what am I doing here?

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I ended this relationship last year and now you have me here again. Who's paying? Not I that's for sure. Fuckers!

Monday Jan 07, 2013

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three years in and done
seems to be the right thing.
When it ends, no matter how, the feeling is not of remorse or sadness, but a sense of right, or as Pierre said: "Just", it is that.
she is sad, but shortly that will pass, when that sense of just comes about.
the fog of me will lift from her and clearly will her...
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Tuesday Feb 07, 2012

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work work work work... fucking deadlines
work work work work... fucking deadlines
work work work work... fucking deadlines
work work work work... fucking deadlines
work work work work... fucking deadlines
work work work work... fucking deadlines
work work work work... fucking deadlines
work work work work... fucking deadlines

one week
then three weeks
then 5 weeks
then 9 weeks
then fuck it all, done or...
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dyselic:

You have my Sympathies, Hope you have a good week! :o)

Sunday Dec 18, 2011

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i dunno
i ate something
but i do know if something caused a spark to happen, the apartment would blowup
eeek

Wednesday Nov 02, 2011

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instead of reading i am looking at apartment for rent ads
ugh!

whatever

Monday Oct 31, 2011

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It is like living with someone else, someone that you are not getting on with very well. Something I unfortunately know rather to well. In trying to do something, in this case, read, with the necessary quiet, to be able to absorb the challenging thoughts, that need so much concentration to do so, with every sound emitted from them, causing a break in concentration and...
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Sunday Oct 30, 2011

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so there was a lack of booze around here primarly because i fogot, so silly. i do have rum though and bought coke and had a rum and coke and holy fuck, talk about bee lining to my brain. the rum that is. now i cannot read and i seem tohave to correct every fucking word i type. sheesh
there is something interesting that happens...
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Friday Oct 28, 2011

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biggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrin

Monday Oct 24, 2011

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interesting weekend. spent Saturday wondering what Saturday night was going to be about, wasn't sure if it was just going to be closure or closure and openings, i guess it was both.
interesting how spending the evening exposing and expressing one's heart can lead to other forms of expression
and how on Sunday, the day is all about processing that, and flying down...
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Wednesday Oct 19, 2011

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Friday Oct 14, 2011

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so really i need to be finishing up this bibliography that is due Monday. and what am i doing? looking at naked ladies, whacking off, buying stereo equipment (not all at the same time) and sipping vodka.
nice life, would be nicer if these fucking deadlines were not around, did i ever mention how i hate school? man i want it to be done