Ironically after my rant post about cheating yesterday this was on MSN Today - the reason why Men and Women cheat.
Quite frankly I think they are all crap reasons.
All these reasons to me say you should have just evaluated your relationship and realized it wasn't working. Cheating was a pussy way out.
I think if you do cheat you normally are not that...
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Quite frankly I think they are all crap reasons.
All these reasons to me say you should have just evaluated your relationship and realized it wasn't working. Cheating was a pussy way out.
I think if you do cheat you normally are not that...
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I am sad. So many of my friends on here are having problems with sig others cheating.
Cheating is such a horrible thing.
I don't understand it. What does one gain from it? Does it make you feel powerful that you can hurt someone else? Does it make you feel desireable that two people want you? Cannot you control yourself for even an instant? Have...
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Cheating is such a horrible thing.
I don't understand it. What does one gain from it? Does it make you feel powerful that you can hurt someone else? Does it make you feel desireable that two people want you? Cannot you control yourself for even an instant? Have...
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koala:
Cheating is horrible, I agree. I think a lot of times people cheat because they aren't happy with their s.o.'s. I don't see why they don't just break up with them because their s.o.'s are bound to find out about the cheating sooner or later. And one could avoid so much pain if cheating was never involved...Trust and honesty are two of the most important things in a relationship (in my humble opinion at least) and if a couple doesn't have that, then what do they have?
Btw, I don't know if I told you this yet, but your new profile picture is so beautiful! Wow!
Is it from a recent shoot or something?
I hope you are doing well!

Btw, I don't know if I told you this yet, but your new profile picture is so beautiful! Wow!
I hope you are doing well!
graycen:
I love your profile picture!
Mmmmm! Very niiice!
So...I hope you have a whole set to go along with it...
Gray
Mmmmm! Very niiice!
So...I hope you have a whole set to go along with it...
Gray
I have a serious problem........
It's name is 37 pairs of winter shoes, and 10 pairs of winter boots. And I say winter, because this does not count all my summer shoes (sandals, flip flops, etc) or sex shoes (shoes that go with sex outfits).
That is a total of 47 pairs of shoes to wear in three months. I can wear each pair twice....
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It's name is 37 pairs of winter shoes, and 10 pairs of winter boots. And I say winter, because this does not count all my summer shoes (sandals, flip flops, etc) or sex shoes (shoes that go with sex outfits).
That is a total of 47 pairs of shoes to wear in three months. I can wear each pair twice....
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munt:
shoes and socks. shoes AND socks.
aegiswings:
Thank you for your comments. Yeah, I'm going to talk to her eventually, just to at least see what she'd say. I don't have much to lose anyways. I'm an eternal pessimist, so I'm not likely to expect too much from her reaction or read too much into it. Everyone seems so concerned about me these days, but this is pretty much par for the course for me (pick a random journal entry of mine from the past and it's all the same
). At any given time I have at least one unrequited love, one formerly close girl friend who seems to hate me for some reason, and one crazy woman I can't seem to get rid of, lol.
Oh, and I think the shoe thing isn't a problem at all. Aren't most pairs of shoes only good with one outfit? I seem no problem with having that many pairs of shoes.
Oh, and I think the shoe thing isn't a problem at all. Aren't most pairs of shoes only good with one outfit? I seem no problem with having that many pairs of shoes.
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koala:
YAY! Looks like you had a wonderful time! 
Btw, I fucking love Social D...So I'm super jealous of you now!

