Setting up the tree, looking outside and waiting for snow, and watching Christmas movies....

....man I love Die Hard...

Managed to get to the gym, have a nice meal with family, actually watched a little sportsball, and enjoyed a slice of french silk pie made by my sister (and I don't do dessert)...

Very nice Thanksgiving... or as my non USA friends call it... Thursday...

Hope others had a good day!

Also wanted to thank people for the nice messages , both public and...
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Been listening to several songs tonight trying to clear my head... kind of all over the place but it works for me... eclectic has its benefits... lol

I used to deflect people asking me how I was doing by telling them a song to look up or a movie with a particular scene. That way the media is speaking and not me... isolating myself from...
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I went to see Henry Rollins... had a wonderful time and gave me a lot to consider... I will write more later this weekend... way overdue for some sleep...

Still trying to improve. I am close to 260 for weigh... almost 90 pounds that I have lost. Changed diet and exercise have made a difference.

Also picked up a second job as a tutor. Helping high school students with either classes or prepping for college and the ACT test. It's good if just to see what else I can look into for a...
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matoushka:
Keep holding on!
magusjoe:
Thank you @matoushka

I've continued to lose some of the weight but have added in a gym regiment that has changed the focus from the scale to the weights.

I'm floating between 270 to 275 currently but I have really put on muscle... given that I have never been a gym person, now that I am benching 140 pounds is pretty good.

I just want to...
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cersei:
awesome job! <3
magusjoe:
Thank you @Cersei

Been trying to find a way to get back into writing... so I have tried blogging... it is a start and allows me to work through my own issues right now...

My Path

Maybe it can help others...

Managed to reconnect and then screw up everything all over again with the only woman that I have truly ever loved, lost 60 pounds the right way, getting counciling to finally reclaim my life from depression and anxiety after suffering for over 30 years, and trying to find a path in the darkest of times.

2016 will be my best and worst year ever... and...
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I really love the Walking Dead. I had been picking up issues since #13. There was a moment where U thought about dropping the series.... I hit that point with the show tonight.

I won't spoil it for others.... but I am exhausted by this now.... night all....

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Looking forward to having a simple day today.... Lately, it seems like I've been running a lot more that I'd want to for not a lot of payoff. It'll be good to have a day to just kick back, do laundry, put things away or pack things up for donation, get working on a resume, and ideally watching the season finale of...
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