So stressful this week, and no break from any facet of my life.
There must be something wrong with me. I assume that those who like you will support you. However, if one doesn't love you, they won't care about supporting you.
I just feel completely done. It is a scary feeling. I don't want to feel that way.
But I also can't always be...
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There must be something wrong with me. I assume that those who like you will support you. However, if one doesn't love you, they won't care about supporting you.
I just feel completely done. It is a scary feeling. I don't want to feel that way.
But I also can't always be...
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Raves
So we will start with all the wonderfulness currently in my life:
1. Motorcycle Rally on Sunday
My first time, and fucking awesome! I loved every second! It was to support the fight against domestic violence. It was escorted which meant they stopped traffic for us! All the way up the westside hwy, and including the GW Bridge!!! Plus, it was so exhiliarating to...
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tadzi:
re: for real? trust me, im not too cool to talk to anyone. especially not cute women.
Warning - Very gross story ahead!
The past week, my car has had a weird odor, and I was sad it wasn't the new car smell.
I was thinking there is nothing in here that would go bad, what is it?
Lo and behold today I found a cooler we had forget from Maine which was about two weeks ago, and in that the leftover...
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The past week, my car has had a weird odor, and I was sad it wasn't the new car smell.
I was thinking there is nothing in here that would go bad, what is it?
Lo and behold today I found a cooler we had forget from Maine which was about two weeks ago, and in that the leftover...
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jay_blank:
Dude, that is nasty! hahaha.....throw that shit out! You can never bleach out maggot ooze!
Missed you last night. How was the show? Did the Supersuckers play?
Missed you last night. How was the show? Did the Supersuckers play?
siamkittie:
eeewww....
I actually came out Friday night and you weren't there.
Let me know when you're free if you wanna meet up for drinks and/or dinner some day.
Miss you. xoxox
I actually came out Friday night and you weren't there.
Let me know when you're free if you wanna meet up for drinks and/or dinner some day.
Miss you. xoxox
I just watched Hairspray, it was so-so, but Zach Braff was so f'n hot. Damn, made me tingly in my girly parts. NOrmally I think he looks like a loser and never had an interest, but in the movie he was a f'n hottie. Damn, I would do him in that movie.
Thank you all for your vaca help! We actually have 4 b&bs we...
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Thank you all for your vaca help! We actually have 4 b&bs we...
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mydogfarted:
I can't watch the Hairspray remake. It's blasphemous. 
cinderola:
Zach Braff is in Hairspray???? Why didn't anyone tell me this?? *swoons*
I love Fall!!! It must be sad again! I had my first batch of acorn squash tonight.....so good!
Gah, so anti_duff and my second one-year anniversary is coming up - the first being the anniversary of the day we met, and the second of when we began our relationship.
I am trying to find a great place to go. And thought I found one and...
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Gah, so anti_duff and my second one-year anniversary is coming up - the first being the anniversary of the day we met, and the second of when we began our relationship.
I am trying to find a great place to go. And thought I found one and...
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vegemite:
Aruba!! Aruba is out of the urricane belt, but you can still get great deals right now since it's considered hurricane season. Risky, but worth it. Fun place, beautiful beaches and they only get hit with a hurricane like once every 50 years (coincidetally, the last time I was there
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Then tehy're always stuff pretty close by, or at least a quick flight
drive up to cape cod, nantucket, the vineyard, fishers island... or down the other way to Cape May
virginia beach
Sea Island, GA
Asheville, NC
Hilton head
Mrytle beach
Miami!!!!!!
Then tehy're always stuff pretty close by, or at least a quick flight
drive up to cape cod, nantucket, the vineyard, fishers island... or down the other way to Cape May
virginia beach
Sea Island, GA
Asheville, NC
Hilton head
Mrytle beach
Miami!!!!!!
thelibra:
I LOVE SQUASH! It's the one redeeming factor of losing summer.
Oh, and if you wanna go to Hilton Head, just say the word! I can hook you up with budgety stuff.
HHI is absolutely GORGEOUS this time of year.
Oh, and if you wanna go to Hilton Head, just say the word! I can hook you up with budgety stuff.
I love my gamecube.
Anti_duff thinks it is bad to play for a few hours. I say that it is relaxing and probably even endorphin creating because you like accomplish things.
Whatever. It makes me happy, thus, I shall do it.
I am getting back on to my weight watchers diet. It is hard to fight hte battle of the bulge. I also need to...
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Anti_duff thinks it is bad to play for a few hours. I say that it is relaxing and probably even endorphin creating because you like accomplish things.
Whatever. It makes me happy, thus, I shall do it.
I am getting back on to my weight watchers diet. It is hard to fight hte battle of the bulge. I also need to...
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thelibra:
know what would make you happy? coming to my birthday party. i'm making yummy ww-friendly food! 
pip:
I too love fall. As for video games, my only issue is with the gamecube and not with video games themselves.
I say screw dieting. Just watch what you eat without obsessing about it and get more active. People seem to do one without the other and it never works. The goal should be to reach a lifestyle (eating habits and activity level) that you are comfortable with and can maintain that lead to a stable (and preferably small) weight range that you can be yourself with.
