So i'm watching this thing on the History Channel about how Nazis escaped justice post WWII. It's fucking Craaaaaaazy! All these horrific people and evil dastardly villains escaped and one thing i've found out is that the Catholic Church had a lot to do with it. Fucking hypocritical asshole pricks. That and the lets protect priests instead of innocent boys thing has led me to...
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Wow...i was just looking at Mars tonight and recording images of it on my camcorder for prosterity. It's really awe insiring to see something so far out there being closer than it's ever likely to be. It's so bright and so amazing. I know i'ma dork, but i find this astronomy type stuff amazing--not that i know anything about it really, but the stuff you...
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satanikaf:
Thank you for the love, nice man 
I need it lots right now..
I agree with your sentiments re: Space: The Final Frontier. Maybe I've watched far too much Star Trek to be healthy... I've been wanting to invest in a semi-good telescope for ages, so expensive but worth it.
I need it lots right now..
I agree with your sentiments re: Space: The Final Frontier. Maybe I've watched far too much Star Trek to be healthy... I've been wanting to invest in a semi-good telescope for ages, so expensive but worth it.
adeline:
Well then you are a genius, I did have a break up in autumn, but it wasn't a bad break up. It did hurt really badly though. I wrote those while I was coming back from Michigan, and leaving the love of my life. Transportation, Greyhound, which is awful, but is an experiance. So, I had to keep myself oocupied while looking out the window, so I decided to write what I was feeling.
Nothing all that new going on. I've realize that i'm gonna have to make my own happiness in life and stop waiting around for "something good to happen". As much as i say that though, it's still hard to rise above the mental hangups and what not that one's psyche has given them over the years. I'm better than i used to be but not...
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60ftqueenie:
heh... I thought an inordinate amount of time on this site was given for everyone 
krista:
What Wilde are you reading?
I don't really think homosexuality was even a bigger deal then. Remember sodomy laws just being repealed? Yeah. I think these issues ebb and flow, as well as all other "moral" issues.
I don't really think homosexuality was even a bigger deal then. Remember sodomy laws just being repealed? Yeah. I think these issues ebb and flow, as well as all other "moral" issues.
So....today i went to sleep only slightly earlier than i did yesterday and woke up only slightly later than i went to sleep yesterda...an hour and fifteen minutes total of sleep is yucky particularly when it's followed by 8 hours of work.
So, i've got one eye open and i'm kinda just biding my time with the current pseudo GF. She's cool enough when i'm...
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So, i've got one eye open and i'm kinda just biding my time with the current pseudo GF. She's cool enough when i'm...
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venal_polish:
yes.your name is now max.
oh ! i understand now...no what i meant was that it is far to complicated to say...."dont give your heart away too easily max16characters"...for some reason i like calling people by their names...even if it isnt their real name.
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oh ! i understand now...no what i meant was that it is far to complicated to say...."dont give your heart away too easily max16characters"...for some reason i like calling people by their names...even if it isnt their real name.
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60ftqueenie:
what part of that did yu think was sexual?!
of course adrians not jealous... because there is NOTHING TO IT
and do you think I would be with a jealous boyfriend? I wank cocks for a living my friend.... do you think I could be with someone who was the jealous type?
sorry... I'm just sick of males thinking everything is about sex.... there was nothing in my journal entry that suggested Iw as having horny dreams about him.. and I'm as honest as they come so I would have SAID that if I was ......
anyway....
so in answer to your question no adrian is not the jealous type... he is a grown up! he respects that my life is my life and I'll do whatever I want... and because he is that mature I take extra steps to make sure I never hurt his feelings.....
of course adrians not jealous... because there is NOTHING TO IT
and do you think I would be with a jealous boyfriend? I wank cocks for a living my friend.... do you think I could be with someone who was the jealous type?
sorry... I'm just sick of males thinking everything is about sex.... there was nothing in my journal entry that suggested Iw as having horny dreams about him.. and I'm as honest as they come so I would have SAID that if I was ......
anyway....
so in answer to your question no adrian is not the jealous type... he is a grown up! he respects that my life is my life and I'll do whatever I want... and because he is that mature I take extra steps to make sure I never hurt his feelings.....
So i bought 3 CD's for $20 today and learned that the music Rolling Stone says is "awesome inspiring and the next must hear band" isn't what i must hear. Nonetheless, two of them seem to be pretty sweet (Maroon 5 and this other band...Kings of Leon are way too 1960ish for me)
Also bought the Complete Works of William Shakespeare (and might read some...
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clara:
Wilde and Card? Yay!
krista:
I think it's a combination of not trying very hard and not caring about outcomes. I haven't had much sleep. I may be incoherent. If so, sorry.
Well today i blew my shoe budget for the year, but at least i got some wicked cool shoes. Bovvers, the local alternative/independent sheo outlet is going out of busienss and i got a sweet pair of wing tip Docs and fancy/trendy Cats for like $90. Any of you SGPGH peepz out there should check it out (nothing in the store is over $50, Docs...
