The number of day afters that I would say this.... I can't even....

After working close to a month on my own for a job that takes 2 or 3 people and working with some students in tutoring that are special needs for my part time tutoring job , I took today off to regroup.

This Joseph is out of order. Thank you for your understanding.

Insomnia is really kicking the crap out of me... only a few hours a night is throwing me off badly...

I was flipping between the history of those that I follow and the various nerdy forum groups last night....

.... then I apparently drifted off and was having a dinner party with regulars in the forums and a bunch of the SGs that I follow and...
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Went out to the gym to try and work out some stress, aggravation, and anxiety.

Two hours later.... now I am sweaty on top of everything else....

It's times like this when I can't sleep I remember a scene from the cinema classic Armageddon :

Dr. Banks: Fail. Fail. Depressively fail! One toxicology analysis revealed ketamin, that is a very powerful sedative!

Harry: Sedatives are used all the time, doctor.

Dr. Banks: Well this one's used on horses.

Harry: Some of these guys are pretty big.

This has been one of the most brutal Wednesdays ever for me... just need to get to Thursday and I will be fine.

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nebula:
Enjoy the long weekend for sure! 
magusjoe:
You too @nebula .... and thank you.
The most empowering things people can do is to make music... and terror will never stop the power of music. #Manchester

I am counting down the days until the Memorial day weekend... feeling like I have been running nonstop for months and I want some down time.

Lately, my anxiety levels have been rocky again even with the medicine and cutting out the this that bring the stress to the fore front of my mind... too much work at two jobs, running into the crowd that...
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Doctor appointments and headaches are the measure of the day... not good... just getting overwhelmed with the things I need to do.