10. oh, fine. this one's for neodrunk because he's a whiny bi-atch 
9. last night i had one of the best dates of my entire life, definitely the best first date. why?
8. i get nervous and stupid around people i like. i always have. i'm actually a pretty shy person when you meet me "in real life." but this guy instantly set me to...
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9. last night i had one of the best dates of my entire life, definitely the best first date. why?
8. i get nervous and stupid around people i like. i always have. i'm actually a pretty shy person when you meet me "in real life." but this guy instantly set me to...
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thefuckoffkid:
Liberal arts crybaby. 
thefuckoffkid:
Lime Helmet Kitty loves you too. 
10. this is for Pip, because he rocks.
9. i can't seem to find my new yummy flavored lipstick. this saddens me, as the only reason i really wear lipstick is for the flavor.
8. i got a cute spunky new hair cut, which i just can't seem to get a good picture of at the moment. i'll post when it's working out better...
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9. i can't seem to find my new yummy flavored lipstick. this saddens me, as the only reason i really wear lipstick is for the flavor.
8. i got a cute spunky new hair cut, which i just can't seem to get a good picture of at the moment. i'll post when it's working out better...
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neodrunk:
10) Ahem... and what about me? Have I fallen out of flava?
9) I only wear lipstick whilst tucking my penis between my legs as I dance to some eighties new wave music in front of large mirror. Excuse me, are you a size 14?
8) I gave myself a haircut the other day too. Actually I shaved it all off... oh wait, wrong head. Oops!
7) I have a lot of back work that needs to get done too. I have a chiropractic appointment Wednesday... will keep everyone informed accordingly.
6) I'm not going to tell you mine then either. Especially since I just played my guitar for an hour to suffice my need. Oh fuck, that was my "musical guilty pleasure". Moron.
5) You can't see my pictures I don't like because my computer is ALL FUCKED UP LIKE AN ASSHOLE!!!!! Aargh!
4) I said no... and you still can't either!!!! Stop being so persistant, damnit!
3) Didn't I just cover this one ^^^ ?
2) I've already worked... so now I need to finish up saying hi to everyone and then masturbate myself to sleep.
1) I think I'm real funny tonight and I'm sober? Dude, I must be sleepy....
9) I only wear lipstick whilst tucking my penis between my legs as I dance to some eighties new wave music in front of large mirror. Excuse me, are you a size 14?
8) I gave myself a haircut the other day too. Actually I shaved it all off... oh wait, wrong head. Oops!
7) I have a lot of back work that needs to get done too. I have a chiropractic appointment Wednesday... will keep everyone informed accordingly.
6) I'm not going to tell you mine then either. Especially since I just played my guitar for an hour to suffice my need. Oh fuck, that was my "musical guilty pleasure". Moron.
5) You can't see my pictures I don't like because my computer is ALL FUCKED UP LIKE AN ASSHOLE!!!!! Aargh!
4) I said no... and you still can't either!!!! Stop being so persistant, damnit!
3) Didn't I just cover this one ^^^ ?
2) I've already worked... so now I need to finish up saying hi to everyone and then masturbate myself to sleep.
1) I think I'm real funny tonight and I'm sober? Dude, I must be sleepy....
onesecondmore:
very nice 
anywho, thought i'd say hi and thank you for the kind words a few days ago. hope everything's going well up there.
'til next time...
anywho, thought i'd say hi and thank you for the kind words a few days ago. hope everything's going well up there.
'til next time...
it's always interesting when you go somewhere, and are immidiately attracted to someone--only to find out they're just not very nice or interesting. so you start talking to somebody else, who you weren't really attracted to, and then your attraction shifts all together.
ahh, the beauty of it all.
my head hurts. i had to take my headache prescription today for the first time since...
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ahh, the beauty of it all.
my head hurts. i had to take my headache prescription today for the first time since...
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vervectic:
now i'm doing this right...woohoo
pip:
1st I'd like to second kayla's words.
2nd you should go back to the numbering thing, because I miss it.
3rdI hate and love when that attraction thing you described happens.
4th a year without needing it is not bad at all. Hope you don't need it for another year, or two.
2nd you should go back to the numbering thing, because I miss it.
3rdI hate and love when that attraction thing you described happens.
4th a year without needing it is not bad at all. Hope you don't need it for another year, or two.
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akro:
Defeated.....
I love that!
I love that!
jasonxstar:
very good writing my dear!
huggles
gpk
huggles
gpk
it's been a really long time since i've felt like anybody's really known me. as dumb as this might sound, there's just nobody who i'm emotionally and personality-wise naked around. there's no one who i'm completely me around. i'm always hiding something or not comfortable enough to just be. i used to have two best friends who i could do that with. one here (at...
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stgeorge:
Help you get a few things off your chest then I guess, this latest update. It's always good to emotionally unwind now and then, and I for one won't critise you for it. Lot of truth in what you said.
pip:
*hugs* Nothing "emo" about it. And if it is there is nothing wrong with that. All I can say bring tissues with you if you haven't already seen Big Fish.
I did the right thing just over a year ago and swallowed my pride concerning my parents. They'll never understand what they did to me and I just have to accept it.
*hug*
I did the right thing just over a year ago and swallowed my pride concerning my parents. They'll never understand what they did to me and I just have to accept it.
