slept about 24 hours. that was nice.
feeling better. not as wound-up. crazy. losing it. heh.
hmmm. well, today i'm getting started on that commision illustration gig. i need to have all of it done by... (wait for it) ...this saturday. um, yeah. sure, i draw real good, and real fast, but it's a stretch even for me. i could get into how...
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feeling better. not as wound-up. crazy. losing it. heh.
hmmm. well, today i'm getting started on that commision illustration gig. i need to have all of it done by... (wait for it) ...this saturday. um, yeah. sure, i draw real good, and real fast, but it's a stretch even for me. i could get into how...
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pumpkineater:
i've been having some strange dreams lately too. i wonder what they mean.
argentumblack:
i got all done cept mix cd's for friends and my new cd's in the mail 
nothing to say.
hell. that's not true.
but it's easier than true, and that's what i go for these days. and i feel nothing but awful. like a waste of hide. with the rot catching up, coming to the surface.
i've been here for over an hour. writing. and erasing. and over and over.
there's nothing i can say to do justice to this.
hell. that's not true.
but it's easier than true, and that's what i go for these days. and i feel nothing but awful. like a waste of hide. with the rot catching up, coming to the surface.
i've been here for over an hour. writing. and erasing. and over and over.
there's nothing i can say to do justice to this.
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argentumblack:
oh well...there is always next post.
whereigrow:
Hey, glad you're back. I wanna come visit sometime when you won't be swamped at work...or it's not 4AM....Maybe your work isn't such a good spot. Let me know what's up 
i promise, soon, that i'll be much better about responding to comments. and making meaningful journal entries. and other stuff, too. but, not today. laziness becomes me.
left work early last night. it was slow, and i'm not back into my bartending groove yet, after being off for two weekends in a row. my feet and legs are killing me. i'll get used to it...
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left work early last night. it was slow, and i'm not back into my bartending groove yet, after being off for two weekends in a row. my feet and legs are killing me. i'll get used to it...
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the_squishy:
Yeah i had a good new years. I got drunk for the first time. 
as for resolutions i am supposed to be eating healthier but that hasnt happened yet ahaha. Sounds like you're hella busy so I'll keep this short. laters
as for resolutions i am supposed to be eating healthier but that hasnt happened yet ahaha. Sounds like you're hella busy so I'll keep this short. laters
argentumblack:
Watch this and the key word is bathtub. That is where I wanted to be.
But alas family gatherings had to be attended.
But alas family gatherings had to be attended.
mmm.
yeah, i'm still alive.
this is my first update in quite a while, and i don't have a lot of time in front of the computer. so. thank you everyone for commenting, the happy wishes, for giving half a shit that i exist, etc. you all rock. hard. i mean it. much love.
i'm still in somerset, so it goes without saying that there's...
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yeah, i'm still alive.
this is my first update in quite a while, and i don't have a lot of time in front of the computer. so. thank you everyone for commenting, the happy wishes, for giving half a shit that i exist, etc. you all rock. hard. i mean it. much love.
i'm still in somerset, so it goes without saying that there's...
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melvina:
i will duct tape her to a rocking chair in the jules room and she will not return. MU HA HA.
gosifer:
hopefully i will make it to nola in a weekend or two and we'll get to actually hang out. have a safe trip back.
well, tonight's the last shift of 2004. forgive me if i'm not inclined to do a "snake and jake's '04: a look back" type summary of this year's bartending hits and misses, bloopers, tragedies, hilarities, etc. it would take way too long, and require way too much thought.
so. i leave monday morning to fly back home to Kentucky. tomorrow night will probably consist of...
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so. i leave monday morning to fly back home to Kentucky. tomorrow night will probably consist of...
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oracle:
happy new year pretty lady
pumpkineater:
happy new year
i was talking to mel just now. and i'm super stressed, because, like i told her. nothing, and i mean nothing, has fucking happened to me for months. and then this month, which is a bad month anyway, because. because it is. it was before, and now. the 22nd. is coming up. fast. and it feels like ten years, but it's only been one.
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melvina:
you feel like puking too?
wow.
we're.
twinkies.
wow.
we're.
twinkies.
uncognitive:
Awww, thanks.
Remind me to babble semi-coherently in journal form more often, then.
