God, today has been delirious. I'm still sick, it's been crazy busy at work, and my shoulder and hip hurt like a bitch from sleeping in that man's super-extra-soft bed. Why is it that all the men I sleep with have crappy mattresses? I mean, goddamn. Ouch. It's okay though. He made up for the crappy mattress by text messaging me a dirty limerick he... Read More
I'm so tired of being sick. I've had varying degrees of nausea ever since Friday night. About the only thing that seems to cure it is sleeping, having sex, or eating. Even during those times it's still there, just in the background. I'm not about to puke and I'm not having toilet issues, and I know I'm not pregnant. I just have a continuous stomach... Read More
if you drink enough beer you can blame that, blaming beer is always a good thing. I think beer even likes being blamed. when you drink enough beer to blame it you can hear the beer saying blame me blame me.
Beer help eh? I dunno, I've gotten into arguements with coworkers over this before. They seem to think alcohol kills germs, so it should help them feel better, while I think alcohol thins your blood and makes your immune system spread out too much to help.
Twinkie is right... the stellajournal experience would be spastic and amazing in video form.
Twinkie is ALWAYS right. Well...I REALLY truly hope to be able to obtain a video camera borrowed from someone or something to tape the demolition...I feel like this is part of my area I should be historical-izing.
Have you ever come to the point where you know there are too many people reading your journal to actually talk about any of the events in your life without disguising half it to please your readers?
I can't talk too much about the breakup or my new single life because Ray's reading this. And I... Read More
Lunch is hard unless I take off work - or if you volunteer at the convent you can have lunch with me there.. (j/k - i know how you feel about convents and I wouldn't encourage anyone to come visit me at work in the mudfest that it is this time of year)
ooo... my semester refund check is listed online with the date of 1/14/06! That means it's in the mail. Maybe even in my mailbox RIGHT NOW.
Ray emailed me today. We chatted a bit back and forth, and he wants to hang out this weekend to watch Serenity. That's not really what I want to do with my Friday. Maybe some other time.
ANthropology? Pretty cool stuff - now the BIG question - what to do with it?
Yea, my first goal was to leave college with the Bachelors. Wish I had done it all right the first time around, would have made life a bit different, I think.
FUCKING HOT NEW PICTURE!!!!!! I'm glad mine got fired, good. Btw I threw you in some thread last week "cute girls are yummy." I had no idea I only have about 5 females on my friendly list (SGs not included), strange dammit.
Today feels better. I dunno... I just feel kind of numb to it. As much crying as I did on Sunday, I don't really feel that sad anymore. I think it's because I'm just not letting myself think about it. I'm still not even thinking like a single girl, either, though. Occasionally it will occur to me, that hey, if I wanted I could go... Read More
Sex Dwarf is a monthly all new wave dance night at Fluid. This will be the first time I'm going, but a bunch of my friends go all the time and swear by it. It's only 5 dollars from 10 to 11 (i think. i'm fuzzy on the time. i can verify.)
He said "taking a break" wouldn't work. It's all or nothing. Honestly, it's better that way. Things were not good anymore and they weren't likely to get better anytime soon. He's not happy and I'm not happy. Too much resentment going on. I told him I'm sure. Yes, I want to break up. It's time.
~cheers