It's 2:30am
I just woke up and went into use the bathroom. And then I felt it coming on.
"What are you saying? Huh? Where am I? I can't understand you? Where am I?"
I'm on the bathroom floor. That's where I am. Passed out.
This is what's it's like to have a seizure. It lasted, I don't know how long it lasted, but the bathroom's a wreck.
My back is completely cramped up right now, my jaw is killing me, my neck is stiff, and I'm in tears, shaking. Nervous as hell.
It's happened to me before. Once when I was a child. Again at 19, 26, and on my 29th birthday.
You can feel them coming, but there's nothing that you can do to stop them. It happens in slow motion. First the rush of blood out of your brain and the chill coming over your entire body. Then, the blackout. I don't know where I was, but I could hear voices talking. It sounded like another langauge. I could see shapes and images, but not make out what they were.
And then, there I was on the floor. In the bathroom. Terrified. Confused. In pain.
I hate this.
I fucking hate it.
I just woke up and went into use the bathroom. And then I felt it coming on.
"What are you saying? Huh? Where am I? I can't understand you? Where am I?"
I'm on the bathroom floor. That's where I am. Passed out.
This is what's it's like to have a seizure. It lasted, I don't know how long it lasted, but the bathroom's a wreck.
My back is completely cramped up right now, my jaw is killing me, my neck is stiff, and I'm in tears, shaking. Nervous as hell.
It's happened to me before. Once when I was a child. Again at 19, 26, and on my 29th birthday.
You can feel them coming, but there's nothing that you can do to stop them. It happens in slow motion. First the rush of blood out of your brain and the chill coming over your entire body. Then, the blackout. I don't know where I was, but I could hear voices talking. It sounded like another langauge. I could see shapes and images, but not make out what they were.
And then, there I was on the floor. In the bathroom. Terrified. Confused. In pain.
I hate this.
I fucking hate it.
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and listen to jayne!!!!
i lost my cell, i have no idea where it is ? i checked the message paige left me on saturday morning and that was the last time i saw it ....? im giving it till saturday, if it hasnt appeared then it looks like im going to have to get a new one. which sux, when i get a new number i'll email it to you.
are we going out or what ?
what about this sunday ?
im out all day saturday, and friday mark is too knackered to do anything. let me know anyway.
take care mate
xXx
jacqui