lightbulbjack

The discussion was fine and dandy, but now I am sure that people think I am a raging prude that seeks out things contrary to the Lord's teaching and strikes them down!!!!!!!!!......... but alas, that is not me.
about my hands-
Yeah, I know I should probably get them checked out. I mean, having them be all green like that can't be too good. Blame it on a tough midwestern life... you know, milking cows, plowing fields, cutting the heads off of chickens, driving beat up, rusty trucks, digging holes for fence posts, having sex with members of my family, playing banjo, ass raping poor, city folk while yelling "squeal like a pig".... wait. Nope. I think I am just describing "deliverance"........yep. I made all that up.
bondgirl

Skydiving is fantastic! I use it for stress relief believe it or not. It puts me at peace with the world. Once I exit, it's just me and I can fly. For 50 seconds I am completely free. It's exhilerating!

can you sleep
its on your mind
youre full of doubt
your heads a blur
you better stop and look around
because here it comes
dont scare yourself
your twentieth nervous breakdown is on the verge

youre too neurotic, uptight
and too tense to function
you look for help
and heads are turned
all alone cant hide yourself
you're too exposed
you must perform
the clock is ticking
you better stop and look around
dont you want to get away
and blow it off?
the easy way and leave yourself
with nothing, empty
couldve beens and regrets
its all youve got

its all youve got now

Snapcase - Twentieth Nervous Breakdown

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I feel your pain, man. I get like that too sometimes. It happens, and there's always next time!

i understand some of what you are going through. i lost my mother just over 10 years ago and i still miss her.

Ooh, I'd go with that red fairy if I were you. It sounds interesting!

I wonder if she can make me into a real man too? oh wait....

It's 100% okay to make an ass of yourself. In fact at times it's expected.

One piece of advice: change the "Most Humbling Moment."



Even if it's true, it feels a little creepy.

I like your photographs, especially the nudes. Good use of light.

Life is too short to worry about whether or not you're making an ass out of yourself. If you can make other people laugh, then you're halfway there.

oh, go fuck your pain away!

What's a privet joke?

I think that Eternal Sunshine is a good movie because everyone can relate on some level. It's a very real feeling movie. Not your typical happy romantic comedy.

P.S. Fuck work!

take me as I am!

my buddy says that quote is from Rob Zombies house of a thousand corpses. but i was kinda tramaized as a youth by a pictorial i saw entitled stump fucker

i do believe that the days and nights of parenting are far too long. however the years are far too short.

oh, and mad will- too bad your parnets didnt have your point of view huh? hehehehe just kidding

With a bit of a mind flip

I know how you feel...I think about quitting my job on a daily basis but I cant cause i have to many bills and i need money...So every day I look for another one that I would like and pays good....eventually i'll find another one....I hate my job so much...I have a fear of meeting new people...thats part of the reason why i havent met anyone from this site in person but i really want to get out and meet new people so bad...I havent had a panic attack in along time....well not along time its been a few months....my fiance left me alone and i had no clue where he was or when he was coming home.... thanks to my ex i'm a bit insecure....

social anxiety is so a toughy. had a big prob there as a youth- just remeber you give off a vibe with your emotion and attitude. the more social and out going you force your self to be the less of a hassle it becomes. never let a bad employer win and never quit until you have something else

don't be afraid to let it all out here. that's one reason i joined this site in the first place: as a place to write about and work out things going on in my life.

How goes it?

All ok?

Yeah damned sinuses......Grrrrr.......My cats dont have spring fever they are just super hyper all the time.....they chase each other at 7 in the morning and tend to be loud and knock things down and over.....Hellion they are....

I thought I had posted about the Fleetwood here on Sg? Sorry about that, we never really got a chance to have lunch and I've still never eaten at McAllisters. Thanks for the well wishes.