Btw, I fucking love Social D...So I'm super jealous of you now!
karebeer:
hey, i really wish you were going to the NYC burlesque on the 22nd!!
im totally gunna be in your neck of the woods, and your neck wont be there!!
what a bummer! hopefully soon young lady!! ♥ hugs ♥
im totally gunna be in your neck of the woods, and your neck wont be there!!
what a bummer! hopefully soon young lady!! ♥ hugs ♥
Sigh...............something you don't hear from me often.
The sound of contentment.
Lack of issues and emotions running through my head.
Acceptance of life as it is now, and basic happiness.
It is like the middle part of the rollercoaster, no major highs, no major lows, just peacefulness. And it is a godsend.
I have to work hard at not overthinking, just letting things be and...
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The sound of contentment.
Lack of issues and emotions running through my head.
Acceptance of life as it is now, and basic happiness.
It is like the middle part of the rollercoaster, no major highs, no major lows, just peacefulness. And it is a godsend.
I have to work hard at not overthinking, just letting things be and...
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applejugs:
the contest was an idea stolen from seindeld. first to masturbate, or get some looses. puppies really do not help my cause... i hope.
jay_blank:
hey, I'm going to see 1986, The Black Hollies and Spectacular Bird (members of Ted Leo and the Pharmacists) at the Knitting Factory.
I'm also going to the SG event there on the 22nd....
I'm also going to the SG event there on the 22nd....
Meep!
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This just continues my things that scare me. I have trictophobia (sp?) Yup afraid of the number 13. At least this didn't happen next Friday! I would totally be freaked then!
Just woke up from a 16 hour sleep. didn't realize I was so tired. Don't know if this is a good or bad thing.
The dreams were sad...
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This just continues my things that scare me. I have trictophobia (sp?) Yup afraid of the number 13. At least this didn't happen next Friday! I would totally be freaked then!
Just woke up from a 16 hour sleep. didn't realize I was so tired. Don't know if this is a good or bad thing.
The dreams were sad...
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jay_blank:
Hey, have a great time!
You most likely needed the sleep. Nothing wrong with lying down for a snooze and waking up 16 hours later!
Was "Texas" any good?
You most likely needed the sleep. Nothing wrong with lying down for a snooze and waking up 16 hours later!
Was "Texas" any good?
adamking42:
ever see em live? they are awesome!
So as someone brought up in my last post, looking into mirrors at night.
Hell No I don't!
Are you crazy?
So I can see the ghost in the mirror? I don't even play that Bloody Mary game. Or candyman or any of that crap.
I am a scaredy cat, mainly cause I believe in everything!
And someone also mentioned their daughter's furby.
I am...
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Hell No I don't!
Are you crazy?
So I can see the ghost in the mirror? I don't even play that Bloody Mary game. Or candyman or any of that crap.
I am a scaredy cat, mainly cause I believe in everything!
And someone also mentioned their daughter's furby.
I am...
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aegiswings:
oh there should be pics there in the journal entry, are they not showing up?
fullmoonkisses:
Clowns...now they ARE creepy!
So I did sleep with the lights on last night. It was just Freddy Krueger. I very stupidly watched Tales from the Darkside on the Sci-Fi channel. And this phone was haunted and killed people by strangling them. It is such a stupid premise, but it is still making me scared. Totally couldn't sleep, and turned the lights on so that the shadows wouldn't scare...
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jokster1979:
Still luv all those PICS. of you !!!!!!!
HOTT !!!!!!!!!!!
- Richard
HOTT !!!!!!!!!!!
jay_blank:
hee hee...you're so cute! I'll be honest, when it's dark, I look away from mirrors. I just get a bad feeling...like I'll see something behind me or something.. hahaha....
You should watch Tales from the Hood next. That'll wash the other movies out of your mind.
can you read my runes?
You should watch Tales from the Hood next. That'll wash the other movies out of your mind.
can you read my runes?
I am deathly afraid of Freddie Kruger.
I always have been. I have only ever watched Freddy v. Jason, never one of just Freddy.
I first saw him when I was in 8th grade and my professor had a poster of him, telling us to do homework. I slept with the light on for three days straight!
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I always have been. I have only ever watched Freddy v. Jason, never one of just Freddy.
I first saw him when I was in 8th grade and my professor had a poster of him, telling us to do homework. I slept with the light on for three days straight!
Well I was out at a party shop...
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ymonster:
One, two... Freddy's coming for you...
Three, four... better lock your door...
Five, six... grab your crucifix...
Seven, eight... gonna stay up late...
Nine, ten... never sleep again....
I love that movie. I was in the Freddy Fan Club in high school... hahaha
Three, four... better lock your door...
Five, six... grab your crucifix...
Seven, eight... gonna stay up late...
Nine, ten... never sleep again....
I love that movie. I was in the Freddy Fan Club in high school... hahaha
jay_blank:
Freddy is a badass. The earlier movies were better of course. I remember watching the first one with my brother and sister and when it was over, none of us wanted to go up and turn off the vcr! (no remote back in them days.....)
Personally, I'm a Hellraiser fan....
Personally, I'm a Hellraiser fan....
I must say I actually like my 10 rants below
Things continue to get better.
I love the fact that I can be totally honest and not be thrown away.
In the past I have been afraid to be honest with people, because I was afraid if they heard something they didn't want to hear they would just leave me. But now I kinda feel...
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Things continue to get better.
I love the fact that I can be totally honest and not be thrown away.
In the past I have been afraid to be honest with people, because I was afraid if they heard something they didn't want to hear they would just leave me. But now I kinda feel...
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shakti:
western mass, northampton, do you know it?
lostjohny:
most pets are a handful, but they fill a need for compaionship. you could always get a furby and teach it to curse....;P
Okay, I am ready to rant, I wasn't before, but now I am.
For pictures and a video of my night out last night go here.... pics.
And thank you to all the people who said I should always be treated like a princess. I haven't been in the past, so it is strange to me when men do treat me well. When they...
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For pictures and a video of my night out last night go here.... pics.
And thank you to all the people who said I should always be treated like a princess. I haven't been in the past, so it is strange to me when men do treat me well. When they...
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jay_blank:
One day you'll come down to the city and we'll go visit that guy that will let you yell at him for a dollar. I'll drop a 20 in his cup and you and I will rant all day until our voices are hoarse.
You rock!
You rock!
damonone:
you will be 30 because you think it.
me and elvgrenink talk about this all the time, because technically, we too, are getting older. I'm about as old as you, but I don't feel older than like... 12.. sometimes. othertimes 22. You need to adjust your mindset (not just about this age thing either... relationships too...) yeah. The mind is far stronger than the body in most situations..
me and elvgrenink talk about this all the time, because technically, we too, are getting older. I'm about as old as you, but I don't feel older than like... 12.. sometimes. othertimes 22. You need to adjust your mindset (not just about this age thing either... relationships too...) yeah. The mind is far stronger than the body in most situations..
To the SGNJ group, I am sorry I missed Six Flags, I woke up so hungover today, there is no way that tea cups or any other ride were in my future.
A girlfriend of mine came in for a mutual friends wedding. So, last night we had dinner and hit the town....
A sampling of the evening:
Otto working feverishly on what would be...
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A girlfriend of mine came in for a mutual friends wedding. So, last night we had dinner and hit the town....
A sampling of the evening:
Otto working feverishly on what would be...
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thelibra:
yay for us only children!! it's like having a license to be an independent attention whore.
geekgurl:
Missed you at Great Adventure. 

by the way, that pciture of you makes you look like the hottest hobo ever
how are you doing?