I say screw dieting. Just watch what you eat without obsessing about it and get more active. People seem to do one without the other and it never works. The goal should be to reach a lifestyle (eating habits and activity level) that you are comfortable with and can maintain that lead to a stable (and preferably small) weight range that you can be yourself with.
Very strange weekend indeed.
But first let us rehash the final breaking point of my emotional week, when on Thursday, while intoxicated I went and got the stupidest fricking piercing ever. It was too big, in the wrong spot, and didn't match any of my other piercings. Granted it was only $15.
I also got annoyed when they said, "someone's been drinking." I wanted to...
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But first let us rehash the final breaking point of my emotional week, when on Thursday, while intoxicated I went and got the stupidest fricking piercing ever. It was too big, in the wrong spot, and didn't match any of my other piercings. Granted it was only $15.
I also got annoyed when they said, "someone's been drinking." I wanted to...
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illstabyou:
It could have been worse. Much worse. This guy I skate with had one of those nights once and woke up with a My Little Pony tattoo. Not kidding. 
illstabyou:
Its totally my emo hair. 
As a guilty pleasure I am watching Grease 2.
Which makes me wonder, when did life get hard?
Highschool was easy, you chilled, you hung, life seemed easy, you knew what you had to do, and how to get it.
Now, I know what I am supposed to "have", but don't know how you get there.
I only know about the bad boys, the parties...............
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Which makes me wonder, when did life get hard?
Highschool was easy, you chilled, you hung, life seemed easy, you knew what you had to do, and how to get it.
Now, I know what I am supposed to "have", but don't know how you get there.
I only know about the bad boys, the parties...............
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the_deacon:
Hmmm...when did life get hard? About the time we realized everything wasn't fun and not everyone was out to be nice! I hated High school! in college i was a loner and still am to an extent...My relationships have been rocky and I have the house and couldn't be happier...I have my dogs and they make me overjoyed..I have a job now for 14 years and it is hell...I am coming to that time as well where I just sort of don't know where I am or what I want...strange days!
Good luck with your direction of travel in life!
Good luck with your direction of travel in life!
pillboxhat:
I find the "normal" things (marriage, homes, etc.) you mention baffling as well, although it may not be a good sign that we're alike in that regard.
And why do guilty pleasures make us feel ashamed? I should be able to shout from the rooftops, "I actually like that one Phil Collins song!"
Maybe tomorrow.
And why do guilty pleasures make us feel ashamed? I should be able to shout from the rooftops, "I actually like that one Phil Collins song!"
Maybe tomorrow.
I want kitties now!!!!
Aggggg.....
I just wish I ahd something to cuddle and love. they are so cute, and I want them.
Still feeling lost, but trying to work through it.
I still watch Dr. Phil. And he said today life is not a sprint it is a marathon - I thought that was a good quote it made me happy. Made me try...
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Aggggg.....
I just wish I ahd something to cuddle and love. they are so cute, and I want them.
Still feeling lost, but trying to work through it.
I still watch Dr. Phil. And he said today life is not a sprint it is a marathon - I thought that was a good quote it made me happy. Made me try...
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vegemite:
I was getting dusty up on that shelf anyway
... and we have loads of kttens and cats at my shelter... one is cuter than the next... including a great big fluffy white and orange lap cat, who I love.
... and we have loads of kttens and cats at my shelter... one is cuter than the next... including a great big fluffy white and orange lap cat, who I love.
tos:
Just do what I did and adopt one hon...One look @ a poor cat through that cage and you'll instantly fall in-love!
I feel lost in myself.
I feel like I am empty.
I feel like I used to express and feel emotions and had strong convictions, wants, and beliefs. I feel like I used to always put me first, I feel I used to take great care of myself.
Now I feel shallow, empty, nothing, like not a lot there. The emotions seem to have changed...
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I feel like I am empty.
I feel like I used to express and feel emotions and had strong convictions, wants, and beliefs. I feel like I used to always put me first, I feel I used to take great care of myself.
Now I feel shallow, empty, nothing, like not a lot there. The emotions seem to have changed...
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jay_blank:
I'm right there with you, sister.....
tos:
- thanks for the words: I need 'em since I'm a friggin' mess
- IMO, you're far from empty. I think anyone who enjoys onion rings as much as we do can't possibly be empty
*huggerz*
- IMO, you're far from empty. I think anyone who enjoys onion rings as much as we do can't possibly be empty
*huggerz*
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the_deacon:
Maine...New ENgland...love it! Lobster and fish rule!
halfjack:
nice fish. also why can't you believe i'm moving there?
I was trying to wait until I had the new pictures from anti_duff, but I don't think that will be soon. Cause we leave for vaca today! Woot! Woot!
it will be fabulous!
And I put all my baked good's into the country fair yesterday. I will also update with how I placed.
I may write more later. I am exhausted this week for some...
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it will be fabulous!
And I put all my baked good's into the country fair yesterday. I will also update with how I placed.
I may write more later. I am exhausted this week for some...
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halfjack:
glad to hear you're doing so much better
akalucifer:
Thanks for the birthday wishes! You are coming Sat - right?
...you look so pretty in that shot pal
On the bright side the week is almost done!
Hope you have a good day!