jeckyl

I really don't like apple pie.

You could bake me an apple pie every day for a year and I would never eat a single bite.

You could be the nicest person in the world.

You could be my Mother.

But I still wouldn't eat it.

Because I don't like apple pie.

Let's say I bought an apple pie to a dinner party I was...
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NEW SET NEW SET NEW SEEEEEET!!!!!!

I'm so fucking excited to share this set with all of you!

<3 <3 <3

Hello hello

This month I celebrated a decade of being a SuicideGirl. Isn't that WILD?!

I won't lie guys, I really wish I had more sets.

It's pretty shitty that the SG community in South Africa seems to have just died and I can't find a photographer to shoot a set with.

In any case, it's quite a milestone.

I'm also turning 30 next month...
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Hello hello!!

I'm so bad at keeping up to date, must be one of the symptoms of getting old.

I'm turning 30 this year and I'm DREADING it so much, you have no idea. I've been having literal nightmares over it, you guys.

It's scary.

Like, what excuse do I have for my shitty behavior other than being in my twenties?

None, that's how many....
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So I turned 29 on Monday (EEP) and it really gave me occasion to pause and think about what I want out of life.

The last two years I think I focused mainly on my addiction because it completely wrecked my life.

But now that I'm almost 2 years clean I'd like to start thinking of my future.

Things that are important to me. Things...
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It's been many many years since I was fully active on this site and, in that time, I've gotten a lot older.

So old, in fact, that my hair has turned grey..

I'm kidding, of course. I'm just obsessed with grey/silver hair at the moment.

Yáll already missed my red phase

I'm so over this pandemic though. It forced me to turn into a quarantine
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Four years is a damn long time to be away.

I don't know where I could possibly even begin catching you all up on my life, so I'm just gonna give the highlights.

Basically the reason I disappeared for so long is because I sank into drug addiction. That and stripping/prostitution. It's a slippery slope really when you think you have it all. One day...
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Don't forget to cover your mouth and nose everyone!! ;)

Suppose now's a good time to get active on the site again.

We've been in lockdown for almost 3 months now. Absolute country-wide lockdown.

We're not allowed to leave our houses unless we're going to the shops to buy food or we work in essential services, in which case you need a permit.

The police
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So much has happened since I was last active on the site, I feel like I have so much to catch up on!

Three years went by so quickly, I don’t even know where to start…

I think I’ll do a proper catch up blog in due time but for now all I wanted to say is that I’ve really missed my SG family and...
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In October, I will be celebrating 5 years as a SuicideGirl. This is a pretty huge deal to a girl who dreamed of this honour for years.

But it's also scary.

The older I get, the more I feel like I'm too old to be here.

The site has changed, the girls have changed and I feel like a fish out of water.

Competition is...
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