I don't know when you're off to the land of less stress and no internet, but if I don't talk to you before then, have fun, get some sleep, etc.
Remind me to babble semi-coherently in journal form more often, then.
I don't know when you're off to the land of less stress and no internet, but if I don't talk to you before then, have fun, get some sleep, etc.
uhg. ever start to write, and realize you're really angry about something that you hadn't noticed you were so upset by before? and that you're so angry and so upset on so many different levels, that you can't even think straight enough to explain what it is you're mad about, and why?
little things have been catching me by suprise like this. when i try...
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little things have been catching me by suprise like this. when i try...
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ondyne:
It's funny I was thinking the same thing recently. I've had somethings happen this past week that I need to converse about to someone face to face, but the closest I can get is talking to my girl who Selket for hours on end on the phone. The worst part is, I know I won't find that kind of friend here in BR. If we lived just a teeny bit closer we could vent/converse together.
melvina:
i promise to move soon. cause. your journal entry. yeah. me too. fuck.
o.k.
just woke up. going to the coffeeshop because i'm out of coffee here. need to make a vet appointment to make sure the ponch is o.k. to fly. and then they can give him his little doggie passport, and then we can leave this wretched place. not that where i'm headed is grand. but. my family's there. and goddamn it all, i am so...
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just woke up. going to the coffeeshop because i'm out of coffee here. need to make a vet appointment to make sure the ponch is o.k. to fly. and then they can give him his little doggie passport, and then we can leave this wretched place. not that where i'm headed is grand. but. my family's there. and goddamn it all, i am so...
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st_expedite:
Naw, it probably wasn't him. Like I said, that just means double douchebags.
Thanks for answering my question!
Thanks for answering my question!
sydni:
I'm still jealous (kind of) of james bond. that guy had the cool gadgets, the swagger, the moves, and the women. Seems pretty glamorous to me...and I especially want all the whorish action, but more romantic and sexy like....yeah baby, yeah!
watching this "earthsea" thing on sci-fi. it's pretty dumb. want to go take a long walk, but i know rhys would be mad if he woke up and i was gone. i just want to have some cold quiet. dreaming quiet. be out of range. unknown. off in the dark somewhere. disappeared.
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yuriel:
i just watched it....
seemed ok... better than the other stuff on tv
haha
seemed ok... better than the other stuff on tv
haha
argentumblack:
you should come here....it cold and quiet.
"Someone's got it in for me, they're planting stories in the press
Whoever it is I wish they'd cut it out but when they will I can only guess.
They say I shot a man named Gray and took his wife to Italy,
She inherited a million bucks and when she died it came to me.
I can't help it if I'm lucky.
People see...
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Whoever it is I wish they'd cut it out but when they will I can only guess.
They say I shot a man named Gray and took his wife to Italy,
She inherited a million bucks and when she died it came to me.
I can't help it if I'm lucky.
People see...
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sydni:
I like that. did you write it?
hmmm. updating before coffee = not the best idea. i'm going to go make a pot, then i'll come back and put my brain to this.
uncognitive:
Well, why shouldn't I comment on the pre-caffiene temporary journal update?
the following is proof that i don't get paid enough.
uncool people who came into the bar last night:
1. two teenagers with sunken faces and dingy kurt cobain hair, dressed like the kind of kids who hang out at the mall making a big effort to look weird, with rats on their shoulders. yes, rats. pet ones, i assume. unfortunately they spoke to no...
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uncool people who came into the bar last night:
1. two teenagers with sunken faces and dingy kurt cobain hair, dressed like the kind of kids who hang out at the mall making a big effort to look weird, with rats on their shoulders. yes, rats. pet ones, i assume. unfortunately they spoke to no...
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uncognitive:
Oh man, you're so wrong about that whole me not being mind-numbingly annoying thing. If you're ever north of the Mason/Dixon line I'll be sure and prove that to you.
And did I ever tell you about the time I fooled around with two women? Dude, there's nothing sweeter than disappointing two naked chicks at the same time!
And did I ever tell you about the time I fooled around with two women? Dude, there's nothing sweeter than disappointing two naked chicks at the same time!
ondyne:
Just don't go into the corporate world, it sux compared to the "fun" of the bar scene. It's been on my mind to go back, I just wish they offered paid vacations!