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blasfemme:
you're neat 
venal_polish:
hrm..yes...finking...firstly for clarification...james joyce is actually one of my favourite authors...(im sure you've caught on to the fact that i get kicks out of being a brat)...genius or no...ulysses is a stunning piece of work & i think joyce would qualify as a genius considering he helped carve out the concept of modernism (you can tell ive just shat out 3000 words on the topic). I dont think this extends to a lot of modern art thoughI meana canvas of one plain colour (selling for millions of dollars mind you) is more of a lazy-fuck-you-im-famous-look-what-I-can-get-away-withthan a piece of art that stirs someone to thinking or feelingarrogance isnt geniusits arrogance. but whose to say what makes a genius or not...certainly not medoing something thats never been done before purely for the sake of doing something thats never been done before is, in my eyes, an empty work...although if you do the dildo stunt I promise Ill call you a genius ...
fanx for the commentsI agree with that guy...you're neat.
p.s. in highschool a friend of mine submitted a blank piece of paper for an essay, the question of which was ' define post-modernism'.. ...arrogance or genius..? i know the fugger too well...i say arrogance...
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fanx for the commentsI agree with that guy...you're neat.
p.s. in highschool a friend of mine submitted a blank piece of paper for an essay, the question of which was ' define post-modernism'.. ...arrogance or genius..? i know the fugger too well...i say arrogance...
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Bigdan428: how did you make your happiness? I mean i remember you were pretty depressed out at RMU (well it is a depressing place) but you seem pretty happy now so what was it that did that for you?
problmatic: well school had a lot to do with it. instead of being called a freak or made fun of, people talked to me. and i...
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problmatic: well school had a lot to do with it. instead of being called a freak or made fun of, people talked to me. and i...
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siara:
That is a good outlook to have!! sounds like you are very positive today!.. . wish i could be happier in myself.. i have to stop feeling sorry for myself and wishing i had another life, cause like you say its a never ending cycle... 
Anyways so how are you australia plans coming along???
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Anyways so how are you australia plans coming along???
XXIt's 2:30am and i'm watching some extremely boring pretentious British Drama--the plot of which i'm completley lost on-- on A&E Does life get any better than this?
Found out that my sister does not have leukemia and in fact has something else that's completely treatable, if very complex and labor intensive to cure. What's the point of going through all the effort it would take...
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Found out that my sister does not have leukemia and in fact has something else that's completely treatable, if very complex and labor intensive to cure. What's the point of going through all the effort it would take...
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siara:
Thanks for the hints on getting hold of a japanese school uniform BTW.. might be a good idea to try to get in contact with a japanese grrl online.. there must be heaps of stuff that i can trade with them for one...
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phedre:
So, you're my favorite person of the night, because of your kick-ass reply to my comment. Here I am, actually getting worked up about some fuckheads saying that if you dress sexy, you're a prostitute, and then you say "but shit, you do look good" and totally made me crack up. Thank you for making me all cheerful instead of letting judgemental people get to me 
I think I saw that same boring pretentious Brit drama...late night channel flipping sucks sometimes, lol.
I hope you sister changes things soon.
I think I saw that same boring pretentious Brit drama...late night channel flipping sucks sometimes, lol.
I hope you sister changes things soon.
Dale date went interesting....i tried the ol' arm around the shoulder move while watching the movie, but it didn't work too well. Apparently i'm out of practice (well i was enver really in practice to begin with).
Her: "What are you doing?"
Me; "Uhmmmm....i was just uhhhh....stretching"
Her: "Oooook....hahaha"
Me: [thinking....ahhh shit.]
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Her: "What are you doing?"
Me; "Uhmmmm....i was just uhhhh....stretching"
Her: "Oooook....hahaha"
Me: [thinking....ahhh shit.]
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alisa:
thank you so much and how is everything with dale and your sister...right? is everything going alright?...and thank you for your kind words in my journal.
helter:
Sorry dude, I didn't see your message in IRC. I wasn't just being a dick and ignoring you, I swear.
Her: "What time do you want to meet?"
Me: "Ten till sound good?"
Her: "Oh my god, that's so late!"
Me: "Well the movie doesn't start untill ten...that's plenty of time."
Her: "What if it's sold out?"
Me: "It's a ten o'clock showing on a wednesday night of SWAT...i hardly think it'll be sold out."
Her; "Well ya got a point."
Me: "Well how 'bout...
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Me: "Ten till sound good?"
Her: "Oh my god, that's so late!"
Me: "Well the movie doesn't start untill ten...that's plenty of time."
Her: "What if it's sold out?"
Me: "It's a ten o'clock showing on a wednesday night of SWAT...i hardly think it'll be sold out."
Her; "Well ya got a point."
Me: "Well how 'bout...
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panthergrl59:
so? how was it?
clara:
Oh, that's so cute! Good luck!
Looking at the stuff it takes to move to Australia...there's soooooooo damn much of it and i hate looking at things online. I'd rather have shit in paper physically in my hands. Nutz 
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60ftqueenie:
naw thank you... you always have the nicest most positive things to say...
clara:
The dentist didn't mention grafting. I'll ask if the problem continues. Thanks!
Was going through my stuff today and found a shit load of old artwork. Damn was i good. I also found a bunch of other shit from highschool. This time nastalgia was a kick in the crotch. WHy i ever thought i was so hiedouslly unattractive back then i'll never know.
Ahhhhhh...if only i knew then what i know now, i know things would be...
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So, you missed a great show last night. Too bad you had to work. Atleast, you are off tonight though. What are ya going to do?
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