hemightbegiant

Nothing going on this week with work due to that freak snow storm, so I am getting paid to sit at home today and do the online hunting course (something I was going to do in my "spare time" anyway.)
So I will be able to get my hunting license.

Fuck yeah!

-Me

About a month ago I came up with a t-shirt idea...and now I think I am going to draw it up and put it on Zazzle.

No spoilers. You'll see it when it comes out.

Hoping it sells. I might come up with some more shirt ideas if this one works.

-Me

Being a responsible adult sucks. I just sold my Glock so I could pay bills until I get my paycheck from my job...

I liked that gun.

Growing up sucks.

-Me

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So I posted this on my Facebook as well, and this dude I have known since 7th grade, who used to be a good friend but then decided he didn't want to be...
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Feeling extra useless today.

Christine was talking about how she wants to be a stay at home mom, take care of the house, kids, cat etc...

and I can't even pay MY bills...let alone our bills combined.

I love her...but at this point, I almost feel like she deserves better than me...
someone who can actually give her the things she wants and needs.

I...
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SG is trying to auto-renew for the year and I don't have the money...
It won't let me go back down to the lowest per month...so unless someone wants to spot me for a year and I will pay them back when I started getting paid...I might be gone for a while.

-Me

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Drove 215 miles today...and collected a head from a roak killed...
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I'm going to start looking for a new job.

Reasons:
First, they didn't tell me about the waiting to be paid.
Second: No one in the office is retiring for another 11 years at least. That means no full-time permanent positions until then...and I am NOT working seasonally for 11 years. Not to mention, even if a job opened up...I don't have the degree they...
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Well that was a giant waste of time and a day off.
Went to that "wedding reception" and talked to Mike and Zephyer for a whopping 10 minutes total. Sat there for 2.5 hours waiting to eat...freezing because it was outside under a tent...knew no one but Mike, Zeph and Mike's dad...

Basically...it was being invited to a family event...where I didn't know any of...
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Today I get to go to the "wedding" (they are already married, but are repeating the ceremony for HIS family in CT since they got married in CO) of a former best friend and ex-girlfriend of mine. This is the one who was stolen from me by him something like 6 years ago.
Don't really want to go, but I told him I would...whatever.

Then...
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Day off because they have NOTHING for me to do at work today.
So...I will go to Grandma's later to mow.
I will make almost as much as I would at work mowing her lawn, and she will pay me today so I will have a little extra now...when I need it.

This waiting 6 weeks for my first check thing is bullshit. I am...
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I've been tuning out my negative thoughts about this job lately...but they are starting to compound.

1: By the time my grandfather was my age, he had 4 kids and had built a house by hand. Here I am...doing the work of a college intern...at age 30.
2: I was told I wouldn't have to drive out to N. Franklin more than once a week....
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Drove out to Katonah, NY today to find out the guy didn't have any deer heads for me. Ugh.
From now on I call him on Mondays for Tuesday pick ups. Now I am at home, calling Dep. of Transportation lots to see if they will save road kill for me. (Oh goody).
We need a certain amount of samples from certain zones...aka the Western...
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We're down to four cats!
Malcolm, one of Christine's cats...just wasn't working out. He hated all the other cats, and they kicked his ass on a regular basis. Because of this, he was really nervous which caused him to puke and piss on the $300 couch...and my bed a few times (which almost lead to his death. No not really...I would never kill a cat...
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