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Okay! Officially leaving the state of Maryland this coming 3rd of March! It's glee and sadness all together! I'll miss all my friends but I won't miss the people or state of Maryland. You suck, Maryland! ....most times.

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midnightrider454:
Well I'm happy for you. Take pictures when you get there :)
espy:
@midnightrider454 I'll make sure to, but it's Cali for me. I'll be living there!!! Yay me! Lol. 
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So somehow, one of my female friends, convinced me to try out online dating.... So she's helped me with the whole registration?.. I am really intimidated.... And scared. It's really ... I don't know... Weird for me. I'm not sure if I'll be even... I don't know how to react to this. It's just weird to me. I might just cancel it when I find...
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hiiiiiii! Sooooo, ive come to term that I really love bearded men. ... fit bearded men.... it's a thing.

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mixedload69:
I'm a big fan of this post and fully approve of the message it sends!
pyrdaemon:
So, is 300 your favorite movie of all time? = )
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happy valentines! It's a snowy day still and cold. It's shoveling time because I should of bought groceries the day before but was too lazy. Oh well! It's gonna be a good work out. I actually forgot it was valentines day until I got texts from friends. Thanks friends! But, seriously, regardless of your relationship status, have an awesome today and everyday... Because you're pretty...
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espy:
@almost_missed I seriously just shoveled a crap ton of snow... What a good work out. Whew! I hope you have a good valentines, Dom! Love live love! I feel really chipper today. Lol. 
theslowrunner:
Haha. Happy Valentine's Day to you too Espy! 
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I officially out processed! I'm on terminal leave until I get my orders for my reservist duties! Yay for 52 days of paid leave!

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legman:
awesome! must be a relief.
teddykev:
Woo Hoo!! *high five* :D
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now I understand why so many people re-enlist.... It's such a pain and a hassle to get out! Wow... They make you do soooo much unnecessary stuff. Just getthe main points done- finance, housing, moving your stuff from TMO, getting out of your unit, when your terminal leave starts... Wham bam, thank you ma'am. Why do I have to go to places I've never even...
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espy:
@legman that's one of the things about the military that really irks me!!! There's no logic!!! 
daytonawhite:
I can't wait to go through the ass pain of separating, I'm burnt out from this life. 
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What the hell does it mean to be average now a day? I don't understand this?! I think I'm average in body and as a person, but then again, I get told I'm pretty interesting or I'm somewhat fit. I don't understand this! I'm pretty lazy when it comes to the gym... I yoga sometimes, but I'm slowly trying to get into weightlifting... Lol. I...
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horror_head:
Just as long as it's funny! :)
horror_head:
Apologies? No need. Lol. A little creepiness is always nice. Since you changed your username on here, I always misread it as EPSY. The first time I glanced at it, I wondered if it was some kind of nickname for an epileptic. Haha.
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Haaaaa.. so Chinese New Year was yesterday.... but I was just cleaning and packing then I went out for an outing. Super fun but I should of made chinese food but it would be too much for me. Sigh. Too lonely. Bleeeeh.

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trills:
Cooking for one is a pain sometimes! Perhaps a belated food fest is in order? :)
espy:
@trills oh yes, it is Spain to cook for one. Ugh. I actually hate doing it and this is coming from me who actually like cooking! Sigh. I need a wife so I can cook for my wife. Lol. 
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I love being and feeling feminine. I love heels and dresses and being dressed up. Why is it that just because I speak plainly and to the point I have to be a bitch? Im a very likeable person. Sure, I'm just a bit strange and sometimes. ... all the time.... most times... sarcastic, I'm not doing it to hurt feelings! But seriously, don't start...
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trills:
It's not really de rigueur to speak plainly sometimes, people like to implicate motive. As long as you can honestly mind yourself then reputation be damned :)
espy:
@almost_missed @trills @horror_head it was a young female friend and she just got into a relationship... now she thinks that I need help and tries to give me relationship advice.... note that this advice is coming from someone who is 21 and this is her second ever relationship...she kept talking about how she couldn't understand my speech and English and that I have an accent and how can anyone understand me... yet shes the only one with that problem; everyone understands me just fine. And on top of that she acts like a mom to me... so push came to shove where she just kept being an asshole and telling me that I'm obviously living my life wrong without her.... and then she also questioned my U.S. citizenship..... that was the turning point.... ended everything with I've been alive and making choices without you in my life, I have a good head on my shoulders; sorry you have mom issues, but if i want your advice, ill ask for it; trust me, i will. And by the way, my speech and english is fine, i was born in america. if you're going to talk about accents, wouldn't that have been you? Since you're made in China (She was adopted from china when she was 3.).. that was a low blow but thats what happens if you can't roll with the punches because she dodnt say anything afterwards.... then I took her aside and apologized and explained to her why I said everything I said. I don't need a mom, I need a friend. Just take me as I am. everything is cool now but now she knows not to... aggravate me. Im pretty horrible.
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Ive decided that im going reservist. Theres this awesome program that really wants me right now. So ive decided ti give it a shot. Ill be flying a lot but thats okay. Im okay with that. And iys only check ins. I can visit friends too. Yay. Part time.

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horror_head:
Well, I hope you enjoy it if you do! Yes, TX is too big for its own good. I have a love/hate relationship about it. I defend it because I''m here and can't leave, lol! I don't blame you, for not wanting to slog through it.... :)
espy:
@almost_missed in america. Lol.