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Bigdan428: how did you make your happiness? I mean i remember you were pretty depressed out at RMU (well it is a depressing place) but you seem pretty happy now so what was it that did that for you?

problmatic: well school had a lot to do with it. instead of being called a freak or made fun of, people talked to me. and i found my talent and place for it. and well happiness just came from finding someone i could relate to and just living my life by my terms, getting rid of some people along the way and just finally for once really not giving a shit about what others thought. getting some self confidence and well it all fell into place.

Bigdan428: oh well...the most successful or happy people make their own success and happiness on their own terms and i can't just sit around feeling sorry for myself and wishing i'd don this or that with my life...i gotta just do it and consequences be damned

So consequences be damned....i've got some planning and prep work to do to make myself happy (saving money, doing research, reading stuff) but i just gotta do it. I'm young enought hat i'm not gonna completely fuck up my life and old enough to fiur out how not to fall off the deep end. I will make my own destiny, forge my own happiness and be responsible for making myself into the person i want to be. Sitting around feeling sorryr for ones self only gets one to feel sorry for oneself for feeling sorry for oneself. It's a self fullfilling prophecy and i will not fall into that trap. I'm better than that and i have a lot to offer the world as soon as i figure out how to offer it. Look out peepz b/c someday you'll be seeing Max16characters doing something MaxInfinityAwesome.