I seem to have caught MotherTeresa's bad mood.
You know when nothing seems to go right. And you just feel bummed and really it is just a lot of little things nothing major, but you don't know what to do to make it better?
Although someone once told me that if I was worrying about the little things I was lucky.....cause that meant I...
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You know when nothing seems to go right. And you just feel bummed and really it is just a lot of little things nothing major, but you don't know what to do to make it better?
Although someone once told me that if I was worrying about the little things I was lucky.....cause that meant I...
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Right - So day 1 on the Match.com world..........one word.........I don't fucking think so!!!.
Ummm...yeah.......Look I like a lot of things! Movies, arcades, bowling, comedy clubs, etc...........
But macroeconomics.....no. A lecture about how Africa has been fighting AIDS - interesting yes but not a first date.
And why do you all look exactly the same? The same gold chain, the same slicked back...
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Ummm...yeah.......Look I like a lot of things! Movies, arcades, bowling, comedy clubs, etc...........
But macroeconomics.....no. A lecture about how Africa has been fighting AIDS - interesting yes but not a first date.
And why do you all look exactly the same? The same gold chain, the same slicked back...
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ampersandwich:
wait - other guys have gold chains, too????
the_happy_pig:
Match.com?! Do these things work? I would try them, but I have the fear. Also, living in the armpit of the world leads me to believe that I wouldn't find anyone *ahem* suitable within about 100 miles!
Yet again I am arguing with myself about getting a pet. I would love to have some thing fluffy and cute and loving....but I just don't know where my life is going and if I will be home enough to take care of it.
I go to petfinder and day dream about having one of the little balls of fluff.
Also, after my last entry...
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I go to petfinder and day dream about having one of the little balls of fluff.
Also, after my last entry...
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egorgry:
Sounds like we are having a similar conflict in looking for something more.
tadzi:
if i stop shaving my chest, i can be fluffy. ill be your pet
So, I had promised hospital stories.
I met quite a few different characters in the hospital.
My favorite though was the guy who was only on our wing until they had space for him in the men's ward (for privacy I will call him J). He was anorexic and bulmic. We got along so well.....staying up late into the night talking and playing scrabble.
It...
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I met quite a few different characters in the hospital.
My favorite though was the guy who was only on our wing until they had space for him in the men's ward (for privacy I will call him J). He was anorexic and bulmic. We got along so well.....staying up late into the night talking and playing scrabble.
It...
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rouke:
You and my daughter have a lot in common. Reading that brings back all those old feelings of helplessness, not being able to do anything for her. I hope you realize your a beautiful person and lots of people love you.
vegemite:
well you can come here and play scrabble anytime...
Have I told you lately how incredibly beautiful you are? Inside as well as outside
Have I told you lately how incredibly beautiful you are? Inside as well as outside
I am so excited!!! I just got into the PenPals Group! Yay!!!!
I was so hungover yesterday. It was hell. I had to get up at 6:30 am for a meeting that went to 2 pm at which point I flew back to New York. It was horrible. I just wanted to die!!!
Imagine having to leave the conference room to go puke 20 minutes...
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I was so hungover yesterday. It was hell. I had to get up at 6:30 am for a meeting that went to 2 pm at which point I flew back to New York. It was horrible. I just wanted to die!!!
Imagine having to leave the conference room to go puke 20 minutes...
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ampersandwich:
you forgot the word "with" ! hahaha
ok cough cough, enough wiseass comments from me....
ok cough cough, enough wiseass comments from me....
connielingus:
LOL!! I always do my "fresh start" on Monday, too. I've had way too many fresh starts, lately
That dress is hot!!! So what dance are you wearing it to? I used to have this fancy nightgown that looked just like that, only pink. Gotta love the red, though, it's such an empowering color. You're gonna look amazing in it!!
That dress is hot!!! So what dance are you wearing it to? I used to have this fancy nightgown that looked just like that, only pink. Gotta love the red, though, it's such an empowering color. You're gonna look amazing in it!!
Totally wasted on the company's dime.
Hope I didn't do anything stupid.
Who cares.
Saw 40 yr old virgin the other day.
So funny~
I am drunk and smoked cigars.........................
Hope I didn't do anything stupid.
Who cares.
Saw 40 yr old virgin the other day.
So funny~
I am drunk and smoked cigars.........................
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tilpacer:
Woohoo! Drunkness. 
satchell:
Astro Camp is a three dayretreat for Jr. high science nerds, and I'm the fearless chaperone who got stuck with taking them...
I got really drunk at the company party last year and woke up shirtless and wet in my boss's closet. Beat that! Most people make it to Principal's office. I made it to his hall closet. Tore drywall off with my wetness, and made out witht he school secretary in his pantry.
I don't remember any of it and I had to fish down my clothes and shoes off of his roof with the pool cleaner.
That's wasted.
I got really drunk at the company party last year and woke up shirtless and wet in my boss's closet. Beat that! Most people make it to Principal's office. I made it to his hall closet. Tore drywall off with my wetness, and made out witht he school secretary in his pantry.
