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Hey there love. Glad to hear you're doing well. Basically, I haven't been this depressed and destroyed for a long time. I was already dipping into deep deep depression, but I could have gotten my butt outta that one by now, except something happened at work that absolutely crushed me. Basically, I was doing everything right and supporting all of our policies, but I still got yelled at by a director of a different group, in front of my director (and a whole bunch of people) where he made a personal verbal attack on me. My director didn't do anything. Upshot is I got in trouble for doing what I was supposed to do and following the rules, and it seems it's okay that that happened......well, to everyone but me.

That was last Friday and I've been dropping deeper into depression since then. K left today for the rest of the week, I've had a bad headache all day that is blossoming nicely into a migraine despite everything I'm doing to head it off, and I have no one here to talk to.

Course, I guess most people will say I'm just whining. **shrug** I guess I'm just expecting too much.

Sorry to be such a bummer. Still and all, I send my love to you and am really glad you're doing well. Please let us know when that calendar comes out!

awesome! are there anymore?

that's a mighty big pancake

Ahh I need to learn it's not a good idea to visit your journal when I'm hungry in the middle of the night

I LOVE Animal Cops. Esp the cool big lady at the Detroit Animal Police. Yesterday I saw her shoot with a neck-gun at some bird they needed to catch.

Glad to hear that you are "doing well". Always a good thing

Hoping that your shoots go well, too.

Cabin sounds like a super get-away. How did you find it?

just caught up with the MIFF cover - very cool!
and yr still gorgeous...

waiting to see the alexis/maxi showdown...

pizza and you?! can it get any better.

I miss "food cravings of the day" and the OCDF. Things are a' changing.

p.s. fried perch is so much better than clams.

I just had the strangest thought...

Would one call fans of you "Maximists" or "The Maximillion"?

so beautiful, you are!

Hey it's great to see the new group you started (though I can't join obviously) and it's awsome to see SG's in there 30's here.and
You look GREAT!

cute. very cute. what do you do for a living?

Nothing like living in a neighborhood where the people will stand around and watch thier neighbors shit get stripped, stolen or destroyed like it's a sporting event. Of course they can never seem to figure out why they live in a shitty neighborhood either.

I love that you use the word "fuckwad." What a great word. THe Ring II is the shizznit and another movie a recently watched was Hide & Seek w/ Bob Deniro, Elizzy Shoe and some others. I t was pretty scary and worth some DVD- couch time.

Keep it real fuckwad...

Have you checked out the new DEPECHE MODE: "Precious"?

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yeah. that was totally meth.

Alien abduction?

{Growl} Nice touch with the cowgirl hat! DWD

I have to say I was appauled by todays SG set! They called it EAST-COAST, and you weren't in it!!! Apparently they're not aware that YOU ROCK THE EAST-COAST!!

...as well as Pepper, Clover, Annamarie...

I'm from Wyoming, Where men are men, women are scarce, and sheep run scared. LOL And you don't want to be caught looking at the backside of no sheep.

I'm in love with ewe.ewe,ewe, you wooly bugger you.

The new profile pic is nice. I've been thinking about lighting, too. Something small that I can carry aound easily.

You know, I've never been to a DQ. I don't even know where one is near me. I'll have to find one so I can try a cookie dough blizzard!

i wanted to see dummy, but i am having a hard time finding it around here. last time i was at the video rental place, someone bought the only copy, so i rented eulogy instead.