Dear Nasty Weather,
At first I was annoyed that the wind whipping by my window woke me up so early, but imagine my surprise when you took the electricity out at work, meaning I could leave!!!
I love you nasty weather!
When it is icing and snowing you make sure I can just turn my computer on at home and pretend to be working while...
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At first I was annoyed that the wind whipping by my window woke me up so early, but imagine my surprise when you took the electricity out at work, meaning I could leave!!!
I love you nasty weather!
When it is icing and snowing you make sure I can just turn my computer on at home and pretend to be working while...
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x_richard_x:
if u think the weathers bad there spend a year in england. its wet and misserable and then when its hot its stick horrible hot not nice heat like u get in the states
joenobody:
Bolton! no way, i'm from glastonbury...
This is my public apology to Err. I fucked up big time! After he so nicely invited me to drinking in the village. I forgot my ID at home. So we get there, walk in and then have to walk out.........
I totally felt like an ass.
But at least we got to go to the Slaughtered Lamb which turned out to have free...
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I totally felt like an ass.
But at least we got to go to the Slaughtered Lamb which turned out to have free...
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egorgry:
I have a major thing for Rose McGowan.
jason:
your mom reads suicidegirls?
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morbidkitten:
glad your out having a good time and of course two people approached you your hot stuff get it in through your head haha
crystalized118:
Of course you were approached.... your a beautiful girl... and there is nothing wrong with an ego boost from time to time!
Thank you all for actually reading that long rambling of emotions, weakness and vulnerability and for actually even commenting! Thank you so much! I never expected anyone to even want to read that!
So of course in my true self destructive fashion, when posed with emotional problems, do something painful! So, besides being whipped last night, I also got my upper ear pierced.
I was...
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So of course in my true self destructive fashion, when posed with emotional problems, do something painful! So, besides being whipped last night, I also got my upper ear pierced.
I was...
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hellomrworld:
I hope you are doing better .. .I am sending you a long distance hug ... and try hugs and kisses before the sex .. you want strings attached in your life, let them get attached ... just my point of view ... ecq
filmnoir1:
Regarding your joy jag: remember, endorphins!
It's no joke that a "whipping" or physical activity (desides sex) can make you high as a kite.
It's no joke that a "whipping" or physical activity (desides sex) can make you high as a kite.
Alright this is going to be a long one, cause I am going to try to take all of this stuff in my head and get it out, probably in some long stream of consciousness. So, you may want to bypass this one, but this is my journal and I have to get this out.
I will start out by saying really everything is fine,...
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I will start out by saying really everything is fine,...
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mego:
hahaha thanks. I cant get the damn thing sized right, so its kinna pixelated. *sigh*
Hey ya know why penises have a hole at the top?
So a man can have an open mind.
hahahaha.
Peas
Meg
Hey ya know why penises have a hole at the top?
So a man can have an open mind.
hahahaha.
Peas
Meg
honsolo:
no need to thank just sying stuff you already know deep down
I am worse than a 17 year old boy right now
Dang! I hear innuendo's in everything, and find myself thinking about sex all the time!
This is only made worse by the fact I have training at work right now, so 8 hours in a meeting type setting and for some weird reason I always think about sex when I am meetings. Making out,...
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Dang! I hear innuendo's in everything, and find myself thinking about sex all the time!
This is only made worse by the fact I have training at work right now, so 8 hours in a meeting type setting and for some weird reason I always think about sex when I am meetings. Making out,...
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onewithall:
Poor thing
jason:
for some reason the usernames of the people who comment on your journals really crack me up.
signed,
evil monster power sorcerer guy
signed,
evil monster power sorcerer guy
Me = Lost
And my task is to work through it and try to figure it out. Can you tell I just got back from therapy?
I am not to just drink it away, or put myself to sleep with Nyquil. I am to try to figure out what it is. Cause last night I drank it away and put myself to sleep, though I...
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And my task is to work through it and try to figure it out. Can you tell I just got back from therapy?
I am not to just drink it away, or put myself to sleep with Nyquil. I am to try to figure out what it is. Cause last night I drank it away and put myself to sleep, though I...
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some1good:
I don't know what I can say, I mean, I don't really know you like the other people who have left comments probably do. But personally... Ive had problems at times. The thing that always helped me was to have some goal, something to aim for, something that was important for me.
The problems, personal demons, or memories will generally always be there... And they only come back if you try to repress them, through booze, or drugs, or denial. I try to just look at them, accept them, say "Yes, this is a part of me. But it's only one small part. Is there anything I can do about it?" and then I think about that for a minute.
If the answer is no, then it's not worth thinking about. It wastes time I could use on more important things. If its "Yes, I can do something." I can make plans and start to act on them. Do something.
