a guy im dating is a freelancer who's working for MTV on a roadrules relaunch show (apparently its been off for a few years? I didnt know) a bunch of the "old school" cast members that you always see showed up at this bar. I was there for the drinks on Viacomm's tab...and to watch them. Hilarious...Shane the gay one was there, Veronica was there, some other chick who's dating another dude from the show (both of whom I recognized, either of which I knew) were there, some black guy showed up...and then the cast for the new season (a bunch of 18 year olds with inflated egos...) were also there. it was...something/
I truly enjoy my job. I like marketing, and I am loving the alcohol industry. And at this phase of my life I don't mind working until 11 pm at night. But then the other women (who are now divorced) are there and talking about their 2 year olds... Read More
You've got plenty of time to have kids. You've got a job you enjoy which is far from certain, so keep with it for the time being and just see what life brings. But you might change your mind about work when you meet the special someone and starting planning a family.
Don't worry, your not the only one becoming de-sensitized to the shit going on around us. If the general population of America actually cared and opened their eyes, we wouldn't have Bush as a president, and be in this stupid war that has now claimed 3000 American lives.
the bad car-ma is left over from october. it's all TTO's middle sister's fault. everyone at her birthday party had car issues in the following weeks- TTO's car got hit in a parking lot, his sister's car got CREAMED while she was at work (and not in the car!), her boyfriend hit a guard rail, and another one of her friends was rear ended! all in a matter of a week! i thought i was scot free until monday. oh well. hopefully that's the extent of it!
Doubt in men and insecurity
Eric and my anger towards him, and hate
Friends who turned out not to be friends
Financial issues
Self - destruction (at least part of it)
Jealousy of friends who have a life I want, or think I want
Selfishness
Things I shall take with me in 2007:
The self awareness I have found... Read More
Being a human being at times sucks.
Why do we seem to have so many issues and insecurities?
i never see the lions running around being all emotional because they have trust issues.
And I also can't help but wonder, is it because in this nation we are so lucky, thus instead of fretting about things like survival, food, shelter, we instead focus on all... Read More
If it's not good looking baggage, toss it out and get something better looking.
Ever tried a private journal or a letter to no one in particular? sometimes by listing out and writing about every thing bothering you in great detail it can help let it out and at the least it helps you get your thoughts in order for therapy. My parents had me in therapy a lot when i was younger, I found the best results were when I shared my mental state with myself. Am I angry? why? am i lashing out? why? do i feel tense? why? am I happy? why?
oh, in answer to your questions;
Because we are self-aware, it has advantages and disadvantages.
Yes, Sort of, to be without any of that i think would make us more likely to take offense at the smallest slight, but without a doubt, the ones usually getting crazy over the 'small' issues are the ones with to much time on their hands and without the bigger problems.
yes.
if only we were all like babies, they don't have grudges, they forgive rapidly.
Yup one of my babies is gone. And the worst part? They wouldn't let me keep it! I thought that was mean, I barely even got to see it. They said that it was infected and I couldn't bring it home. I was like it is a tooth man, do you think I am going to try to put... Read More
what a crock of poo! even if it was infected you can still bring it home. stupid dentists. and i wouldn't worry too much, i hear the tooth fairy has a clause in his contract that allows rewards even for teeth that are confiscated!
sleeping late and milkshakes. it don't get any better than that. unless of course there is sexy time in between!
I was feeling very lost.
Having left my family, and coming home - by choice - I entered the apartment and just felt that such a letdown that I couldn't figure it out.
I felt lost and empty. The gifts I had received seemed to mean nothing and I felt I had wasted Christmas and not felt anything.
Since most of the members of my family are ministers, we celebrate christmas before christmas (cause they all have to work). And today was our family party. After four hours of 12 adults and 8 children in the house I was wondering when they would leave, but they decided to spend another two hours....
i love it too
i am actually growing out my natural hair colour so i can ruin it agan with bleach and other fun chemicals
lol