10/14 == my birthday (35 fuckin years old!! 
*wheeze*.... *croak*... eh, most of my bloodline don't look or act their age anyway...
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I had a weird dream...
In it I was continually lost and confused and trying to get somewhere. That was the consistent theme.
I first remember being in a crowded stadium.
I'd go by the ticket booth, go under the concrete...
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*wheeze*.... *croak*... eh, most of my bloodline don't look or act their age anyway... )
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I had a weird dream...
In it I was continually lost and confused and trying to get somewhere. That was the consistent theme.
I first remember being in a crowded stadium.
I'd go by the ticket booth, go under the concrete...
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oooh... new site design
This is totally appropriate for my state of mind.
my life:
Eat pork and gravy, and extra hot sauce, and chocolate peanut clusters, and lots of coffee and diet coke, and cotton candy.
Get in a tilt-a-whirl with a fifty pound bag of potatoes on your lap, and two big fat smelly guys by your sides.
Get in a long phone...
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This is totally appropriate for my state of mind.
my life:
Eat pork and gravy, and extra hot sauce, and chocolate peanut clusters, and lots of coffee and diet coke, and cotton candy.
Get in a tilt-a-whirl with a fifty pound bag of potatoes on your lap, and two big fat smelly guys by your sides.
Get in a long phone...
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zenhell:
the monkey says:
satori
satori
zenhell:
nothing current is also my favorite band
dream image #1 after getting more than 5 hours sleep all week: bright vivid squares of orange. Forget everything else.
dream image #2
a special kind of map book that was made of special kind of plastic for the pages. The edges of the sheets were uneven so it made it easy to turn to any page. An unusually tactile dream sensation. There was something...
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tegan:
i dont think that will work for some odd reason.
lol
i have to pay attention at work..
lol
lol
i have to pay attention at work..
lol
scylla:
Tactile dreams are awesome. I am in envy of you, good sir! I tip my hat.
Every day is an empty question mark.
I sat on a fine burgundy leather couch.
The coffee table had an intricate pattern of swastikas set in tile.
I was offered a cup of coffee in a tiny cup.
The thickness of the glass ashtray distorted the images of the pornographic cartoon magazines underneath.
Nowadays I'm waking up on the beach.
My face is always sunburnt....
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burn:
Heh yes Zapp is great. Never heard of EPMD though...
tegan:
haha no i dind't see him get stabbed.
i love that show... the all american violence...
did you see the one with the tall skinny white guy whos girlfriend was cheating on him with another girl and he caught her tied up in bed wearing the most fucked up shit with a baby jesus in the room and a flashing cross? the other girl was wearing a construction workers hat... it was the most fucking hillarious thing i have ever seen.
i saw a cheaters van outside of a restaurant i was in having breakfast the other day... i almsot shit my pants.. hahahha... LOVE cheaters.
i love that show... the all american violence...
did you see the one with the tall skinny white guy whos girlfriend was cheating on him with another girl and he caught her tied up in bed wearing the most fucked up shit with a baby jesus in the room and a flashing cross? the other girl was wearing a construction workers hat... it was the most fucking hillarious thing i have ever seen.
i saw a cheaters van outside of a restaurant i was in having breakfast the other day... i almsot shit my pants.. hahahha... LOVE cheaters.
I've decided to not do much of anything today.
That's different from thinking you should do a lot, but then end up not doing much.
I should do this more often, especially on Sunday. That's what Sundays are for. A break from franticness and obligations.
I just opened the doors and let in some air. The beach area where I am has settled down from...
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llona:
i decided not to do much of anything today as well. took a long nap, then made fabulous dinner.
Fall makes me feel all studious and focused. I tend to be that way when the seasons change though, I want to exercize and eat healthy and pull out the juicer.
Re:energy work: A friend of mine and I do reiki and other energy work, we trade treatments. Hers is more based on chakra clearing work, mine is based around reiki and karuna ki. It's been a long time since I've had any work done, and it was heavy this particular time.
Have you ever had any done? I used to think it was bullshit until I was attuned to it and now I have major physical reactions to it, it's crazy.
edited to say: southern baptist prayer revivals?! you should go to my dad's church. It is a tongue talking, fainting, "be healed!" good time.
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Fall makes me feel all studious and focused. I tend to be that way when the seasons change though, I want to exercize and eat healthy and pull out the juicer.
Re:energy work: A friend of mine and I do reiki and other energy work, we trade treatments. Hers is more based on chakra clearing work, mine is based around reiki and karuna ki. It's been a long time since I've had any work done, and it was heavy this particular time.