Either way every time it comes up in my mind again I just tell myself "Yes, but Ive already figured out how to handle that." and go on with whatever Im doing.
Ah well, that's all the advice I can give. Good luck kid. And if things ever overwhelm you try sitting in front of a plan for a while and breathing really deep like. Panic attacks suck, I know
The problems, personal demons, or memories will generally always be there... And they only come back if you try to repress them, through booze, or drugs, or denial. I try to just look at them, accept them, say "Yes, this is a part of me. But it's only one small part. Is there anything I can do about it?" and then I think about that for a minute.
If the answer is no, then it's not worth thinking about. It wastes time I could use on more important things. If its "Yes, I can do something." I can make plans and start to act on them. Do something.
Either way every time it comes up in my mind again I just tell myself "Yes, but Ive already figured out how to handle that." and go on with whatever Im doing.
Ah well, that's all the advice I can give. Good luck kid. And if things ever overwhelm you try sitting in front of a plan for a while and breathing really deep like. Panic attacks suck, I know
err:
They should start putting those labels on the NyQuil bottles that say party responsibly.
So, just so no one worries, no matter how horny I get (and it is getting up there after 4 months) I am definitely not going to just have a one night stand with some random stranger. Way too fricking scary out there for that shit.
Instead I will just keep watching my gay porn and buying 16 packs of AA batteries. I also brought...
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Instead I will just keep watching my gay porn and buying 16 packs of AA batteries. I also brought...
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err:
Ok cool, i'll mail you my cell phone number. Give me a call later in the week and i 'll let you know whats up. We leave usualy around 11am so we get down there by 1pm.
fr3ak:
Haha love the story.
Thank you!! Sorry about making it hard on ya
Thank you!! Sorry about making it hard on ya
40 year old Virgin was hysterical! She was a Ho for sho!
I have decided I cannot live with this celebacy idea, and that in reality probably a good dose of loving would do me good! Get the old mind off the old and more onto the possibilities!
The main problem? I don't know about just meeting some random guy off Craigs List or somewhere...
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I have decided I cannot live with this celebacy idea, and that in reality probably a good dose of loving would do me good! Get the old mind off the old and more onto the possibilities!
The main problem? I don't know about just meeting some random guy off Craigs List or somewhere...
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kristie:
Mmmm! I looove Puttenesca.
Flannel sheets kick ass. I like satin sheets, but I can never figure out how to keep the pillow under my head. When you put your head down, it shoots out!
Flannel sheets kick ass. I like satin sheets, but I can never figure out how to keep the pillow under my head. When you put your head down, it shoots out!
akalucifer:
where are you? miss you!
As promised, I shall tear my heart and soul open for you all tonight.
I have been very lonely. The past two weeks I have missed companionship and the emotional intimacy that comes with it. It is hard primarily because I was feeling so strong and ready to take on the world.
When the loneliness hit I didn't know what it was at first. I...
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I have been very lonely. The past two weeks I have missed companionship and the emotional intimacy that comes with it. It is hard primarily because I was feeling so strong and ready to take on the world.
When the loneliness hit I didn't know what it was at first. I...
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dekews:
Loneliness can hit like a ton of bricks.
At least you have some online buds.
Loneliness can hit like a ton of bricks.
At least you have some online buds.
hellomrworld:
cuddling to March of the Penguins sounds really nice .. I really need a better TV in the bedroom ... Give my love to Jamie too
Yesterday was wonderful!!!!! I ordered a large pizza and chowed on it all day. Besides that I just laid in bed watched tv and porn, and rested. It was great!!!! What a perfect way to start 2006!
I am sorry to you guys because I was going to take some photos and post them, but then I got too lazy. I am sorry! Soon I...
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I am sorry to you guys because I was going to take some photos and post them, but then I got too lazy. I am sorry! Soon I...
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allied:
Cool, looking forward to it. Directions?
borisboris668:
Damn, started my New Years at work...that's gotta be a bad sign! Nice reference to the new stuff by Pappa Roach....I kinda have a spot for them too....How are you not an SG!!!!!!!!!????????
The week is almost over! Yay!
I am sorry I wasn't on very much I had a nasty little bug and it totally kicked my ass!
This was me:
It's not pretty!
But I am well and ready to start 2006 - I am trying to decide what to do on Sunday to start my year off right, any ideas?
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I am sorry I wasn't on very much I had a nasty little bug and it totally kicked my ass!
This was me:
It's not pretty!
But I am well and ready to start 2006 - I am trying to decide what to do on Sunday to start my year off right, any ideas?
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sabbadoo:
Well im glade you are feeling better
. I hope you have a wonderful new years
akalucifer:
Happy New Year!
What to do for today... come over! Play video games and watch movies!

What to do for today... come over! Play video games and watch movies!