*hug*
dear friends who are in new york city, i plan on coming up there sometime this semester to get some tattoo work done. would any of your lovelies care to volunteer couch space for me?
that's all for now.
i know...my posts are boring right now. they'll get better, i promise!
that's all for now.
i know...my posts are boring right now. they'll get better, i promise!
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_sarah_:
No clue... probably in February. 
stgeorge:
Boring! How could you ever be?
i'm baaaaccckkkk!!!
but this update isn't going to be long--i've spent the past day or two franticly getting more floors ready for my residents to come back and i'm exhausted...and not done yet. so... i just wanted to say that i'm back.
i transformed one of my hats today to work with my hair--i think it's funny and cute. i put pics of it up....
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but this update isn't going to be long--i've spent the past day or two franticly getting more floors ready for my residents to come back and i'm exhausted...and not done yet. so... i just wanted to say that i'm back.
i transformed one of my hats today to work with my hair--i think it's funny and cute. i put pics of it up....
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silence_breaks:
glad your back, mi amiga.
egon:
Man, we started back a week ago. You lucky keystone staters.
ps, your glasses ar outstanding!
ps, your glasses ar outstanding!
*grumble*
i'm super upset.
see the tattoo group ('i need help') for details.
you people need to go read that and then give me advice. please? i would totally put a pouting icon if they had one.
sorry i haven't been around. i'm back at school, and therefore back to the computer, on wednesday.
i really do miss you guys.
i'm super upset.
see the tattoo group ('i need help') for details.
you people need to go read that and then give me advice. please? i would totally put a pouting icon if they had one.
sorry i haven't been around. i'm back at school, and therefore back to the computer, on wednesday.
i really do miss you guys.
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mexicant:
Hmmm... well... I like you and all, but you asked for it....
*smack*
Long live the King baby!
*smack*
Long live the King baby!
mrluckys:
so there was this girl working at the s.f. burlesque show last night that looked eerily similar to you.
well mostly her face, cause the rest of you is way hotter.
good luck with the tattoo.
well mostly her face, cause the rest of you is way hotter.
good luck with the tattoo.
alrighty folks....here's my preliminary "grad schools i'm looking at" list. i want my MFA in poetry. if you have a school you think i should add, feel free to let me know
brown, california college of arts and crafts, university of california at irvine, columbia, emerson, uni of houston, uni of miami, uni of minnesota, naropa institute, the new school, nyu, uni of oregon, san...
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brown, california college of arts and crafts, university of california at irvine, columbia, emerson, uni of houston, uni of miami, uni of minnesota, naropa institute, the new school, nyu, uni of oregon, san...
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filmme:
never_more@ureach.com
never_more@ureach.com
akro:
Ark! Where you been at?
heeellllooooo nurse
so...another short update. i'm so sorry that i've fallen behind on everybody's journals...i feel like i haven't commented in forever! i promise that when i get back to school i'll be commenting like a madman! or a madwoman, if you will.
my allergies are driving me absolutely crazy. grrrrrrr allergies. other than that, life is good. xmas was alright, nothing special, really, but...
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so...another short update. i'm so sorry that i've fallen behind on everybody's journals...i feel like i haven't commented in forever! i promise that when i get back to school i'll be commenting like a madman! or a madwoman, if you will.
my allergies are driving me absolutely crazy. grrrrrrr allergies. other than that, life is good. xmas was alright, nothing special, really, but...
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soeffinhappy:
Puppy's drive me INSANE. What is in their genetics that compels them to jump on you so early in the morning?
akro:
Puppy? What puppy? I guess I haven't been keeping up as much as I should.
i will KEEEELLLL you, stupid dog...
my sister's puppy just had a fucking barking fit and woke me up. it's 5:45 in the morning. UGH.
to everybody who commented in my last journal... you guys rock. i'm sorry i haven't been posting in individual journals lately--i just really haven't been logged in to suicidegirls very often since i've been home. a hazard of the "mom's...
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my sister's puppy just had a fucking barking fit and woke me up. it's 5:45 in the morning. UGH.
to everybody who commented in my last journal...
you guys rock. i'm sorry i haven't been posting in individual journals lately--i just really haven't been logged in to suicidegirls very often since i've been home. a hazard of the "mom's... Read More
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rockzombie:
hey! just wanted to say...Merry Christmas!
...like you havent heard that enough...
...like you havent heard that enough...
silence_breaks:
i am taking care of my mom's dog - the one i grew up with - for the week at my apartment. easily one of the most trying experiences - so annoying, so much waking up in the middle of the night to do so much (little) peeing. grr. take it easy, homegal. hope your xmas and such was spectacular. i accept puppy donations if you are still annoyed later in the week. boo ya.
so i'm home. and allergic to my house, as always. it makes for an unhappy 3 weeks. not really unhappy....just sneezy and drugged up.
it looks like no more boston for new year's. back in july my mom broke her rib, and it looks like she may have re-fractured it (just a stress fracture, she'll be okay and it should heal relatively quickly) but she's...
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not really unhappy....just sneezy and drugged up.
it looks like no more boston for new year's. back in july my mom broke her rib, and it looks like she may have re-fractured it (just a stress fracture, she'll be okay and it should heal relatively quickly) but she's...
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soeffinhappy:
Merry christmas
onesecondmore:
have a good christmas.
i think we all deserve a good one this year.
i think we all deserve a good one this year.