Thanks to everyone who wished me well on my trip to the doctors office. Basically, she did damage control for me. I was incredibly nervous going in and calm when I left. They took some blood and talked to me rationally about what the causes may have been. The blood tests came back normal, so aside from that I still don't know what might have...
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There hasn't been a day below 65 degrees here in a week. Yesterday it actually hit 80. I almost have to check the calendar daily to make sure we are really in November. It's been great for me because I work outdoors and haven't had to bulk up with all my winter gear just yet, but I'm dreading the day when the bubble bursts and...
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veruscavandalizm:
Good to hear you're getting yourself checked out and I do hope it's nothing too heavy. I got my foot/leg problem checked out and the doc told me that I probably spend too much time on my feet... wear better shoes... blah blah blah.
Here in Atlanta the weather keeps bouncing back and forth and I keep shooting my miracle-working nasil spray. I don't think mother nature gives two shits about sinus and allergy. Hopefully it'll be below 50 soon and I can enjoy the comforts of keeping warm.
Here in Atlanta the weather keeps bouncing back and forth and I keep shooting my miracle-working nasil spray. I don't think mother nature gives two shits about sinus and allergy. Hopefully it'll be below 50 soon and I can enjoy the comforts of keeping warm.
quiescence:
I'm really glad to hear you're going to get that checked. Best wishes.
I just wanted to say thanks again for putting ozy and me up on Friday. It was a blast to hang out with you. (we ended up killing the absinthe the next night...I don't recommend mixing several glasses of that with several glasses of gin)
I just wanted to say thanks again for putting ozy and me up on Friday. It was a blast to hang out with you. (we ended up killing the absinthe the next night...I don't recommend mixing several glasses of that with several glasses of gin)
It's such a beautiful crisp fall morning here. Right now it's 40 degrees out, but it's set to be a brisk, sunny 65 degrees. I got a great full night's rest (first one in a long while) and it should be a perfect day.
I was supposed to be off and I wanted to get some more house chores done, but I got called and...
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wyatt:
Sorry I've been incommunicado. Time has slipped away from me all week. I hope you had fun in Pittsburgh!
kira:
i know it's been forever and my set still hasn't gone up, but that's ok cause i'm having a great time while i wait...plus, i want to see so many of the other limbo girls go up first...
can't really send you any previews either...i may get into some trouble doing that, ya know...
can't really send you any previews either...i may get into some trouble doing that, ya know...
Today I wrote a quick email to Dita Von Teese to ask a few questions. She wrote me back in under 10 minutes. I don't know if I didn't expect her to reply or not, but when she did I nearly fell on the floor. She is such a doll. I am in heaven right now.
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freyja__:
what did you ask her?
tiamat:
i am so jealous! she is one of my idols. you are so lucky.
Sometimes life is more strange and ironic then you can possibly imagine. Right now there is a song that is giving me so much strengh to carry on, but it was written by the same person who has caused me so much pain. Thank you anyway. It has helped.
IDLEWILD - I NEVER WANTED
I created myself to be on my own
But I didnt...
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IDLEWILD - I NEVER WANTED
I created myself to be on my own
But I didnt...
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If last nights show wasn't up there with one of the best I've ever seen then I don't know what is. Echo and the Bunnymen are fucking incredible. I saw them at the Stone Pony in Asbury Park. Yup, the same small venue where Bruce Springsteen got his start many years ago, and the same small stage I once played live techno on with my...
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edea:
wow the stone pony im surpised its still around!
dopalganger:
wow, Echo & the Bunnymen live. I need to get my ass in gear and figure out a way to get to one of their shows in my area.
So if it wasn't clear for some reason in my last journal, yes, it was about me. I'm still really sad and scared. My brain hurts and I have a huge bruise on my back from where it hit the corner of the sink.
All I wanted was three peaceful days away from the computer. To stop thinking so much and move on. So I...