I don't remember any of it and I had to fish down my clothes and shoes off of his roof with the pool cleaner.
That's wasted.
Leaving on a Jet Plane
But I know when I will be back. Friday. Yup, I will be in Maryland for a full 27 hours for business, before they fly me back to NY.
This is actually a wonderful thing because I have no money right now and they will pay for everything for the next two days! Yay!
I saw my good friend Peter...
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But I know when I will be back. Friday. Yup, I will be in Maryland for a full 27 hours for business, before they fly me back to NY.
This is actually a wonderful thing because I have no money right now and they will pay for everything for the next two days! Yay!
I saw my good friend Peter...
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shawn_:
Well have a great time.
catarina_:
You are VIP now, a business woman - they are paying for your stuff!! Very business, very sexxxi!
I see the new page picture... with the hairstyle... someone's gonna be a SG
Thank you for sharing that with me. Sometimes i feel like its only us that go thru struggles. If you got thru it we can to, right?
Have fun in Mary Land
Oh, did you get the pics from Jason?
I see the new page picture... with the hairstyle... someone's gonna be a SG
Thank you for sharing that with me. Sometimes i feel like its only us that go thru struggles. If you got thru it we can to, right?
Have fun in Mary Land
A big huge thank you to Mle and NewYorkMatt!!! They both are amazing! They have an incredible eye and can make anyone feel at home!
I got to hang out with Fatality and Alexsandria. Who are beautiful both inside and out! I had a blast and hopefully, with fingers crossed things will go well! I would love to make it to the next...
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I got to hang out with Fatality and Alexsandria. Who are beautiful both inside and out! I had a blast and hopefully, with fingers crossed things will go well! I would love to make it to the next...
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err:
I think id rather be Rich...... oh yeah 
morbidkitten:
i would rather be rich im to private of a person to want to be really famous i think its nice to be known for your accomplishments but having someone follow me around all the time wouldnt work for me so yes rich..im glad your shoot went well i cant wait to see it
Hey all,
So I just wanted to say that I know that my journal probably makes everyone think I am really depressed or moody or fucked up, but I am really not that unhappy. Especially that last vent!
The truth is this is my journal. It is easier to type than write, and it allows me to have a history of where I have been...
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So I just wanted to say that I know that my journal probably makes everyone think I am really depressed or moody or fucked up, but I am really not that unhappy. Especially that last vent!
The truth is this is my journal. It is easier to type than write, and it allows me to have a history of where I have been...
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graycen:
I'm sure your shoot will go great!
Good Luck!
:smooch:
Gray
Good Luck!
:smooch:
Gray
akalucifer:
what pictures with Mle? 
Fuck you, you fucking piece of shit.
I seriously cannot believe that a person could be that selfish and that fucking heartless. It is uncomprehensible to me. Holy Fuck! I some how actually made concessions for the fact that you left me for a whole day with too many drugs in me, for the fact that you claimed we were on the phone together the...
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I seriously cannot believe that a person could be that selfish and that fucking heartless. It is uncomprehensible to me. Holy Fuck! I some how actually made concessions for the fact that you left me for a whole day with too many drugs in me, for the fact that you claimed we were on the phone together the...
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gtwr:
I'm so sorry you had to go through that shit. But at least you now know he is not worth shit. You can get on with your life without that bastard and have fun with your life.
lots and lots of hugs
lots and lots of hugs
egorgry:
I would like a movie or dinner or whatever. 
First and foremost of course! Two New body shots for you folks! Please don't mind the bruises, I am klutz. I hope to take a few more this weekend. I have the pleasure of having a real photo shoot this weekend and figure that after I will still feel playful enough to take a few tripod shots.
Secondly, the photos from the CT Game Night...
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Secondly, the photos from the CT Game Night...
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macesgirl:
Body Shots=WOW!!!!!
err:
Had a pretty good time. Almost got into a fight though. Drama drama drama.
I had a great time with Yille, Allied, and LibraNFullEffect last night.
They were kind and patient with the Wal-Mart movie. It was a good movie, but very slow and dry. I would liken it to a pilot's job. Boring with points of extreme excitement!
You leave with a better understanding as to the bad practices of WalMart, but it could have been...
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They were kind and patient with the Wal-Mart movie. It was a good movie, but very slow and dry. I would liken it to a pilot's job. Boring with points of extreme excitement!
You leave with a better understanding as to the bad practices of WalMart, but it could have been...
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egorgry:
*disclaimer this post might reveal more info than some people want*
Wow. recognizing that is huge. That is major progress.
Wow. recognizing that is huge. That is major progress.
it sounds like you're doing better than you give yourself credit for. You should do something nice for yourself.
datsun:
yeah, it's not a problem at all. I haven't decided what to do, so I want to be as diplomatic as possible, so that the other girl won't be upset if she stays.
at least you are talking about it and not bottling it up.
and if no one told you,,, have a wonderful day!
Try and accept your life moment by moment. I found when I was down, that saying to myself, things are great and I love my life, really helped change my outlook on things. It sounds crazy but it really worked over time. That and saying; "I love myself" in the mirror every morning also helped.