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Alright so...all of you who for some strange ass reason think I should apply to be an SG...I was just checkin out the hopefulls...and seriously if those girls aren't makin it neither am I!!! So you'll have to settle for seeing me in the pics I post with all my clothes on. Sorry....but it's better this way trust me. But thank you for thinking I'm...
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jsinxxx:
frown sorry your upset but it was really cool talking to you tonight......message me anytime biggrin kiss
scattershot:
"I pick and chose who I keep close to me and who I let in which is almost no one. Which is probably why I'm bad at dating and all the rest of it, because when people get to close I push them away and run away. When it comes down to it that is easier for me to do then to actually talk about what makes me tick."


I 100% agree and relate to that comment
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Ty is so disappointing, we haven't talked in so long. Like good long talking. He just spent a week in Montreal which is awesome for him he loves it there and wants to move there. He comes on tonight and tells me to be here cause he wants to talk, I say too things and all I get is....

"I don't want to start this...
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comradjack:
i agree! we boys ARE idiots!

a lot of guys are stuuupid. not saing TY is.. but... a lot of guys are. they bitch and complain about girls doing certain things and turn around and pull it themselves.

fools.

best of luck with that kiddo.


and now i feel like brining out MY legos. god i miss those.
psyko514:
girls rule, boys drool.
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haha....right now Pat is trying to talk me into applying for SG....BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

NOT GOING TO HAPPEN! But don't tell him so he can keep trying cause it's really hilarous. biggrin

If I was twig like the girls on the site then I would do it in a second. I love SG! I tell everyone about it. However, I also know that I'm absolutely NOT SG material....
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presence:
i think yr supa hot and should apply also! you dont have to be a twig to be an SG .... i think you have the face and the body and attitude for it...and green eyes..come on...that shit is scandalous smile
mct:
See I'm not the only one who thinks so ... so ha! smile
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This school stuff....is shit. So, I'm setting my sights on different things. I'll apply to Georgian again in the fall, I can live at home and this way I'll buy a used car and travel back and forth everyday. Which is way cheaper, I can keep the job that I have right now which I make enough money at and...well that's just what I'll do....
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jsinxxx:
happy halloween sexy love skull kiss
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So I had a pretty awesome day/night. I went shopping with Bess today which was really good. We've known each other for like pfft ten years or something and have been super close the entire time. So on the drive down to Barrie we talked about just everything that's bin goin on with her and with me. It was awesome to just get some shit...
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memorandom:
ugh, don't remind me about the days of having to apply for student loans, i'm still going to be paying off my student loan when i'm drawing my pension puke

anyways, art is, i think, something you never stop learning in- your work kind of evolves as you get older, change, you find ways of doing things that suit you, but then that changes and adapts to your life, as does what you desire to express, even subjectively speaking. my stuff used to be really messy and expressive, mostly black and white, i siad i'd never do really straight portraiture- and now. . . i do mostly pretty straight colour portraiture- which i love.

oh, check out my journal, i linked to a few studies from the last month or so, cause people kept asking. i'm working on a much larger, more refined piece at the moment of the same girl, that i think is one of the best things i've ever painted. i can't wait to get it finished though, i'm on such an artistiuc roll i'm already like 'what next? what next?' you know?

ah well, have a great weekend, and a fantastic halloween kiss
scattershot:
hmmm maybe you're right.... I just haven't been very thrilled about a lot of things in the past week. Maybe next week will be better.
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I don't know what to say...I feel just out of it with everything. Really I've lost my direction now that I'm probably not going to university. Nothing feels right in life...nothing.

I feel like I'm walking around, and really nothing is mine...like it's not even my life. Because nothing within it has been what I've worked towards or what I've wanted for so long. Every...
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scattershot:
you could say everyword in your journal and apply it to me right now. Except I didn't get accepted everywhere I apply.
admiral_pants:
If you ever figure out what to do about it, let me know frown
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Alright, I'm sorry for the no comment day...I'm usually really good at commenting on journals and stuff even though I hardly ever have anything to say.

Today was....today, made enough money at work which was good but I had to be there at 11am! Blah!! I called a lawyer this morning about the whole White Mountain issue...he's calling me back. I really don't think that...
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knawmean:
I think you are gorgeous. You make me wish I was Canadian. Thought you ought to know.
comradjack:
well sucks about that school.

i think they need a good can of spray paint at the main entrance.

that or anything devious you can think of.

after you get your documents (if you do) show em how happy you are with thier service.
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Ok...so the word of the day today is FUCK....

FUCK White Mountain Academy for everything...
FUCK them double time for not giving me my transcripts...
FUCK my mom for laughing in my face because I wont go back

Is that good enough for you? Well it is for me! mad
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scattershot:
FCUK
comradjack:
I'm gonna be different and NOT say FU... oh shit. i allmost did! tongue
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I'm so excited right now!!!!
I just called White Mountain...my former professor Yvonne is now the freakin DEAN!!! HELL YEAH FOR HER! She's an awesome awesome lady and I'm sure she's doing an amazing job. smile Either way, when I was on the site to find out their fax information I saw she was the dean and called immediently. I talked to her and explained the...
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scattershot:
good to see you spending time with this ty guy again. persue happiness and you'll eventually catch it.
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Hey

Went shopping today, I had the worst shopping day EVER. I lost weight...and nothing fits me right now. I'm still curvy but I'll always be curvy that's just how I am...but now...things just look weird and it sucked! I needed pants for work and I went to like five stores trying on every pair of black pants they had before I actually found some...
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calla2:
Ah, I know where Barrie is. I have gone up to Cottage Country & along the French River. I live in London at the moment. smile
scattershot:
wow I haven't been to the zoo in sooooo long ... have tonnes of fun.
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Alright....LOOK AT MY PICS

I added 3 new folders, my art, my friends and some graffiti from southern Ontairo..

LOOK LOOK LOOK surreal
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memorandom:
wonderful stuff, your art is lovely, especially the figure paintings- i'm glad you uploaded those smile

and that's some pretty neat graffiti- i didn't see a lot of that stuff when i was in southern ontario (had a lonnng relationship with a gal from there, elora kind of area) (so, the sticks, then)


hope you're doing alright- have a good week

kiss

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comradjack:
there is a nice graffiti in Ottawa. can't quite remembe where thought. It's just an eye painted on a support beam of a bridge. its clever because it was done (obviously) during winter when the water was frozen. Saw it during summer and found it cool just to see a beam in the middle of the river with a big giant eye on it.

[Edited on Oct 25, 2004 5:16PM]
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Alright....to everyone you wrote me comments after my little freak out/vent last night....you're the greatest !! kiss So many huggs and kisses go out to you, reading all that made me feel so much better....*crosses her fingers so Ty will come around sooner

And also...thanks so much to everyone who has added me as their friend cause really it makes this site that much better. It's...
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scattershot:
yeah SG makes my day all the time because of the comments people leave me. And the girls being hot.