I just did something amazingly gutsy, I think. I'm scared. And proud of myself. And scared. And excited. 
... wear your inside out...
I have an updating compulsion, I just can't help but have something more to say.
Up or down?
I pondered today... my dad's sneeze is loud and irrepresible - true and honest, not kept back at all; while my mom's is restrained...
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... wear your inside out...
I have an updating compulsion, I just can't help but have something more to say.
Up or down?
I pondered today... my dad's sneeze is loud and irrepresible - true and honest, not kept back at all; while my mom's is restrained...
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Dreaming of Mercy Street, wear your inside out...
Looking down on empty streets, all she can see
are the dreams all made solid, are the dreams made real.
All of the buildings, all of the cars
were once just a dream in somebody's head.
She pictures the broken glass, she pictures the steam.
She pictures a soul with no leak at the seam.
Nowhere in...
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Looking down on empty streets, all she can see
are the dreams all made solid, are the dreams made real.
All of the buildings, all of the cars
were once just a dream in somebody's head.
She pictures the broken glass, she pictures the steam.
She pictures a soul with no leak at the seam.
Nowhere in...
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obsidity:
You should be anime. You look like anime already!
That is a very high compliment BTW, at least in my book. I have been wishing I was anime for a long time...
That is a very high compliment BTW, at least in my book. I have been wishing I was anime for a long time...
fragile21:
You've got some kind of OCD with changing your profile pic, I swear!
But with that said I do like this one.
But with that said I do like this one.
AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
(And if you wanna be my friend, you have to talk to me first.)
(And if you wanna be my friend, you have to talk to me first.)
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djdigdoug:
I sense a little bit of frustration Kes, where's this coming from? It's ok, you're probably cute when you're frustrated. 
nic:
It was awesome.
Wow, I love the new SG stuff. Love it!
Strappleberry Juicy Fruit also rocks my socks.
Oh, and the HBO piece on SG made me giddy.
I can barely contain my excitement! Just when I think that Monday is getting SO close that I could just jump up and down... I have to go to work.
Strappleberry Juicy Fruit also rocks my socks.
Oh, and the HBO piece on SG made me giddy.
I can barely contain my excitement! Just when I think that Monday is getting SO close that I could just jump up and down... I have to go to work.
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djdigdoug:
I love your well-versed fantasy. And your bird is just gorgeous! My days at work aren't always so nice, read some of my archived journals and see. Shit! I have to work again tomorrow, somethign nasty is bound to happen, I can't have two good days in a row. I'm sore, I moved couches all day today. 
I don't have HBO, but I'm going to try to get my hands on a tape, or file if someone digitized it.
Talk to you Tuesday
I don't have HBO, but I'm going to try to get my hands on a tape, or file if someone digitized it.
Talk to you Tuesday
nic:
Because I'm proud of this and I don't want it to seem like a dirty secret, but i wasn't sure how he would react.
Whoa.
My plans for Monday (which I previously said needed to hurry up and get here) were ruined.
And then they miraculously fixed themselves.
It IS meant to be, after all!
I don't like having only $200 to my name. Hopefully I won't need food or clothing anytime soon. And the people that owe me money had better watch out. I get paid tomorrow, too,...
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My plans for Monday (which I previously said needed to hurry up and get here) were ruined.
And then they miraculously fixed themselves.
It IS meant to be, after all!
I don't like having only $200 to my name.
Hopefully I won't need food or clothing anytime soon. And the people that owe me money had better watch out. I get paid tomorrow, too,... Read More
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djdigdoug:
Money problems are always only temporary. 
pihka:
And what kind of a bird is that?
Hi.
I found the perfect gift!
Why is there no way to make time move faster? To skip around to certain parts? I don't really want to go backwards, but maybe someday I will.
But you look forward to things, and they take so long to come. It would only make the day better when it came, if thinking about it so much hadn't ruined...
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I found the perfect gift!
Why is there no way to make time move faster? To skip around to certain parts? I don't really want to go backwards, but maybe someday I will.
But you look forward to things, and they take so long to come. It would only make the day better when it came, if thinking about it so much hadn't ruined...
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fragile21:
I've found that if you get some alcohol and drink a lot of it then you move into the future. The only downside is that you never know how you got there and you can never go back.
jizzikah:
You can see my new profile pic? Cuz I sure as hell can't...