Have you ever had any done? I used to think it was bullshit until I was attuned to it and now I have major physical reactions to it, it's crazy.
edited to say: southern baptist prayer revivals?! you should go to my dad's church. It is a tongue talking, fainting, "be healed!" good time.
[Edited on Sep 21, 2003]
tretiak:
Look for the hammer and sickle this weekend at the con.
tretiak was a hockey player and I'll be wearing his jersey.
tretiak was a hockey player and I'll be wearing his jersey.
Here's a relic I found in my room, a kind of "todo" list:
Daily
1 Wake up at 8am
In bed by 12am or 2am at the latest
2 No: fast food, greasy crappy foods
except chineses w/ steamed rice
and veggie burrito
3. No: dope, more than 2 beers, more than 2 coffee
4. Take care of mail
5 Journal
6 Some form of...
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Daily
1 Wake up at 8am
In bed by 12am or 2am at the latest
2 No: fast food, greasy crappy foods
except chineses w/ steamed rice
and veggie burrito
3. No: dope, more than 2 beers, more than 2 coffee
4. Take care of mail
5 Journal
6 Some form of...
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joyrider:
i survive work + the banal with a combination of yoga, meditation, weights, and weed. it works for me.
llona:
you never heard the word booji before? Black people use it a lot...not sure what the origin is but I connect it with bourgeois. means basically the same thing...uppity.
So, was your girlfriend a psycho bitch?
Just kidding. but cancer/aries can be hard to live with.
So, was your girlfriend a psycho bitch?
Just kidding. but cancer/aries can be hard to live with. It's kind of amazing that everyone's life is a collection of fertile artwork.
People on TV finally got that "reality" makes good yeast for their bread.
Don't you think that crazy roman god shit with Saturn eating his father, gods coming down as animals screwing maidens and such, just a form of mythical Jerry Springer?
Shakespeare, and all the rock stars had it all figured...
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mistersatan:
Apparently bus drivers, oddly enough.
this is a new coat of paint
i call it "don't-know-what-the-fuck-to-write" off-white.
i'm always waiting for something to happen, but i don't even know what it is.
something scary:
i found a "todo" kind of list and it had things i all should do. only think was it was from over two yeras ago. the same things that i should do for the last two...
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saruman:
I'm similar, I have tons of stuff I put away or stashed somewhere that I haven't touched since I put it there. I still have post-it notes from previous jobs littered around. It's really bad.
llona:
i hear you. clutter is my life. and i have the same journal entries for the past ten years, basically.
And my mom always used to joke:"You know Nature abhors a vacuum." har har har
xo
And my mom always used to joke:"You know Nature abhors a vacuum." har har har
xo
Ahh, I'm gonna hibernate some more...
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sqook:
Did you see they put hibernation in the 2.6test kernels? =)
sqook:
Thx for the post in my journal; I've been given a lot of food for thought, and it's really helped me straighten my head out. Still got an entire year left to decide, though.
And yes, aboleo is the domain I use for my projects ond OSS type stuff. Glad you liked it. ;]
And yes, aboleo is the domain I use for my projects ond OSS type stuff. Glad you liked it. ;]
Well, my days are numbered here...
five to be exact.
scylla:
Aw, man! 
Why're you leaving? Dinero or wot?
Why're you leaving? Dinero or wot?
johncocktoastin:
farewell sir obadiah!
Whoah, woah, hold it now...
Looking for the quick fix journal entry?
I'm not going to be leaving journal entry for a while, but if you like you can peruse through what I call....
The SG Journal Entry Best Of...
The cosmic radio tunes in silly crap and lightyear transimissions...
complete sentences
renovated bungalow
mafia chieftan
freedom
scenarios
brother jethro
ocean roar
the fascist /...
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Looking for the quick fix journal entry?
I'm not going to be leaving journal entry for a while, but if you like you can peruse through what I call....
The SG Journal Entry Best Of...
The cosmic radio tunes in silly crap and lightyear transimissions...
complete sentences
renovated bungalow
mafia chieftan
freedom
scenarios
brother jethro
ocean roar
the fascist /...
Read More
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scylla:
What about Hestia? That was the other one I was considering. Well also Medea but some fucker already took it! Bah! It's not awkward wording. It's a lil too pomo for you.
yo.
ho.
ho and a bottle of rum.
yo.
ho.
ho and a bottle of rum.
flux:
meow?
blah
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spikybluegirl:
I need to take music theory. I can't even figure out what makes a chord a chord. I don't know the scale with flats and sharps!!!
jaime:
Yeah, I can't wait until Crispin tours with the What Is It trilogy. Look closer at the title of the cd...it's got a profound title.
It's cool that you were teaching english in japan. I used to teach english to chinese and korean students. I learned so much.
What part of Japan did you live in?
xox