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I have a love. smile

What a fabulous day yesterday. What a very nice weekend.
Parks
Frisbee
Chicken Marsala
Tom Collins
I am legend
Heart to hearts
Honesty
Reading on blankets
Seeing bad lakes that we will not visit
Cuddling


But today is all business.

Anti_duff got sent home because I am cleaning the fuck out of my house today.
I am going to get rid...
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sharona1881:
awww sounds like an absolutely lovely weekend hun... we missed you on friday *hugs* will i see you on the 7th?
sharona1881:
i will 100 percent be at bowling in brooklyn, but not sure about dotm.. if we can get a ride back, maybe
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bigpoppa99:
The ass juice wasnt bad it was kinda sweet. I think it was all the pbr's I had 6 buck shot and pbr specials. I think I had 7 of those
treblah:
yeah there's a lot of good people that can't make it this year frown
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Sometimes it seems life gets in the way. I feel like for the most part our relationship is strong and good. But the distance is just something that I don't know how to fix.

We are both established in our own areas. And we are both kinda stuck in our own areas and moving is just so difficult for both of us. And the commute...
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applejugs:
the receptionist in the planned parenthood who talked about her boyfriends balls junk smelling like pie.
treblah:
you're fantastic for even knowing what red dwarf it. for liking it? priceless kiss
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Dear SG,

Please, please go back to some old ways.

Please review the project thread on the boards and go back to chosing hot alt girls who you would be afraid to approach and who have really creative sets. You can see that almost all the pics that were chosen are old skool.

If I wanted playboy or hustler I would just get the magazine....
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lostjohny:
flacid is the word of the day....on multiple levels. :/
jay_blank:
I agree. Did you see that 100 page thread in the Hopefuls group? I rarely go in there because it's not a positive atmosphere; people usually tear each other down rather than help. But this thread was the worst. It reminded me of the scene in Carrie where all the girls were bullying her and throwing tampons at her. Really childish.

Sometimes I wonder why I'm still here.
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Well since I got home everything has been miserable. Yes my dear friends it is true. My college friends refuse to talk to me (I have to change this, I thought it was just my original email and didn't understand why everyone was upset, but I do now, and I understand now, I should have told them before how I felt), anti_duff has been sick...
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tiger_fodder:
I hate the post-vacation blues.

I hope you feel better soon! kiss
mydogfarted:
I hate coming back from vacation to drama.
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Whew.
Got home to a very, very sick anti_duff. When I say sick, I mean a cranky, sleeping, coughing, unable to swallow throat was so raw anti_duff.

I finally came home today. smile i was happy, until I saw the dead mouse - ew. God knows what happens, but he was dead on my carpet. Welcome Home.

Anyways, the beginning of my vaca (instead of making...
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gonzo77:
Fun fun, sorry about bothering you every month, its just a check in! smile


Seriously let's go see Cave at this Summer Thing!
seantastic:
Damn that looks like so much fun.
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Just a quick update. Waiting for the plane, with two hours to go - but it was worth it to get here early to get the exit row on this red eye flight!

A few things about my trip - which I will go into detail about later with pics, but not for a few days as I get back to east coast time.

Oregon...
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tos:
I'm w/ Jay when it comes to seeing pictures. I've never been to Portland, but I hear they have an EXTENSIVE collection of local brews waiting for my pallet to enjoy, so I may have to make plans to go out there sometime in the future. Did you manage to get in touch w/ any of the local regional SG groups. I find it cool as hell that before I go anywhere now, I PM whoever the group owner is of the local group and see if there's anything going on. If there is, I'd pop in and meet a slew of folks I've never met, but are instantly cool to me because we all have SG in common. I'll tell you: Fantastic the amount of networking and people you can meet up with because of this site. Fantastic I say...

...hope your space to curl up was kept warm for you while you were away... smile

Talk soon pal...
gonzo77:
what summer stage? will you ever friend add me? frown
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I just landed in Eugene, Oregon. And couldn't stop the huge smile from spreading across my face.

I am here. I am so excited to see this place. I worked so hard on the details of this trip!

Mom is stuck in Chicago, but will be here soon.

This is what makes it all worthwhile!
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sharona1881:
what are your plans for oregon?
weapon0:
Have fun on your vacation. smile
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So, things are better. I did need to hve a bit of a cry, but I got to sit next to my best work friend and I had a blast.

