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sid:
i've been getting bruises like that too! What the fuck, yo!?

i have a sneaking suspicion it has something to do with my BC. blackeyed oh well.
soobie:
There's something vaguely gruesome about so many Santa's in one place.

Impressive bruise. Definitely be wearing skirts so that you can show it off!
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Gonzeaux just made my heart melt.........

And tears come to my eyes.......

Crap I hate that.
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Just hate being an emotional girl.
Wish I could be cool as a cucumber like men, instead of so emotional.......


Day 2

Even better!
Ad agency kissing our asses, and tons of free wine.....and yes tipsy now.....

But I do miss Gonzeaux
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element_103:
Awwww, how sweet!!! And damnit, how come the ad agency gets to kiss that lovely rear and I don't. It just isn't fair but I'll bite the bullet and let them have their fun. Besides, the bubbly probably made them forget where the goodies are anyhow, so more the fun for you ladies! Heh, j/k, hope y'all continue to have a blast and get those contracts too! kiss
bigpoppa99:
Did you do santacon?
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Ugggghhhh I have got to start working out again.....looking at these beautiful girls reminds me of that. I have gained 15 pounds since the summer.....boo!!!!!

I think I am going to buy a treadmill for home. Though I am so tired after day 1 at the new job...I hope I can do it.
Speaking of the new job.........

IT FUCKING ROCKS!!!!

Day 1 and I...
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vegemite:
Yay for leaving the big C!!! i'm sur you'll be great ijn your new job, just have confidence in yourself. You're smart and fabulous!

PS - I want to be a dentist.

PPS - I LOVE Christmas movies, but where are the Hanukah movies??
darkrabbit:
So why were you making cookies shaped like Ls, arrowheads, and nuclear bombs?

I'm glad you dig your new job. It's important to actually like what you're doing.
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Grrr... I am an annoyed girl......and I am more annoyed because I can't control or make the situation better, since i am removed by many degrees. (I mentioned in the GO group).

And I know I have acted this desperately - so I feel like I can't judge so harshly, but I know see how annoying it is from this end! But I know from...
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lostjohny:
well, i am nutz. so tongue , that being said, good for you to keep yer cool. vent here instead....i need the reading material....i get bored easily.
tigerwong:
In a "traditional" relationship, any ofthose things would be cause for jealousy or whatever negative consequence to the relationship.

But in a truly practical sense, whether something qualifies as cheating or just flirting (and what's allowed in either case) it TOTALLY dependent on the people in the relationship and what they deem is permissible.

Personally, i'm waiting for Cairo to take me to a strip club, cuz she says she knows a really good one. biggrin
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Cheating

Everyone on here knows how anti-cheating I am. How I have been so hurt by it in my past. At times I am amazed that my heart can even try to ever have feelings toward men, based on my history with them all the way down to my dad.

I just think it is horrible.

So questions, for the men

1. Have you ever...
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mylf:
1. with the internet, what constitutes as cheating now? if you exchange sexual emails but dont' plan on meeting are you cheating?

2. if you have im chats or cyber sex are you cheating?

3. if you send naked pics of yourself is that cheating?

I have to agreee with Tadzi. Every relationship has its own boundaries and some dont include the interweb in cheating. Personally I think all three are.

thanks for the congrats. I don't think I could be any happier!
phoenixashes:
Pop me an IM on AIM sometime Lacey tongue Its in my contact info.
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weapon0:
Wow, that's really hot. Anti_duff is so lucky. I'm so glad you are happy with him. BTW, Don't worry you have the right to be bitter. tongue
spinhouse247:
Word.
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If I hear that fucking Nickelback song about angel lips, my girls in the next room sometimes I wish it was you..........
You make it hard to be faithful
(Edited to say, it is by Hinder, not Nickel back OoPs!)
GRRRRRRRRR.........

I get so annoyed by that song. Of song guy talking to his ex in another room and telling her he still loves her,...
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treblah:
i kinda just hate nickelback in general. but i feel you on the message in the song, i tend to read into songs alot too and sometimes the lyrical implications disgust me.

ps. is lyrical even a word???
weapon0:
I so fucking hate that song too. The local "rock" station plays it all the time. No wonder all I listen to is NPR and CDs. "Awww, what a sweet little song...about infidelity." It's bad enough that it's fucking wuss ass emo rock. I hate that shit. But, like you said it romanticizes cheating. Dude, if you love the girl on the phone so much, grow a pair and break up with your girlfriend so you can be with her. In fact, the song made me think of you since I know you hate cheaters so much.

I'm glad you are doing well and that you are so happy with anti_duff. You really deserve to have a good man that loves you. Good luck with the insurance jargon.
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And from the mountain you fall.

Today was definitely one of those slit my wrists now please days frown

Stress, stress, stress................. all day.

A headache from it all. Tears just brimming the eyes.

Everything with the boy is fine except the fact that one of his ex-friends cyberstalks me and I blew up about it last night.

Just all this other stuff going on.
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panthro:
your boy needs to end the cyber stalking right now! it's his ex-friend and you do not deserve the shit!

tis the season for stress, try not to let it get to you. just yesterday you were excited about all the wonderfull things in your life. try to focus on that when you get upset.
siamkittie:
oh poo babie...I'm so sorry.

I see you Thursday yes?

You know I'm generally in Larchmont...not too far from you.
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I am truly one of the most happiest, content girls at this point in my life.
Holy fuck.
How can things at times go so right?

The new job is so exciting, the bad part is just waiting to start it and hating my new job and resenting it. But it is okay, i will get through that.

The boy is amazing. And all my...
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monirose:
For me! for me!
the_deacon:
Sweet! Isn't it nice when things go well!!! Good for you! biggrin
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doxie:
I want an x-mas tree....
omega668:
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thank you !
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So I do rescend my "unconditional" Love comment. It does exist at times.

I was just anti_love for a moment.
Things had gotten fucked up for a moment, and I just went with it.

I still don't know my feelings on actual love. Time will tell.
But for now I am skeptical
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tilpacer:
Well... YAY! LOVE! biggrin

Have a great day! biggrin
lostjohny:
i hear ya'. i just need some power that tells me the other person feels the same way.
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Bond was a great movie.
However, I cried.

Why you ask? Because it was so sweet? Or because someone died?

No.

Because it reminded me that love is a fucking sham. And unconditional love impossible.
People only love themselves and few even do that.

I dont' know who made up love or how long ago, but I am convinced it does not exist. The only...
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alejandro74:
Sometimes the pursuit of Love can be a very long and complicated journey and when you least expect it, love smacks you upside the head. Stay true to yourself, know yourself and what your ambitions are, and someone might actually take notice. Believe in your own true expectations, not of others cast upon you, and you will find what you are looking for. Best of luck Guapa and move ahead with your head held high. Besos!
nc_guy:
My mind is blown after reading your current journal. But in such a good way.

So often I feel that I am alone in some of my own personal philsophies. I read your journals, and then I don't feel so alone.