WHAT RED FLAGS?!?!??!! WHERE
fuck me, even though I feel like this may end in disaster i still fucking love him and want to be with him. which is really god damn irritating.
He came over and we arent breaking up, talked things through . But he seems very wary and scared of me
soooo something I'm ashamed to admit, I cut myself for the...
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fuck me, even though I feel like this may end in disaster i still fucking love him and want to be with him. which is really god damn irritating.
He came over and we arent breaking up, talked things through . But he seems very wary and scared of me
soooo something I'm ashamed to admit, I cut myself for the...
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i swear i didnt know it was possible to have this many panic attacks in 2 days 
fudge.
cant wait to go to work tomorrow and get hugs from my peeps
fudge.
cant wait to go to work tomorrow and get hugs from my peeps
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lilcali:
*Breath*..... I'm sure everything will work itself out. <33
leftyanasazi:
im right there with you. pass the ativan, please.
goal for the next days (my weekend) stay in bed and cry.
I can't believe how cold he is being, and that he can't even be bothered to talk to me.
I can't believe how cold he is being, and that he can't even be bothered to talk to me.
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kay:
Oh love.
dpgc44:
F his hater ass. Go hunting for new meat!
4.5 more hours of work then off to LA for 3 days . This will be the MOST time Cliff and I have gotten to spend together, about 3 weeks worth of our normal hours together in one weekend!! SO EXCITED ♥
meeting his best friend/business parter and wife, then brunch with my sister on sunday and back up to Sacramento. LOTS of driving.
then...
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meeting his best friend/business parter and wife, then brunch with my sister on sunday and back up to Sacramento. LOTS of driving.
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suispud1:
Have a ball
atlas_:
Nice!! Enjoy, dear!
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stcyr:
looks pretty rad to me.
lilcali:
I really like it.
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franie:
Sorry, I was distracted by the boobs! 
What did you say about poop and hay?
What did you say about poop and hay?
about to head out for another 7 hours of volunteer farm labor. My body is actually scared lol.
I will try not to get my ass kicked QUITE as hard this week considering last week I slept for 14 hours directly after and felt like I had been hit by a truck the entire next day!
Come on body, ADJUST!!
LETS GO HUG SOME RESCUE...
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I will try not to get my ass kicked QUITE as hard this week considering last week I slept for 14 hours directly after and felt like I had been hit by a truck the entire next day!
Come on body, ADJUST!!
LETS GO HUG SOME RESCUE...
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roadieshow:
Scoop that poop!
javabob:
Im liking Hug A Chicken
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leftyanasazi:
i think you look pretty classy.
artisticarmor:
Lookin' goooooooooood hun!!!
Cliff has the kids tonight, and his best friend is crashed out on the couch
HOWEVER,
I am sneaking over after work to find a closet or SOMEWHERE at his house to have sex .
ah young (hormonal) love
♥
he also snuck downtown so we could have lunch in the park today. I love how he's making an effort to see me on days...
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HOWEVER,
I am sneaking over after work to find a closet or SOMEWHERE at his house to have sex .
ah young (hormonal) love
♥
he also snuck downtown so we could have lunch in the park today. I love how he's making an effort to see me on days...
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atlas_:
*sigh* indeed. It sounds like both of you are making the effort in the areas where it counts. I wish you continued success!
lilcali:
He truly sounds like a keeper!! So sweet of him to let you know how special you are with the little things he does. Happy Closet Sex!! 
Blarg, my schedule is so frustrating some times
dating someone and seeing them only 10 hours a week when they live in the same damn town is not cool
hate.
dating someone and seeing them only 10 hours a week when they live in the same damn town is not cool
hate.
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_ant_:
Patience young one
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franie:
You look happy!
Laisser le bon temps rouler
Laisser le bon temps rouler
brokenone:
Only if the dog is cool... otherwise, it's just weird. Hahaha
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longlostsapper:
Wow that's a lot of chicks and cocks
leftyanasazi:
nice! i used to volunteer at PAWS the refuge for abused circus/zoo animals in Galt, it's so rewarding. you're awesome!
he says he doesn't want to get into another unhealthy relationship
Sorry, but if he can't cut his ex loose, he's the one with the relationship issues.
please seek help. our internet hugs aren't going to help you get a handle on this, and your therapist needs to know about the self-mutilation. you are overwhelmed and hurting yourself, and frightening someone you care about. please get help.