"She'll come back to me"
Last night I said to her
I didn't want to live inside a lie.
If she wants him
More than she wants me,
Let this be.
She'll come back to me.
She'll come back to me.
She'll come back.
All day I wait and wait
To hear her footsteps on my walkway.
She never came.
She never even called.
She'll...
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Last night I said to her
I didn't want to live inside a lie.
If she wants him
More than she wants me,
Let this be.
She'll come back to me.
She'll come back to me.
She'll come back.
All day I wait and wait
To hear her footsteps on my walkway.
She never came.
She never even called.
She'll...
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I'm not sure what is going on in my mind.
I mean, whenever I think about the shit that happened...I get that "sick to my stomach" feeling...and the sinking feeling in my chest...
but when I don't think about it, I am fine.
I've been doing my best not to think about her...at all...
but every once in a while something will remind me, and...
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I mean, whenever I think about the shit that happened...I get that "sick to my stomach" feeling...and the sinking feeling in my chest...
but when I don't think about it, I am fine.
I've been doing my best not to think about her...at all...
but every once in a while something will remind me, and...
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Zephyer called me today because "she hadn't talked to me in a while..."
Yeah, there is a reason for that.
Because talking to her hurts.
Anyway, we were talking about Mike, and she is worried, saying he better come back alive.
So I laid her fears to rest. See, he has to come back alive.
The reasoning behind it? Life loves to spite me.
The...
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Yeah, there is a reason for that.
Because talking to her hurts.
Anyway, we were talking about Mike, and she is worried, saying he better come back alive.
So I laid her fears to rest. See, he has to come back alive.
The reasoning behind it? Life loves to spite me.
The...
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Well, I slept until 6pm today. My mom called andasked if I wanted to go to my uncle's...and I did, but I had to sleep, since my job sucks and I have to work all night.
Went and saw fireworks with Mindy, Erin, Nate and Jen.
I had a fun time...
I am just getting used to being the 3rd, 5th, 7th etc wheel again....
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Went and saw fireworks with Mindy, Erin, Nate and Jen.
I had a fun time...
I am just getting used to being the 3rd, 5th, 7th etc wheel again....
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I can only write this here, since I have to maintain my facade to all my friends, and the one person on this site that I know in person will keep my secret...
I am not ok with the Mike-Zephyer situation.
I hate being single.
I was FINALLY getting comfortable, after a year and a half...
I started remembering all the stuff I had forgotten,...
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I am not ok with the Mike-Zephyer situation.
I hate being single.
I was FINALLY getting comfortable, after a year and a half...
I started remembering all the stuff I had forgotten,...
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tarragon:
I spent most of the weekend trying not to cry because I'm no longer speaking to someone I cared deeply about.
It sucks and try as I might to forget it I cant. I'm going to be hurting for a long time but I know I'll get over it eventually, if only to spite them.
It sucks and try as I might to forget it I cant. I'm going to be hurting for a long time but I know I'll get over it eventually, if only to spite them.
For some reason I have had an urge to listen to a lot of country lately.
Weird.
This weeked was fun. I went to Mike's b-day party at him mom's house, got drunk and hit on his really cute cousin shamelessly, in front of her boyfriend.
It was funny.
Do me a favor. If you have a boyfriend or girlfriend...
next time you see them,...
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Weird.
This weeked was fun. I went to Mike's b-day party at him mom's house, got drunk and hit on his really cute cousin shamelessly, in front of her boyfriend.
It was funny.
Do me a favor. If you have a boyfriend or girlfriend...
next time you see them,...
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tarragon:
Last time I made love it was the last time I saw them. 
His loss.
His loss.
I don't know if this is mature, or stupid...
After thinking about it, and talking to people, I have decided to remain friends with both Mike and Zephyer.
Yes, the situation is fucked up. It was wrong of both of them to do what they did.
But mistakes happen every day. Hearts are broken, and friendships lost.
I value the friends that have been around...
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After thinking about it, and talking to people, I have decided to remain friends with both Mike and Zephyer.
Yes, the situation is fucked up. It was wrong of both of them to do what they did.
But mistakes happen every day. Hearts are broken, and friendships lost.
I value the friends that have been around...
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geekgurl:
I'd pick mature. 
I wanted to thank everyone who replied with nice comments. You guys are awesome.
My mom called me last night to see if I was ok. I was like "yeah, I'm fine"
She was like "I just know you...when you get depressed you tend to hurt yourself..."
If she was talking about cutting and all that shit, I haven't done that in about a year......
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My mom called me last night to see if I was ok. I was like "yeah, I'm fine"
She was like "I just know you...when you get depressed you tend to hurt yourself..."
If she was talking about cutting and all that shit, I haven't done that in about a year......
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Well, I went to the gym and used my anger to kill my arms and shoulders.
Came home and went to bed...
realized the spot next to me was empty again and cried myself to sleep.
Must've been a site to see...
a 300 lb man curled in a ball sobbing like a little girl.
You can laugh if you want, I don't mind...
I...
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Came home and went to bed...
realized the spot next to me was empty again and cried myself to sleep.
Must've been a site to see...
a 300 lb man curled in a ball sobbing like a little girl.
You can laugh if you want, I don't mind...
I...
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unique3:
damn. sorry about that...
n8tvegrl:
Wow... heavy stuff. I know how it all seems to fall apart at the same time but my theory is that if it didn't we'd have a pretty consistent shitflow in our lives. At least this way the floor falls out beneath our feet and then we have time to rebuild and recover.
Just remember that this too shall pass and that when a door closes another one opens. So be prepared for what could be in store for you.
Welcome to our group btw... we've got a pretty great group of people in there. We bicker about stuff sometimes but we all love eachother.
Just remember that this too shall pass and that when a door closes another one opens. So be prepared for what could be in store for you.
Welcome to our group btw... we've got a pretty great group of people in there. We bicker about stuff sometimes but we all love eachother.
So I am single now due to my girlfriend being in love with one of my best friends.
Hey Jenna...you were right...
-KOS
Hey Jenna...you were right...
-KOS
juliette:
i'm so sorry you have to go through that.
i'm so sorry you have to go through that.
margot_dent:
Man...I'm sorry.
I've been thinking about how I hate change...
and I started thinking about that moth.
It undergoes one of the most awesome changes ever.
It changes from a weak, squishy caterpillar...
into a majestic beautiful creature.
Why am I so afraid of change? Change is good.
Apparently the new General Manager starts tomorrow at the Inn.
That news baffled the shit out of me...
A...
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and I started thinking about that moth.
It undergoes one of the most awesome changes ever.
It changes from a weak, squishy caterpillar...
into a majestic beautiful creature.
Why am I so afraid of change? Change is good.
Apparently the new General Manager starts tomorrow at the Inn.
That news baffled the shit out of me...
A...
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So i went to the gym today. Sore from working out, I biked home and passed out. Mike woke me up and dragged me out to go swimming in Winsted. We get there, walk a mile to the swimming place and as soon as we get there, the recreational area closes. AHHHH!
So we walk back, up a big fucking hill.
Fun really...
There's a...
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So we walk back, up a big fucking hill.
Fun really...
There's a...
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gogo:
yay that was my purpose
anitalife:
Welcome to First Nations! Always nice to have some more Cherokee; we kind of get teased by other tribes a lot, but it's all in good fun, at least with the group here. 
Check out the tribe's web page; that's a great place to start for learning more about culture, geneology, etc.
Check out the tribe's web page; that's a great place to start for learning more about culture, geneology, etc.