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paleenchantress:
i understand sweetie because i was ogoing through a rough time before i got diagnosed with diabetes and g.e.r.d(gastric reflux disease. its not fun knowing something is wrong and part of you wants to go to the dr. so you can finally start feeling better and the other part doesnt because you just dont want to know. when you are ready, i really hope you go sweetie but i do understand
lucky7:
Wow, I hope you start to feel ok again. I agree though, you need to go see a doctor! I know its scarier to have a doctor tell you what's wrong & all the details & then tell you you have to take medicine, but you really need to. It could effect work & driving a car & stuff. I had serious brain damage when I was in highschool & never got help. I kept snowboarding & kept hitting my head. Now they tell me that if I have one more blow to the head I'll start having epeleptic seisures. I now try to avoid injury, but anything could happen. Please at least look into it online, then make an appointment! Its better to take care of it now, than have something bad happen. I worked in a school with kids with disabilities & was around this every day. Its something that can be controled, you'll be ok! Call me
It's 2:30am
I just woke up and went into use the bathroom. And then I felt it coming on.
"What are you saying? Huh? Where am I? I can't understand you? Where am I?"
I'm on the bathroom floor. That's where I am. Passed out.
This is what's it's like to have a seizure. It lasted, I don't know how long it lasted, but the...
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I just woke up and went into use the bathroom. And then I felt it coming on.
"What are you saying? Huh? Where am I? I can't understand you? Where am I?"
I'm on the bathroom floor. That's where I am. Passed out.
This is what's it's like to have a seizure. It lasted, I don't know how long it lasted, but the...
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pip:
Dude, my mom has Epilepsy. I saw her have seizures twice in my life. Scariest thing ever! The first was when i was like 8 or 9 and I had stayed home from school cuz i was sick (thank goodness). So scary. I'm sorry. No one should have to go through that.
and listen to jayne!!!!
and listen to jayne!!!!
jacqui:
jesus tom, get to the doctors for gods sake !
i lost my cell, i have no idea where it is ? i checked the message paige left me on saturday morning and that was the last time i saw it ....? im giving it till saturday, if it hasnt appeared then it looks like im going to have to get a new one. which sux, when i get a new number i'll email it to you.
are we going out or what ?
what about this sunday ?
im out all day saturday, and friday mark is too knackered to do anything. let me know anyway.
take care mate
xXx
jacqui
i lost my cell, i have no idea where it is ? i checked the message paige left me on saturday morning and that was the last time i saw it ....? im giving it till saturday, if it hasnt appeared then it looks like im going to have to get a new one. which sux, when i get a new number i'll email it to you.
are we going out or what ?
what about this sunday ?
im out all day saturday, and friday mark is too knackered to do anything. let me know anyway.
take care mate
xXx
jacqui
Queer Eye for the Straight Guy is the best show on tv right now. Well, that and American Choppers.
New pictures in My Pics section!
New pictures in My Pics section!
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sicily:
that picture is fucking great! thanks sweetie
dopalganger:
american choppers cracks me up. the father is too much. i watched about 8 hours of a marathon when I was sick a few months ago.
Feeling better and going out to a party tonight. I need this. Too many long hours at work, not enough sleep, stressing out over relationships, it's all going to the back burner tonight. Let it simmer to be dealt with some other time.
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pip:
*sigh* It's not just a silly game my friend. You cannot even call it a areligion. It is so much more. When they finally win the world series, drop what you are doing and drive to boston asap and you'll understand.
monica:
hope you have had a good night
So it was a bust, and there are two ways to deal with it. I can be bitter and angry, selfish and needy, or be grateful for the time we had together. Learn and grow from the experience. Well I'm going to try to do my best to stay positive. Yeah, I'm hurt. It happens. That's the risk you take. It's worth it, and always...
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bukkakegod:
well maybe you should stop one time at the Congers RR Crossing, theres a bar 10ft on both sides, we can go drinking 
Don't forget to breathe.
roxy:
I'm hear for ya babe.
I'm hear for ya babe.
glad to hear the docs gave you a clean bill.