Suddenly it seems so clear
Rejecting what you can't have
Light a candle, smoke and pray
All good sins will find you one day
Now another month is gone
Soon it will be a year
Go to bed and say out loud
"Is it over? Where it's all gone wrong?"
Nothing says fun quite like having a hangover by 11:30. Drinking was successful. At least...
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Rejecting what you can't have
Light a candle, smoke and pray
All good sins will find you one day
Now another month is gone
Soon it will be a year
Go to bed and say out loud
"Is it over? Where it's all gone wrong?"
Nothing says fun quite like having a hangover by 11:30. Drinking was successful. At least...
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I've done a half-assed job of cleaning my room and done a load of laundry. And it's not even noon yet. That's how bored I am today. I have a few errands to run later but I'm putting them off because it's cold outside.
I'm at a bit of an impasse. I'm longing for socialization and affection but I'm also feeling the desire to once...
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I'm at a bit of an impasse. I'm longing for socialization and affection but I'm also feeling the desire to once...
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mistersatan:
Well, that journal was really targeted at all the lazy pricks that somehow have a significant other for this stupid-ass holiday. So your eating of bar fries is totally understandable. Unless they were crappy fries, that's just downright shitty.
mistersatan:
Well, that's something, at least.
I'm watching Firefly and playing WoW with glass_cat and pearlygirl. That's how exciting I am.
It seems like its' time to take a break from people. Or maybe to give people a break from me. I think I'm dragging the mood down. I'll be hiding in my room if you need me.
Might as well start my drinking days now
If I'm really alone...
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It seems like its' time to take a break from people. Or maybe to give people a break from me. I think I'm dragging the mood down. I'll be hiding in my room if you need me.
Might as well start my drinking days now
If I'm really alone...
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kestrel:
If it makes you feel any better... for all my sobriety, I still have a busted kidney. No one's a winner.
mk700c:
and I've never heard someone say that before!
I think I give the false impression that I'm really angry and bitter about Valentine's Day. This is not the case. I'm this angry and bitter most of the time. This is just one of the few times where I'm not the only one bitching and drinking myself stupid so it seems special.
With that said I'm going to go pour myself a drink and...
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With that said I'm going to go pour myself a drink and...
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auralpleasure:
I suppose the trick to seeing happy you is to see you out of your natural environment.
tilpacer:
Hey, there are worse positions you could be in... like jail.... Now that is romance there.... 
Have a great day!
Have a great day!
The meeting went well. They actually seem interested in my creative input. I actually get to have a say in the design of a show. Excitement.
carla and mr_dave came over and carla made Tasty Fishes. Yes. So good it requires capitalization. Dave sat and looked pretty.
This week seems like it will be full of alcohol, angst and crippling boredom. What a miserable combination....
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carla and mr_dave came over and carla made Tasty Fishes. Yes. So good it requires capitalization. Dave sat and looked pretty.
This week seems like it will be full of alcohol, angst and crippling boredom. What a miserable combination....
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chazstrummer:
Probably better than angst and boredom without alcohol. 
Good to hear that the meeting went well.
Good to hear that the meeting went well.
judypatricia:
Thank you, you sexy fuck.
Every part of me hurts right now and I can not figure out why.
Today is my last regular day at my crappy job. I have inventory on Sunday but this is the last day I actually have to face customers and put stupid shit away. I'm kind of excited. On the other hand I really don't want to go in as I'm fairly certain...
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Today is my last regular day at my crappy job. I have inventory on Sunday but this is the last day I actually have to face customers and put stupid shit away. I'm kind of excited. On the other hand I really don't want to go in as I'm fairly certain...
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hearse83:
I think I'm going to the RV show after that.
and yes, i totally love the RV show
I'm an RV nerd.
and yes, i totally love the RV show
I'm an RV nerd.
aya:
Fuck, no kidding.
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mc_dove:
i just got to check out that link you sent me and HOLY SHIT, i'm way too excited for that movie.
redmess:
so you didn't know of my clairvoyant tendencies?
I'm meeting with the director of Antony and Cleopatra at the Walterdale on Friday. I may be the new props designer for the show. It's not going to pay me (of course... sigh) but it'll be fun and look good on my resume. So... whee.
That's where the good news ends. My brain is leaping between boredom induced inactivity and boredom induced over-thought. I can't...
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That's where the good news ends. My brain is leaping between boredom induced inactivity and boredom induced over-thought. I can't...
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samling:
OR...66% chance of being a cat lady.
!!
!!
samling:
you obviously haven't looked at my fishie face in my pics folder.
The video was only posted to cover up the really shitty entry I had posted earlier. And I really like the song. But the video is god damned depressing.
carla makes fantastic curry.
I wish I didn't worry about things so much. I wish distractions actually worked. I can watch TV until my head goes fuzzy or drink until I can't stand but it never...
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carla makes fantastic curry.
I wish I didn't worry about things so much. I wish distractions actually worked. I can watch TV until my head goes fuzzy or drink until I can't stand but it never...
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jem:
we're fucking fabulous bitch. 
jem:
well thank god for that. this misery should be shared!
no we were just talking about relationships and how they all just fucking suck in the end.
but he said it with his usual landon flair so it was hilarious.
then he started talking about cloning himself into a black man.
no we were just talking about relationships and how they all just fucking suck in the end.
but he said it with his usual landon flair so it was hilarious.
then he started talking about cloning himself into a black man.
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jody:
I just watched that video this morning and yet I just watched it again.
Maybe I like being depressed?
Maybe I like being depressed?
radiofrank:
Teh Zamboni Crew lives again!
'Tis an interesting video you've posted. Hmm.
'Tis an interesting video you've posted. Hmm.
A Charming Story in Which a Terrible Day Ends Well
Wednesday: 8:00 AM
I arrive at work. The first two hours of my shift involve cleaning and putting things away. Thankfully the store is still closed so I just walk around with my headphones on and try to look as busy as possible.
10:00 AM
The store opens. The first customer of the day asks...
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Wednesday: 8:00 AM
I arrive at work. The first two hours of my shift involve cleaning and putting things away. Thankfully the store is still closed so I just walk around with my headphones on and try to look as busy as possible.
10:00 AM
The store opens. The first customer of the day asks...
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rin:
even if my laundry room is a laundromat?
redmess:
so i here that if we find you a job you'll convert to vancouveranityism?
i'm on it.
i'm on it.
Instead of another boring, depressing entry I bring you...
Random Facts About FreakPirate You Don't Care About
Random Facts About FreakPirate You Don't Care About
- I have an incredibly hard time staying warm. I have crappy circulation.
- I hate doctors. I'm always scared that they're going to tell me something horrible and I'm about to die. So I don't go. I'd rather be surprised by death.
- When I was in my first year...
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redmess:
of course we care! you've got a whole freakpirate fanclub out in SGlandia.
heh, i have shitty circulation as well. but where as my entire body is burning up, only my nose, finger tips, and toes, are ice cold.
and i too, was too lazy to be goth. i have a big mouth so painting on red-black lipstick would have taken me half the morning
plus, ya know, it's pretty godamn impossible to not get a tan when you live in the heart of texas.
heh, i have shitty circulation as well. but where as my entire body is burning up, only my nose, finger tips, and toes, are ice cold.
and i too, was too lazy to be goth. i have a big mouth so painting on red-black lipstick would have taken me half the morning
plus, ya know, it's pretty godamn impossible to not get a tan when you live in the heart of texas.
adair:
Cute shirt
In the meantime, I guess that I will settle for swearing at the television.
i find some of the best mornings (and worst nights) have me hungover before noon.