Plus this week from hell is over, it has been mentally and emotional exhausting.

But tomorrow begins my vaca! Woot Woot!

The nice thing about Phoenix was that with the dry weather my make up...
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gangstaswan:
Haha, glad you feel better.
9005900:
kiss
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I was trying to leave my last blog for a while on a positive note, but clearly I cannot.

What a day, what a fucking day. And where to begin.
I guess I will start with something new.
And I will talk to my one friend here who will probably get my head on straight.,
And by all means, let me know if you think...
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9005900:
Well, until your best friend calls, listen to me.

The PR bitch is a BITCH. She is intimidated by you, your emotions, your friendliness, and your intelligence. Fuck her and her leather briefcase! Her pussy probably smells like onions!

As far as your GFs, well it's their loss that you cannot join them and be part of the union. They won't forget you . Trust me on this.

Have an enjoyable vacation!!! Be happy my friend.

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gangstaswan:
There's a reason I didn't go into PR. They're all idiots!

You're doing the right thing by befriending the sales guys. You need to network. It's imperative in any industry.

As for the whole, "I'm not married and pregnant with five kids" bullshit, it's a good thing you aren't in that situation. You're not ready. Sure you could settle and find someone to marry you and knock you up, but who would you be in five years? A bitter woman with a kid. Next time your friend wants to show of her kid, ask for its papers. Kids are not little ponies you trot out to impress your friends. If they can't understand you want adult time, don't go. I know that's harsh, but if they really wanted you, your voice would be heard and they'd make an effort to realize, "Oh yeah, there's a world outside of having a family!"

*hugs* I know how hard all of this is. Call your boy, eat some ice cream, take a bath, do whatever relaxes you. As a good friend of mine is fond of saying, "This too shall pass."

Oh and next time the PR girl tries to cut you down, remind her there is such a thing as a hostile work environment. Don't take shit from nobody! Mess with the bull, baby, and ya get the horns!

Much love to my Tauri twin.
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So, today is my last day of my work part of the trip.
Tomorrow I met up with my mom and begin the vacation part!

Yesterday we had a work bonding event. We made bicycles for kids who parents are currently deployed overseas.

I was fine, until the kids came. Most kids had both parents deployed and were alone.
I lost it. I started bawling....
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art_prostitutes:
I feel you pain with children who have deployed parents. My man works in the Veterans Hospital and he is constantly coming home a weepy mess of emotion from soidiers, thier families and veterans.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)
The cute part is he trys to toughen up and get back in character before he walks in the door.

9005900:
Even at my age, I can't fight my emotions. I can bawl at a moment's notice - always have been. When one of sons starts telling me about his students (he's a Sp. Ed. teacher) and their problems at home, I can't hide my teary eyes. Some of his stories are heart wrenching. I don't know how he can manage a job like that, but he has that special heart.
Well, you'll have tons of fun tomorrow when you hook up with your mom! I know you'll have so much fun together!!
For you - kiss
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My apologies for my earlier rant.
I am not anti-kids.
I was just pissed because as you know all my girlfriends from college have given birth.
We were planning a get together.
It was just going to be all of us.
But then all of sudden one of them, the one whose kid is her only life now, was like let's bring all the babies!...
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9005900:
It's because I remember things about my own "girlfriends". You're on the very top of my lists, but you've known that for years, sweetpea.

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kiss

You know If I get to travel to NYC this summer, I insist that we hook uo for coffee, dinner or some party. Enough's enough!! We have to meet. That's final!!! Just find a nice location.

David his princess wife Estella. kiss
tos:
I'm not judging here @ all. If you don't want kids, just make sure you get your shot every 12 weeks until you hit menopause. I know more than one gal that's doing it and that's what works for them. Kids aren't for everyone...and not everyone is capable of the responsibility of being a parent. Do you realise the sacrifice it takes and what you have to give up? Oh man...not to mention baby-sitters, looking for good schools, trying to mold him/her into a better version of you, seeing them graduate high school, seeing them get their PhD down the line...then envision yourself on a cruise around the world w/ your kid footing the entire bill because they're making a load of money @ their job.

Yeah, it's not for everyone wink