I've continued to lose some of the weight but have added in a gym regiment that has changed the focus from the scale to the weights.

I'm floating between 270 to 275 currently but I have really put on muscle... given that I have never been a gym person, now that I am benching 140 pounds is pretty good.

I just want to...
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cersei:
awesome job! <3
magusjoe:
Thank you @Cersei

Been trying to find a way to get back into writing... so I have tried blogging... it is a start and allows me to work through my own issues right now...

My Path

Maybe it can help others...

Managed to reconnect and then screw up everything all over again with the only woman that I have truly ever loved, lost 60 pounds the right way, getting counciling to finally reclaim my life from depression and anxiety after suffering for over 30 years, and trying to find a path in the darkest of times.

2016 will be my best and worst year ever... and...
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I really love the Walking Dead. I had been picking up issues since #13. There was a moment where U thought about dropping the series.... I hit that point with the show tonight.

I won't spoil it for others.... but I am exhausted by this now.... night all....

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Looking forward to having a simple day today.... Lately, it seems like I've been running a lot more that I'd want to for not a lot of payoff. It'll be good to have a day to just kick back, do laundry, put things away or pack things up for donation, get working on a resume, and ideally watching the season finale of...
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I've got a pot of spaghetti sauce simmering on the stove, laundry rolling, the dog curled up next to me, the most recent remaster of Fritz Lang's Metropolis on the TV, and no plans.... Unlocked : Awesome Sunday Achievement!

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Scott Bradlee does some amazing videos with very talented people... Here are a few that I really enjoy!

Smokin' voice... First time I watched I was completely enraptured. A woman with this kind of deep, raw sound whispering in my ear and I am done...

This version DESTROYS the original for me personally... Perfect delivery.

Another great reworking....

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I transferred departments.... Now I am working in Bankruptcy... Hopefully I will feel more like I can help instead of being the front line fighter that doesn't do more than triage for the people that call.

Recently picked up The Strange. Looks like a good RPG that my friends will want to get into now that summer is winding down. Sometimes it is just...
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I decided to go and re-read Steven King's The Stand recently... For some reason it is really hitting me differently. I know it is me that has changed... I think that I will go back to the storage and pull out more of the books I remember enjoying and see where they stand with me now.