIT!!!
I feel like SHIT!!!
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g_whiz:
also
yuriel:
feel better soon.
Well, I'm really scared, because I hate doctors and I hate the anesthesia, or the missing time feeling more than anything but I will be having surgery soon. They are going to let me know Monday or Tuesday what my date will be.
I do not want to disclose what I need surgery for, as it is personal and whatever, but please everyone wish me...
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I do not want to disclose what I need surgery for, as it is personal and whatever, but please everyone wish me...
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irina:
Fuck shitty people, you do what you gotta do. I'm sending all the good vibes I have.
mokole:
*big long hug* hope everything goes smoothly sweetheart
My son is 27 months old and he's starting to read words, understand and remember what sounds letters make. Today he spelled "Certified Organic" off a package in my fridge. Isn't it amazing, how when you have a child, you get to watch your heart walk around outside your body? Terrifying too.
I think everything's gonna be OK for you. Sending you positivity...