See, I just knew you guys would want a picture of Danny's late-night habits, and me all worktastic! And since my psychic powers told me this, I uploaded them both. Fancy that!
I had two days off in a row this past week. I had a WEEKEND! On Thursday and Friday, but I'm not complaining. My hours have been cut to prevent the store from...
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I had two days off in a row this past week. I had a WEEKEND! On Thursday and Friday, but I'm not complaining. My hours have been cut to prevent the store from...
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al:
Hey, will you make babies with me?
silencenoir:
So where's the pic of you and YOUR fav stuffed animal? hehe.
Perfect presents eh? is that even possible!
Nice new pics
Perfect presents eh? is that even possible!
Nice new pics
This Want of You
The want of you is like no other thing;
it smites my soul with sudden sickening;
it bends my being with a wreath of rue --
This want of you.
It flashes on me with the waking sun;
it creeps upon me when the day is done;
it hammers at my heart the long night through --
This want of you....
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The want of you is like no other thing;
it smites my soul with sudden sickening;
it bends my being with a wreath of rue --
This want of you.
It flashes on me with the waking sun;
it creeps upon me when the day is done;
it hammers at my heart the long night through --
This want of you....
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cherry:
What's your favourite type of Cake?
Cherry xox
Cherry xox
cherry:
Mmm vanilla with chocolate icing?
I'd have to say Lemon Cake or Vanillia with Toffee icing
Cherry xox
I'd have to say Lemon Cake or Vanillia with Toffee icing
Cherry xox
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fragile21:
You don't scare me!
kris7:
KESTREL
AGE: 18
HOME: Dallas, Texas
SPECIAL MOVES: Flame Fist, Lightning Kick, Thundercrush Knee Strike
AGE: 18
HOME: Dallas, Texas
SPECIAL MOVES: Flame Fist, Lightning Kick, Thundercrush Knee Strike
Okay, so the profile pic didn't last too long. I'm too damn picky. Anyone love the desktop I posted? Mmm.
Anyway, I'm feeling better. My great friends over at my journal site really helped me a lot. I wrote them a private entry about the biggest problem I was facing, and they all solved it for me. You guys did, too, you all told...
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Anyway, I'm feeling better. My great friends over at my journal site really helped me a lot. I wrote them a private entry about the biggest problem I was facing, and they all solved it for me. You guys did, too, you all told...
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fragile21:
You are too picky! Always changing your picture. :-P
Well, I don't know what your problem was but I'm glad it's been solved.
I'll talk to ya later!
Well, I don't know what your problem was but I'm glad it's been solved.
I'll talk to ya later!
jizzikah:
i couldn't find the statements, but it's on my online account. it shows that there was money deposited on sept. 3 and i had about two hundred dollars over what i needed for the check i wrote on sept. 4. i'm just giving up from my parents and seperating myself from them. i just can't deal with the stress and bullshit that they always put me through.
I got tired of the profile picture of my eyes. It got more comments than any I used before, but it was annoying me.
Much thanks to Jabberwocky and Ivy for already commenting on the new one, which makes me laugh.
I'm being devoured by the great gray beast November. And if anyone can tell me where I based that statement, I'll be amazingly impressed....
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Much thanks to Jabberwocky and Ivy for already commenting on the new one, which makes me laugh.
I'm being devoured by the great gray beast November. And if anyone can tell me where I based that statement, I'll be amazingly impressed....
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ivy:
Everyone always wants to have their word. Ignore them. You're unlikely to find happiness as a puppet.
phedre:
Are you serious?!?!?! You so rock! *hugs* I didn't expect anyone to get one, I was just bored and put a link *happy dance* Thank you. You have contributed to the Phdre rent fund, lol.
As to your journal, go with your instinct, fuck what everyone else thinks. Do what you think is best for you sweetie Maybe then November will start to look up.
As to your journal, go with your instinct, fuck what everyone else thinks. Do what you think is best for you sweetie
Maybe then November will start to look up.
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fragile21:
I like your new pic!
ivy:
Your hair is so fucking cool.
forget what i said yesterday. it doesn't even make sense to me today. i must have been sleepy from too much turkey.
gutsy, scary decisions and actions are empowering. i hope you feel that power and control over your own self. tell us sometime what it was, huh?